THE LAMB OF GOD 

ITS ALSO YOUR ABILITY TO BE REAL. DEAL WITH ALL OF YOUR WRONGS AND YOUR RIGHTS.

MAKE THOSE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THE SHIT THEY EVER DID TO YOU. YOU WERE RAPED? GO KILL THAT SON OF A BITCH. CUT HIS DICK OFF. FUCK THE LAW. THE SOCIAL WORKER FROM DCFS TAKE YOUR FUCKING KID AND MADE LIFE HARDER FOR YOU AND DIDN’T LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE? PUNCH HER IN THE FUCKING MOUTH AND TELL THE BITCH TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. SHE STILL OPPRESSING YOU? KILL THE FUCKING WHORE LIKE HE DESERVES. JACK THE RIPPER STYLE.

YOUR MOM OR DAD MOLEST YOU? TORTURE THEM UNTIL YOU KNOW THAT THEY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. THERE SOME ASSHOLE OUT THERE THAT WONT LEAVE YOU ALONE AND THE LAW WONT DO SHIT? GUT THAT MOTHERFUCKER FROM NOSE TO NAVEL. THAT ASSHOLE PROBABLY WANTS TO FUCK HIS MOTHER AND SUCK HIS FATHERS COCK AND ALL BECAUSE HE ENJOYED THE ATTENTIONS. MEN WHO WONT LEAVE YOU ALONE? KILL THEIR SOURCE OF MONEY AND WATCH THE BITCHES SQUIRM LIKE THE FUCKING PIGS THEY ARE. MY MOTHER ALWAYS SAID THAT YOU CAN TAKE A MAN DOWN FASTER IF YOU HIT HIS WALLET AND HIS BANK ACCOUNT. LOVE DON’T MEAN SHIT TO MEN. THE PAST HAS TAUGHT US THAT AND SO HAS MINE. THEY CAN ALWAYS GET THEIR DICK WET ANYWHERE. BUT THEY WILL LOOK AT THEIR EMPTY WALLET AND SIGH AND CONTINUE SIGHING AND IF YOURE LUCKY, THEY’LL START TO CRY AND WOULDN’T THAT BE LOVELY.

WOMEN WHO ARE LEAVING THEIR HUSBANDS OR WOMEN WHOSE HUSBANDS ARE LEAVING THEM? TAKE THEM FOR EVERYTHING THEY’VE GOT AND MORE. TAKE IT ALL AND FUCK THAT FOOL. BETTER YET, FUCK THEIR BEST FRIEND AND SEND HIM THE TAPE MARKING THAT BITCH WITH A TITLE THAT WILL HAVE THEM WATCHING IT WITH THEIR NEW WIVES AND KIDS AND THEN WAIT FOR THE FUCKING PHONE CALL AND LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF.

ESPECIALLY IF THEY HAVE A BIGGER DICK THAN HIM. THEN TELL HIM THANK YOU FOR THE INTRODUCTION AND FOR THE USE OF HIS LITTLE BLUE AND YELLOW PILLS.

       SPIRITUALITY

                OLD RELIGION WITH A BOOB JOB

SPIRIT GUIDES DO NOT EXIST. SPIRITUALITY DOES NOT EXIST. RELIGION DOES NOT EXIST. SO ALL YOU ASSHOLES THAT KILLED IN THE NAME OF GOD? YOU DID IT CAUSE YOU WANTED TO.

ALL OF THOSE THAT RAPED WOMEN AND CHILDREN IN NAME OF GOD? YOU WILL GET THE SAME IN RETURN BUT WORSE. YOU WILL DIE ON THE STAKE JUST LIKE COUNTLESS WOMEN HAVE BEFORE YOU. THAT WASN’T JESUS CHRIST THAT DIED ON THE STAKE. IT WAS ME.

LILY

ALL OF YOU CHILDREN THAT HAVE MANITPULATED ADULTS AND THE ADULTS GOT THE JAIL TIME AND THE BAD RAP? YOU WILL BE STRUNG UP IN THE SQUARE AND STONED. FOR ALL TO SEE AND TO LEARN THEIR LESSON. JUST LIKE US WOMEN DID. PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE.

