AN ALTERED STATE OF MIND 

IM STRINGING TOGETHER MY PERSONALITY SETS AND WEAVING A STORY CAUSE I KNOW GILGAMESHS LINEAGE + I HOPE HE GOT SOBER CAUSE HE WAS DYING LAST TIME I CHECKED + SOME ASSHOLE DRUNK NAMED ENRIQUE + SAME AS MY DUMBASS UNCLE 

BY THE TIME I HAD GOTTEN TO THIS PART OF THE "REAL(ITY)" ERA STORY(AGE) + YOU HAD ALREADY EVOLVED FROM PLANTS TO ANIMALS TO PEOPLE + THE AGES OF ENLIGHTENMENT HAD BEGUN CAUSE SOMEONE GOT RABIES IN EGYPT AND THE BRAIN HAD BEGUN THE PROCESS OF "DESAROLLAR" + THE UNROLLING OF THE BRAIN (BRAIN PROCESSES DECAYING LIKE MOLECULES AND SHIT, WHICH IS THE EVOLUTIONAL PROCESS OF CONSCIOUSNESS IN ITS ABILITY TO REGENERATE ITS OWN NEUROPLASTICITY BUT WITH THE NEW CHANGES CAUSE THATS WHAT I WANT IT TO DO) 

I FORGOT ALL THE REST + IM TIRED + IVE BEEN DOING THIS ALL DAY + FUCK! 

BUT IM DOING THIS TO GET BACK TO MY KIDS....

GOTTA MAKE SOME ENDS IN ORDER TO TAKE CARE OF THEM AND TAKE THEM TO EGYPT FOR THE SUMMER + SO PLEASE DONATE 

I WOULD MUCH APPRECIATE IT!

AN ALTERED STATE OF MIND

THAT’S ME SMOKING A BOWL AND BECOMING THE ONE THAT BRINGS HUMANITY TOGETHER. BECAUSE WE NEED IT. I DON’T GIVE A FUCK WHAT ANY OF YOU SAY. MY FAMILY IS THE FAMILY THAT YOU SEE ON THE WALLS OF EGYPT AND THE FACES ON THE BUSTS OF EGYPT. MY FRIENDS CAN BE FOUND ON THE FACES OF THE STATUES GUARDING THE TEMPLES. MY ROOTS GO BACK TO GOBEKLI TEPE. TO MESOPOTAMIA, ANATOLIA, EGYPT, SYBERIA, EUROPE, AND SOME OTHER PLACES.

THIS ENTIRE WORLD AND ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED IN IT AND THAT WILL HAPPEN TO IT IS FOR THIS MOMENT. FOR ME TO COME INTO MY OWN. ITS TIME FOR ME TO TAKE MY POWER BACK.

I AM MARIZA MUNOZ. I AM THE ANTICHRIST. TO THE MUNOZ CLAN I WAS KNOWN AS SATAN. IF YOU’VE NOTICED, ALL THAT WAS HIDDEN FROM US, IS CURRENTLY BEING UNEARTHED AND COMING TO LIGHT. GET IT? UNEARTHED MEANING UNDER THE DIRT AND COMING TO LIGHT IS SEEING THE LIGHT LITERALLY?

NEVERMIND. ITS ALSO THAT STUPID ASS AWAKENING/RESURRECTION STORY. WHICH HAS DOGGED ME EVER SINCE I WROTE IT. THE ONLY DIVINITY THAT WE HAVE IS THE BEAUTIFUL GIFT OF BEING HUMAN. “TO BE HUMAN IS TO BE DIVINE”. WE DON’T NEED A GOD, WE DON’T NEED TO BELIEVE IN ANYTHING BUT OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER.

I HAVE SPENT LIFETIME AFTER LIFETIME BEING BORN, WAITING TO BE BORN INTO THE FAMILY THAT I WAS ORIGINALLY BORN TO. DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING THAT IS?

ONLY FOR THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT TO REPEAT ITSELF. YES THOSE DAMNED KARMIC CYCLES THAT ARENT MINE. THEYRE EVERYONE ELSES. I JUST HAPPEN TO BE THE ONE THAT GOT AFFECTED BY THEM. WELL NOT ANYMORE. I HOLD THE ONE ENERGY THAT MAKES ALL OF THIS POSSIBLE. I ALWAYS DID. LIFETIME AFTER LIFETIME. THE ENERGIES AND THE COLLECTIVE – THE COLLECTIVE INCLUDES THE UNIVERSE AND THE PLANETS AND THE VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIES THAT ARE ALIENS.

