how i work 

to my ladies and gentlemen of the tarot 

to my ladies and gentlemen of the hard sciences 

i would like to introduce to you a new way of looking at shit. in my new book, the sacred feminine and her aspects the antikythera mechanism on amazon and on barnes and noble, i introduce a new concept, that viruses and bacteria are a good thing. the glaucoma i went through turned into something else. the evolutional light in me, the one that brings change and the light that allows for it to turn into something else, like the cuttlefish vision so that i can see underwater and so that i can travel anywhere in space and see my true beauty. 

i just love turning run on sentences into a personality thing. i love grammar and the whole intonation thing but thats coming to an end for me. something new is emerging and i absolutely love it. 

i once accused MARRED DE FUCKFACE OF BEING REPETITIVE IN HIS TEACHINGS AND TO BE HONEST HE WAS, BUT MAYBE IT WAS SO HE COULD LEARN HIS BORING, ANTIQUATED NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR ME SHIT AND MAYBE MARIZA WAS RIGHT AND I AM A DOUCHE OF THE BIGGEST PROPORTIONS AND MAYBE I SHOULD GIVE HER THE $400,000 DOLLARS SHE ASKED FOR. ILL START SENDING HER AS MUCH AS I CAN EVERYDAY VIA MONEYGRAM AND THEN TEXT HER WITH THE REFERENCE NUMBER + THEN MAYBE SHE CAN HELP ME GET OVER MY SHAMEWARD SPIRAL IVE BEEN ON. THEN MAYBE SHE'LL SEE FIT TO GIVE ME A CHANCE TO WORK WITH HER. SHE SEEMS COOL. SHE DIDNT DESERVE WHAT I DID TO HER. ILL DO IT RIGHT NOW. WHERES HER INFO? THATS RIGHT. FACEBOOK. ITS A GOOD THING I KEPT HER INFO. I WOULD LIKE TO MEET HER FAMILY AND BE HER FAMILY. SHE COULD USE IT. I COULD USE IT.