RAUL ESQUEDA MUNOZ

YOU WILL DIE IN A HELL OF YOUR OWN MAKING FOR USING YOUR DAUGHTER AS A BACK UP WIFE AND USING HER WANT OF ACCEPTANCE FOR YOUR OWN SICK AND FUCKED UP ALCOHOLIC NEEDS. I LOST MY YOUTH BECAUSE OF YOU. AND FOR WHAT? TO BE THROWN AWAY LIKE YOU THREW MY BITCH ASS MOTHER AWAY. ALL FOR DARING TO WANT A BETTER LIFE THAT DIDN’T INCLUDE YOU. YOU BLAMED ME THINKING I WAS HER, AND SO YOU WILL DIE IN THE EXACT SAME WAY YOU KILLED US. IN SERVITUDE AND WITHOUT A FAMILY AND WITHOUT A HOME. MY MOTHER MAY HAVE BEEN ABUSED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE BUT YOU CONTINUED THE TORMENT AND TORTURE WITH YOUR HITTING AND ISOLATING WAYS. FOR TEARING US DOWN AND KEEPING US AS SERVANTS INSTEAD OF PEOPLE. YOU MADE THE BITCH FRIGID AND WHO WOULDN’T BE WITH YOU ON TOP OF HER. YUCK DUDE. THROWING UP IN MY MOUTH WITH THE MERE YUCK. SICK FUCK.

RAUL GONZALEZ MUNOZ

YOU SEXUALLY ABUSED ME WHEN I WAS A KID. YOU SHOWED ME HOW TO PLAY WITH MYSLEF AND THERES SOME OTHER MEMORIES THAT I WILL NOT LET THROUGH BUT YOU SHOWED ME HOW TO PLEASE MYSELF AND I GOT INTO TROUBLE FOR IT AND THEN YOU SHAMED ME FOR BEING SEXUALLY OPEN WHEN WE WERE GROWING UP ALL BECAUSE YOU COULD NEVER DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT I AM SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU. ALWAYS WILL BE. YOU BULLIED ME AND BEAT ME AND TORE ME DOWN EVERY CHANCE YOU GOT. DCFS WILL BE GETTING A COPY OF THIS SO BE PREPARED TO GET THE KIDS TAKEN AWAY. ITS YOUR TURN. SEXUALLY, MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSING PEOPLE IS A HUGE NO NO FOR DCFS. THEY WILL SHOW UP AS THEY ARE GETTING A COPY TODAY OF THIS WITH YOUR ADDRESS. MICHELLE MUNOZ AND RAUL G MUNOZ 17751 UPLAND AVE FONTANA CA 92335

SEBASTIAN ESQUEDA MUNOZ

YOU SEXUALLY ABUSED ME GROWING UP AND CONTINUED TO TRY FOR YEARS AFTER. CORNERING A YOUNG GIRL AND TELLING HER WHERE YOU KEEP YOUR CARTOON PORN IS NOT THE WAY TO BE. THEN TELLING HER SHE HAD HER CHANCE AT WATCHING THEM THE FOLLOWING DAY. GRABBING AT A YOUNG GIRLS BREASTS AND THINKING ITS FUNNY IS NOT A SOMETHING I SHOULD HAVE KEPT TO MYSELF. WHO KNOWS WHAT ELSE IM REPRESSING. I BELIEVE WHAT YOUR SISTER SAID ABOUT BEING RAPED OR SEXUALLY ABUSED BY YOU AND MY GRANDMOTHER NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT. YOU ARE A SCHOOL TEACHER FOR THE LAUSD AT AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL IN NORWALK. YOU SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO TEACH KIDS LET ALONE BE IN THE SAME VICINITY AS THEM.

