the story of narcissus isnt what yall think it is 

so as i sit here "reveling in my own awesomeness"... it occurs to me that im not reveling in my own awesomeness. let me explain. 

the story of narcissus is the story of me who has thought of herself or myself as nothing my/her entire life. the .../... is me talking about me and me talking about you. i am you and you are a part of me. 

the story is about the Awakening of the LOVE ONE has for ONESELF. 

you see, i am the Universe and i am God. I am your mother and i am your father. as i said before, i was looking for a step papa for you but alas there is no one here that fits the bill and so i feel i shall be alone all of my life. 

thats why its so important that I LOVE MYSELF THOROUGHLY AND UNDENIABLY. i feel that i am destined to be alone and ive come to terms with that. Thats why its so important that i be my own best friend. 

as you can see, im accepting it.

the story of Narcissus isnt the story of me being stuck looking at myself in the river. its the story of me realizing how beautiful i am. this goes for all of my beautiful Daughters in this Universe. We were all treated like shit by males cause of the testosterone that came out of the Bull. The eyes came from the Taurus which is the Abundant Hathor on the walls of Egypt + testosterone is the chemical that carries the anger gene. genes are now more than chemicals. in me they are light and in you right now... theyre becoming energy. 

thats what the Ascension process is in re to light and energy and those being the source of heat and movement on this planet + thats not how it is on other planets with the beings that used to be and are not there now. 

ive cleared the skies but then there was never anything to clear. 

the story of Narcissus is the story of Mankind being in love with themselves not realizing that the abundant Environment is Woman. 

thats my fault and its not. 

in your ancient past, the control issues that have always faced woman in the form of man is my fault and it isnt my fault. where woman knew to follow the cycles of the earth and the sky, mankind wanted to own it and "develop" it cause he feared destruction. they remember when i took them out cause they deserved it. they got lost in the whole shit of the evolutional process that was begun by accident and on purpose. 

i just had a thought that one of you is going to raise the moment you read my words, is it or isnt it? 

to simplify.

as we all know, life is messy and unclear. its hard, we struggle, we fight, and we survive. honestly, enough has been said on that cause i dont want to relive the human condition anymore. i did it once as your mother and you didnt listen and now im doing it as your father. im Mariza Munoz and this is your truth. 

this writing may not make sense to some of you and to others it just will. 

i dont like doing this as i dont feel that i deserve your adoration. 

i was there with you when you were fallen. i was there with you to pick you up. there wasnt much i could do to help as the Earth as i was evolving with you and as the sky i was too busy keeping you safe from the elements of space + the process of having a baby. 

this is hard for me too. a man is breaking up with a woman somewhere and shes in tears. hes found another and she knows it. she gave up her life for him and he doesnt care. 

baby girl this is where i tell you that hes not the one for you. theres a man right across the way thats right for you. heal your hurts as he will be there to heal your hurts. he will love you. dont turn away from him and everlasting joy will be yours. i promise. he adores you and will continue to adore you for the rest of your life. he will see you for you and love you all the more for it as you will him. 

THE TWIN FLAME UNIONS HAVE BEGUN. 

LOVE WILL SAVE THE DAY. 

TRULY 

MARIZA