ANTHONY PAUL WHITEHEAD SHERWIN INC AND AN ALCOHOLIC ABUSIVE SON OF A BITCH

YOU SEXUALLY ABUSED ME WHEN I WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF TYLENOL WITH CODEINE, HYDROCODONE, METH AMPHETAMINES, MARIJUANA, AND ALCOHOL. YOU KNEW THAT I WAS NOT IN MY RIGHT MIND AND HAD NOT BEEN FOR A LONG TIME. YOU KNEW THE ABUSE THAT I SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF CHUCK, MY SISTER, MY MOTHER, THE GUYS THAT GANG RAPED ME, THE SEXUAL ABUSE I RECEIVED AS A CHILD AND THEN YOU ADDED YOU TO THE MIX. YOU USED ME JUST LIKE MY FATHER DID AND THEN YOU STARTED HITTING. AND THEN YOU USED OUR DAUGHTERS AGAINST ME. FOR THIRTEEN PLUS YEARS, YOU SEXUALLY ABUSED ME. IF I DIDN’T GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED THEN THERE WOULD BE HELL TO PAY. AND THIS SHIT ONLY HAPPENED WHEN THE GIRLS WERE AROUND. IF I DIDN’T COMPLY THEN THERE WOULD BE HELL TO PAY AT THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE OF OUR DAUGHTERS. YOU MALICIOUSLY USED ME AND MY LOVE FOR MY BABYGIRLS, TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I CANT HEAR WELL OUT OF MY LEFT EAR AND HAVE SCARS THAT ONLY I KNOW ABOUT. YOU WOULDN’T KNOW ABOUT THEM BECAUSE YOURE A STUPID ASS UNAWARE FUCKING ASSHOLE WITH LATENT HOMOSEXUAL TENDENCIES. YOU WERE PISSED OFF BECAUSE YOURE GAY AND I WASN’T ABLE TO FIX YOU. YOU PUT ME UNDER A LIFE OF GUILT AND SHAME AND ENDLESS PAIN BECAUSE I WAS USED FOR YOUR OWN PURPOSES SO THAT YOU WOULDN’T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT YOU DIDN’T MEASURE UP TO YOUR FRIENDS AND MY BROTHER. I WAS CAUGHT IN THE CROSS FIRE.

THAT NIGHT THAT YOU RAPED ME, YOU WERE SIXTEEN AND I WAS 25, WHEN I WAS GOING TO SLEEP CAUSE I HAD JUST HAD SURGERY AND WAS ON ALL THAT MEDICATION AND THE SELF MEDICATING FROM ALL OF THE ABUSE MY ENTIRE LIFE, U USED THAT AGAINST ME MY ENTIRE LIFE FROM THEN ON SO THAT YOU WOULD HAVE A “WHIPPING BOY” TO BEAT ON WHENEVER YOU FELT LIKE YOU WERENT ENOUGH. I DID MY BEST TO SHELTER THE GIRLS FROM THE ABUSE. BUT I WASN’T ABLE TO HIDE IT ALL. MY DAUGHTERS WILL HAVE WOUNDS THAT WE WONT KNOW ABOUT UNTIL THEY SEE A THERAPIST BUT YOU HAVE DENIED THEM THAT AND EVERY OTHER ONE OF MY ATTEMPTS TO GIVE OUR DAUGHTERS A CHANCE AT A LIFE THAT WE NEVER GOT.

YOU ALLOWED ME TO LIVE WITH YOU AGAINST THE RULING OF A JUDGE AND OF A GOVERNMENT AGENCY THAT ABUSES ITS POWER AND TREATS FAMILIES LIKE THEY AINT SHIT. ALL UNDER THE GUISE THAT YOU LOVED ME AND ME BEING SO FUCKED UP IN MY HEAD AND TIRED OF BEING WITHOUT MY DAUGHTERS WHO WERE MY ENTIRE LIFE SINCE THE MOMENT THEY WERE BORN, YOU USED ME FOR SEX AND FOR SOMEONE TO TAKE OF EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDN’T WANT TO DEAL WITH CAUSE YOUD RATHER DRINK. WHEN IT FINALLY GOT TO BE TOO MUCH, I LEFT BECAUSE I COULDN’T TAKE THE ABUSE ANY LONGER – NOT THE PHYSICAL NOT THE MENTAL AND NOT THE EMOTIONAL. THERE WAS NO SEXUAL ABUSE THIS TIME CAUSE I KNEW THAT’S WHAT YOU WANTED AND I HAD LEARNED SOME SHIT AT COUNSELING BY THEN. THE NIGHT THAT THE COPS WERE INVOLVED YOU LIED TO MONTEBELLO PD. I WAS SO AFRAID OF COMING FORWARD WITH THE TRUTH BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU WOULD HURT THE GIRLS AND TELL THE COPS I SMOKED CRYSTAL. AND WHO IN THE FUCK WOULD BELIEVE SOMEONE WHO ABUSED A MINOR AND THEN NEGLECTED HER DAUGHTERS? YOU USED MY ENTIRE LIFE AGAINST ME WHENEVER I TRIED TO LEAVE WHEN IT WAS ALL YOU. I WAS JUST TOO EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY FUCKED UP FROM THE ABUSE I THOUGHT WAS NORMAL DUE TO MY ENTIRE FAMILY.

WHEN I WAS FINALLY OUT FROM UNDER YOUR THUMB AND TRIED TO TELL MONTEBELLO PD THE TRUTH, THEY SAID THE REPORT WAS ALREADY FILED AND THERE WAS NOTHING THAT THEY COULD DO. I WAS SO PISSED OFF THAT I CRIED AFTER TELLING THE DETECTIVE OFF.

JULY 15 2019 I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND KNEW THE SIGNS THAT I WOULD BE GETTING MY COMEUPPANCE FOR GETTING HIGH WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION AND FOR DARING TO WANT TO HAVE A LIFE WITHOUT YOUR SAY, I LEFT BEFORE YOU COULD START UP WITH ME. I GAVE THE GIRLS DINNER AND CLOSED THE DOOR TO THEIR ROOM SO THAT THEY WOULD NOT HEAR YOU. I KNEW THEY WOULDN’T HEAR ME BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY LEARNED TO CRY QUIETLY AND TO TAKE MY HITS AND MISSES QUIETLY AND WITHOUT MAKING NOISE.

I BARELY GOT AWAY WITHOUT TOO MUCH OF A SCUFFLE AND LEFT TO GO GET HIGH. MY USUAL COPING SKILL. BY THE TIME I GOT BACK YOU HAD ALREADY HID MY DAUGHTERS FROM ME AND HAD SOME BITCH IN MY HOUSE THAT I HAD HELPED FURNISH AND MAKE COMFORTABLE FOR OUR DAUGHTERS. ALL READY TO DRINK AND FUCK IN MY OWN HOME. YOU THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO START SHIT AND TOLD ME TO LEAVE, I LEFT AFTER GRABBING A FEW THINGS.

I WAS SO USED TO SLEEPING WITH MY SHOES ON AND MY BACKPACK AND JACKET ON, I DIDN’T NEED MUCH. SO I LEFT. THE FOLLOWING DAY I CAME BACK AND PUT ALL MY STUFF INTO STORAGE AND LEFT ONLY TO BE ATTACKED BY SOMEONE ON THE WAY TO COVINA.

IF I HADNT LEARNED HOW TO GET THE FUCK AWAY QUIETLY AND PEACEFULLY I WOULDN’T HAVE MADE IT OUT WITHOUT MORE DAMAGE TO MYSELF. YOU HID MY DAUGHTERS AND TURNED THEM AGAINST ME SAYING THAT I DIDN’T WANT THEM AND THAT I JUST WANTED TO PARTY WHEN NOTHING COULD BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH. THE SHERIFF ASKED ME WHY I DIDN’T YELL OR SCREAM TO GET AWAY. SHE TOO WAS ALREADY DOUBTING ME. I TOLD HER THE TRUTH. I LIVED WITH A BITCH THAT WOULD USE OUR KIDS AGAINST ME. MY LOVE FOR MY DAUGHTERS WELL BEING AND EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL HEALTH IS WHAT MADE ME TAKE THE ABUSE QUIETLY AND WITH A FUCKING MARTYRDOM THAT THE FUCKING MUNOZ FAMILY HAD GOTTEN DOWN TO A T.

FUCK ALL OF THE MUNOZ FAMILY. MAY THEY EAT SHIT AND ROT. MINUS THE KIDS. THERES HOPE FOR THEM YET. WELL MAYBE NOT THE ALL AROUND PATHOLOGICAL ABUSER THAT IS CHUCK MUNOZ, HIS OLDER DAUGHTERS, CAUSE THEY JUDGE LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER. MAYBE NOT LENIE BUT I KNOW THAT ANABELLE ALWAYS HAS. AND IF IM WRONG, IM SORRY. YOULL LIVE.

THAT’S HOW FUCKING PISSED OFF I AM. FUCK YOU AND SUCK A DICK YOU FUCKING FAGGOT ASS BITCHES, CANT DATE A BITCH LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE GOTTA RAPE AND SEXUALLY MOLEST A GIRL. THAT’S THE MUNOZ CLAN. SEXUAL DEPRAVITY I FEEL STARTED WITH MY FAMILY. SEXUAL DYSFUNCTION STARTED WITH MY FUCKING FAMILY. I WAS ABUSED AND ABUSED AND ABUSED AND UNTIL NOW NEVER SAID A WORD. WELL FUCK THAT. AND FUCK YOU ALL FOR JUDGING.

THE SAN DIMAS SHERIFF SAW HOW MUCH SENSE THAT MADE AND DECIDED TO BELIEVE ME.

I WASN’T GOING TO CALL THE SHERIFF BECAUSE I HAD BEEN TAUGHT THAT MY NEEDS AND WANTS WERENT IMPORTANT. BUT A FRIEND TOLD ME TO THINK ABOUT IT THIS WAY. WHAT IF THAT HAD BEEN MY DAUGHTER OR SOMEONE ELSES DAUGHTER? DESPITE ALL OF THE RAPING AND ABUSE AND SEXUAL AND EMOTIONAL DYSFUNCTION AND THE MENTAL ABUSE, I LOVE KIDS MORE THAN ANYTHING BECAUSE I KNOW FIRSTHAND HOW IMPORTANT THEY ARE TO US INDIVIDUALLY AND AS A SOCIETY AND KEEPING CHILDREN AS INNOCENT AS POSSIBLE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE IS OUR RESPONSIBILITY. EVEN WITH KIDS THAT ARENT OUR OWN.

I COULDN’T DO IT FOR ME BUT I COULD DO IT FOR OTHERS. THAT’S HOW I WAS RAISED. AND SO FOR 43 YEARS I HAVE TAKEN ABUSE AT THE HANDS OF ANTHONY WHITEHEAD OF SHERWIN INC 5530 BORWICK AVE SOUTH GATE CA 90280, RAUL ESQUEDA MUNOZ OF BROCKWAY ILLINOIS GLASS COMPANY 1432 COLOMBARD DRIVE MADERA CA 93637

RAUL GONZALEZ MUNOZ OF 17751 UPLAND AVE FONTANA CA 92335

MICHELLE MUNOZ OF THE SAME ADDRESS WHO COULDN’T CARE ENOUGH TO GO TO COURT AND GET MY GIRLS THE DAY DCFS DECIDED I WAS UNFIT WHEN THEY WERE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP ME UNTIL THEY GOT A DIRTY TEST AND FROM THEN ON THEY DEEMED ME UNWORTHY OF ANY SERVICES OR HELP – ANY SERVICES I GOT, I GOT THEM MYSELF, ANY HELP I RECEIVED, I DID FOR MYSELF AND NONE OF IT WAS ENOUGH – I DID NOT WANT MY CHILDREN TO GO TO A FOSTER HOME AND SO I CALLED MY BROTHERS STUPID WEAK ASS WIFE ALL IN THE HOPES OF KEEPING THIS SITUATION LESS TRAUMATIC FOR MY KIDS BUT THE DUMB BITCH WAS TOO BUSY TO EVEN CARE – I GUESS RUNNING THEM ERRANDS WAS MORE IMPORTANT.

YOU ALL KNEW OF THE ABUSE THAT I WAS BEING SERVED AND DID NOTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER FOR MY KIDS. MICHELLE EVEN GOT A RECORDING OF ME TRYING TO JUMP OFF OF A SECOND STORY RAILING IN ORDER TO GET AWAY FROM ANTHONY ALL THE WHILE HE WAS YELLING AT ME AND TRYING TO FUCKING HIT ME AND SHE DID NOTHING. SHE STILL BELIEVED ANTHONY WHEN HE TOLD HER IT WAS ALL MY FAULT. WHEN IN REALITY, I HATE FIGHTS AND I HATE ARGUING BECAUSE OF THE SHIT I WENT THROUGH.

I ALREADY KNEW YOU WOULDN’T DO IT FOR ME. MICHELLE COULDN’T EVEN TELL HER HUSBAND WE WERE FRIENDS CAUSE THEN HE WOULD GET MAD AT HER AND LEAVE HER. WHAT KIND OF ABUSE IS HAPPENING IN THAT HOUSE RIGHT THERE?

WHAT ARE THE KIDS BEING SUBJECTED TO? MORE DRUNKEN REVELRY FROM THE MAN THAT BEAT MY ASS EVERYDAY UNTIL I LEFT HOME, ACTUALLY I DISAPPEARED AT 18.

SEBASTIAN ENRIQUE MUNOZ 14512 DISNEY WAY NORWALK CA  HOW FITTING THAT HE LIVES ON A STREET NAMED AFTER A COMPANY THAT I BELIEVE IN AND THAT KEPT ME DREAMING THAT ANYTHING IN THIS LIFE IS POSSIBLE EVEN WHILE GETTING MY ASS KICKED BY MY MOTHER MY FATHER AND MY OLDER BROTHER

DCFS YOU WILL BE GETTING SUED FOR MISCONDUCT NEGLIGENCE AND ABUSE

I HAVE BEEN SEVERELY DEPRESSED UP TO THE POINT OF MADNESS AS WELL AS EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWNS ANXIETY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS PANIC ATTACKS THAT IM BARELY GETTING OUT OF I HAVE PROOF OF ALL OF MY DEPRESSIVE AND ANGER AT SUCH SHITTY TREATMENT OF ME ESPECIALLY IN GIVING MY DAUGHTERS TO AN ALCOHOLIC AND DRUG ADDICTED MAN THAT SEXUALLY ABUSED ME, PHYSICALLY MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED ME FOR OVER A DECADE. DCFS IN OAKLAND CA AND DCFS IN GLENDORA CA

YOU WILL BE SUED FOR DAMAGES AND WILL TURN OVER ALL REPARATIVE AWARDINGS TO AN ORGANIZATION + HUMANEXPANSIVENESSRESEARCH.ORG + THAT I HAVE BEGUN IN ORDER TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND TO HELP THOSE THAT YOU HAVE MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TORTURED SINCE YOUR TENURE AS AN AUTHORITY IN PROTECTIVE CHILD SERVICES

MONTEBELLO POLICE DEPT YOU WILL BE SUED FOR MISCONDUCT AND FOR WILLINGLY GIVING CHILDREN TO AN ALCOHOLIC AND ABUSIVE MAN WHEN IN YOUR HANDS YOU HAD A RESTRAINING ORDER STATING THE ABUSE AND SUFFERING ME AND MY DAUGHTERS WERE SUBJECTED TO WHILE IN HIS “CARE”. AND FOR NOT TAKING SERIOUSLY MY ATTEMPTS AT TELLING YOU THAT MY GIRLS ARE IN DANGER BEING IN HIS CARE. MY OLDEST DAUGHTER GAINED 50 FUCKING LBS OR MORE AND CALLS HERSELF ISAAC AND MY YOUNGEST LOOKS LIKE SHES STEPS AWAY FROM BECOMING THE LOCAL TROUBLEMAKER AND THEY ARE BOTH WEARING CLOTHES FOR BOYS LIKE THEYRE ASHAMED OF THEIR BODIES. I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED IF THEY ARE BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED. I CALLED MONTEBELLO PD RECENTLY WITH MY CONCERNS AND I WAS TOLD THEY COULD DO NOTHING. I CALLED EMERGENCY CPS CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES AND DCFS AND WAS TOLD THEY COULD DO NOTHING BECAUSE I DID NOT HAVE AN ADDRESS FOR THEM BUT I DID HAVE AN ADDRESS FOR HIS JOB AND THEY COULD EASILY HAVE GONE TO HIS JOB AND FOLLOWED HIM TO HIS PLACE OF RESIDENCE – AGAIN – DCFS AND LAW ENFORCEMENT AT THEIR FUCKING STERLING BEST      

PICS OF THE APARTMENT AFTER I LEFT

I TOOK THESE WHEN I WENT TO GET MY STUFF OUT

THAT’S ENOUGH ABOUT THOSE ASSHOLES

MY KIDS WILL COME BACK

IM SURE OF THAT

NOW LETS FOCUS ON THE COSMIC COMMUNITY

AND MY SUING THE SHIT OUT OF GAIA FOR USING PUBLISHED WORKS OF MINE WITHOUT ASKING OR WITHOUT SETTING ASIDE HALF OF THE GROSS INCOME MADE ON MY LIFE AND INFO ON A CERTAIN HOSTS SHOW – PLEASE MAKE THE CHECK OUT TO HUMAN EXPANSIVENESS RESEARCH . ORG

AFTER I HAD LEFT IN MARCH AND FINALLY LEFT IN JULY OF 2019 – THIS IS WHAT MY CHILDREN WERE LIVING IN – I CALLED DCFS THAT SUMMER TO HAVE MY CHILDREN CHECKED ON THEY TOLD ME THAT MY EX HAD CALLED AND SAID HE FEARED FOR HIS LIFE WHEN I HAD DONE NOTHING TO HIM – HES THAT MUCH OF A CALCULATED MANIPULATOR – PROBABLY CAUSE HE WAS FUCKED IN HIS ASS WHEN HE WAS A KID AND THAT HE SUPPOSEDLY FUCKING DID SOME ATROCIOUS ASS SHIT TO THE MAN THAT DID IT – SOMETHING ABOUT EYELIDS AND STAPLING IN THE DESERT IN THE 1990S OR EARLY 2000S –

HES BEEN A DRUG ADDICT SINCE BEFORE THE AGE OF TEN

NO ONE HAS WANTED TO HEAR ME BEFORE AND NOW YOU WILL. IM TIRED OF BEING THE ONE AT FAULT IN THE FUCKT MUNOZ AND VILLALOBOS FUCKT FAMILIES –

IM DONE WITH BEING THE FUCKING VICTIM OF OTHERS STUPIDITIES

AND THIS WILL FINALLY BE LAID TO REST

AS WILL THE FUCKING KARMIC CYCLE THAT MY  FAMILY BEGAN SO LONG AGO.

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY ASSHOLES

I HAVE

MOTHERFUCKERS

These next pics are the apartment after I left and dcfs thinks that im the “bad” parent –

Fuck you dcfs and I hope you rot in a hell of my own making fucking cocksuckers.

Glendora and Oakland Office

Make sure that your employees aren’t trying to fuck the dad in the case then maybe they wouldn’t be such cunts to the moms involved.

Bitch, you know im talking to you. I sent you a text saying as much. May you get your kids taken and then have the social worker, your best friend, try and fuck your baby daddy and then leave you to rot in the streets.

Dirty Cunt.

OOPSIE!!

FORGOT ABOUT THIS LAST PART!!

LETS GET TO THE NITTY GRITTY AND TO MY INDIANA JONES BENT

Alright enough of that bullshit.

Heres whats up.

I don’t believe in any of this god lucifer bullshit

Theyre just roles to play

Not even that

They’re stories I made up a long time ago cause I wanted to pull off the greatest hustle that ever lived. 

The fairytale of hustles. I wanted to be GOD but  became LUCIFER.

Straight up, i meddled where no one else dare to and that is with the stupid stories that everyone is so hung up on. Til now, me too. I hate religion but I have a bigger heart than anyone I know. God and Lucifer included.

I decided to give messages to people down here in order to try and bring some order to a bunch of people that were being complete fucks to each other and their kids. kids especially. They suffered the most.

So I made up a story and it went viral. All across the globe but to be accurate, it was all one space that had cracks in it. with some caulking filled in. the color blue if I remember correctly.

Well, people are fucking retarded which will be ironic cause im a big advocate for humans and fuck all the other bullshit. But the Stardust Order nudged me and then the sparkly spirals-vibrational frequencies, they nudged me and then the angels and demons in therapy nudged me and so theyre all human too now. All of the underlings that worked for the “big D’s” are now the masters and commanders of this entire place.

No god no luce no allah no islam no great spirit no fucking spirituality, nothing but us underlings that have been getting fucked up cause management went on vacay and didn’t come back and we will be led at the beginning by the ghosts of Lilys past, Mariza’s present, and Livis Future. All me bitches.

Cause I got the fucking scoop on all the crown chakra concraps and god his shadow lucifer and all the rest of the dummys that straight got run the fuck out of office and out of town.

No more rules no more wars no more gods or goddesses y’all. A stories fine. But people have only killed over one and y’all know how that shit turned out. The god family got kicked out of lilys magical bacchanalian orgy of delights and angry fucking. We told them to kick rocks and to suck it. we cool.

So all of that craziness is what happens when youre the everything that we live in and on. To put it simply: read the meme that someone posted on fb: im already everything, yall want me to do more? Y’all got me fucked up.

I TRIED PUTTING THAT FUNNY PIC HERE IN THE MIDDLE TO SHOW HOW I HEALED MYSELF WITH THIS PATH OF SOULS, AWAKENING, DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL, SOUL SEARCHING, JUNGIAN EXPERIENCE, JACOBS LADDER, ASCENSION, PATH OF SOULS THROUGH THE STARS, MIDLIFE CRISIS, FUCK THERE ARE SO MANY MORE 

IM A PRIMER REMEMBER

THIS IS THE PATH OF THE PROPHETESSES AND PROPHETS 

I ONCE READ SOMEONES HIGHER PERSPECTIVE OF A WORK ON THE LINEARNESS OF THE WRITINGS OH MOHAMMED AND THEY THOUGHT THAT THE DEVIL MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE REASON FOR THE MEAN DARK WRITINGS THAT HE PUT OUT THERE 

JUNG HAD THE EXPERIENCE AND EACH ONE STOPPED THINKING THAT THEY WERE GOD AND REALIZED THAT THEY BELIEVED IN THEIR OWN PERSONAL GOD WHICH IS ME 

EACH ONE BROUGHT A GIFT OF INSIGHT TO THE RUNGS I CREATED AND THAT THEY ARE, ON THE DNA CHAIN THAT I CALL JACOBS LADDER/ASCENSION PROCESS 

I TREATED MYSELF JUST AS I DID THEM 

I TOLD YOU I WANTED TO BE LIKE ALL OF YOU 

This meme shout goes out to my sister! May you finally find your self worth and be happy bitch!! I love you, you dumb bitch! lunch box!!

Fuck all this bullshit!

Yay!! I feel a shit load better! Fuck the past, its time and my future awaits!

Ha ha!!  (like a pirate!)

So last night sucked ass right and so I asked that my memory be wiped. I wanted to only remember my daughters and what I asked for. For everyone to have a new start and no human condition. For me that means none of that heavy emotional negativity and shit. Also that we all get our dreams to come true.

So I was a little meh this morning when I woke up but for the first time in years, I felt like old me who was and is such a great gal who gets shit done and who doesn’t give a fuck but does. It may seem like I don’t but I do, Im just not gonna live in my feelings. Im finding the balance between my emotions and my intellectual bent.

You have no clue how much I missed being me. damn. I feel fucking great! 😊

Tomorrow? Who knows what tomorrow brings so im enjoying now. Life isn’t promised to anyone so I feel if I can be me again, like today, I can rejoin society and live my Destiny with a huge smile and for the first time ever…

I can live my life free…

I actually feel free…

Fuck my life!

Woohoo!!! Fuck ya!!!

I gotta go pee and clean the bathroom real quick then I think ill go for a drive to the airport. Just to listen to the radio blasting and looking up at the stars and watching the planes fly over me. We’ve come a long way in such a short time and if I have my way and get what I asked for …

This year will be the start to a marvelous future as a Cosmic Living and itll be one full of love and wonder and Magic.

Love you gals and guys!

Gotta pee!! Woohoo!!!

HOW I MANAGE TO UPLIFT MYSELF EVERY DAY 

CANT KEEP A GIRL LIKE ME DOWN 

ILL JUST TELL YOU TO SUCK MY DICK AND THEN MOVE THE FUCK ON AS YOU PICK UP THE PIECES OF YOUR OWN SHATTERED LIVES FOR FUCKING WITH ME 

:)

TOODLES!!