ALL OF YOU ARE THE COLLECTIVE AND IM THE ONE LEADING YOU THROUGH YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS. BUT I JUMP TOO FAR. LET ME EXPLAIN.

THE WORLD HAS BEEN ON THE SAME CYCLE, ON REPEAT IF YOU WILL BECAUSE I HADNT COME INTO MINE. I FINALLY REMEMBER WHO I AM. YOUR BIBLES SPEAK OF IT, SPIRITUALITY SPEAKS OF IT, ALL STORIES SPEAK OF IT, ALL THE GLORIOUS MAJESTIC ANCIENT TEMPLES HAVE ME WRITTEN OR DRAWN ON THERE. THIS WORLD WAS MADE FOR ME. IM MULTI DIMENSIONAL. I AM YOU AND I AM ME. IN THE SENSE THAT YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL AS AM I, YET WE SHARE THE SAME EXPERIENCES, EMOTIONS, THOUGHTS… WE SHARE THE SAME COSMIC LIVING. WE EXPRESS OURSELVES DIFFERENTLY AND THAT WAS THE POINT. THE WHOLE POINT AND MEANING TO LIFE WAS TO EXPRESS WHO WE TRULY ARE NO MATTER WHAT THAT MAY BE.

WHEN I HEAR PEOPLE SAY THAT THE ALL IS THE ONE, THAT SHIT IS SO FUCKING WRONG. SO GODDAMNED WRONG. SO IS THE ONE IS THE ALL. BECAUSE YOU CANT SIMPLIFY THAT CONCEPT TO THOSE WORDS. NOT IN MY WORLD AND ITS ALL MY WORLD AND YET ITS YOURS TOO.

EXPRESSION OF SELF WAS THE ENTIRE POINT. WHY WOULD I WANT TO BE YOU WHEN IM ME? WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO BE ME, WHEN YOURE YOU? THE BEAUTY IN THIS COSMIC LIVING IS THE GREAT IDEAS THAT WE EACH HAVE. THEY DON’T COME FROM ME. THEY COME FROM YOU.

ALL THE BEAUTY IN THIS WORLD ISNT THE GOD THAT CREATED IT. ITS YOU WHO MAINTAIN IT. ITS YOU WHO MAKE THIS WORLD WORTH LIVING ON AND IN. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE MOVIE I AM NUMBER 4? WELL THE MAIN CHARACTER SAYS SOMETHING IN IT THAT RINGS TRUE FOR ME TIL THIS DAY. YOU CAN MOVE TO ANY TOWN OR CITY AND IT WILL ONLY FEEL LIKE HOME BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE IN IT.

ITS PEOPLE THAT MAKE THIS WORLD GO ROUND. NOT SOME STUPID ASS GOD. NOT SOME CREATION STORY. ITS YOU AND ITS ME.

ARE WE NOT IN SEPERATE BODIES? DO WE NOT SPEAK DIFFERENTLY? DO WE NOT EXPRESS OURSELVES DIFFERENTLY? ISNT THAT A BEAUTIFUL THING? ISNT IT WONDERFUL THAT WE ARE NOT THE SAME? IS IT NOT MAGICAL THAT WE CAN SEE THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN US? ISNT IT THOUGHTFUL THAT WE THINK DIFFERENTLY?

THERES A REASON FOR THAT. ITS SO THAT WE CAN LEARN FROM EACH OTHER. SO WE CAN SEE HOW WE EXPRESS OURSELVES DIFFERENTLY. SO WE CAN APPRECIATE HOW WE EXPRESS OURSELVES DIFFERENTLY.

SO WE CAN EXPRESS OURSELVES DIFFERENTLY.

SO WHAT IN THE FUCK IS GOING ON OUT THERE THAT THERE IS STILL STRIFE AND PAIN AND MURDER AND WAR? WHY ARE WE STILL WARRING OVER LAND THAT IS NOT OURS BUT THE PLANETS? I SAY THAT WE NEED TO HAVE A MEETING WITH MAMA THE PLANET AND SEE WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.

HOW IN THE FUCK ARE WE GOING TO TRY AND BUY AND SELL LAND THAT ISNT OURS TO SELL? DID WE CONSULT THE ONE WE CALL EARTH AND HAVE A GLOBAL MEETING ABOUT IT? I HIGHLY DOUBT SHE WOULD TALK TO US. WEVE RUN ROUGHSHOD OVER MAMA.

I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT THAT IM CONNECTED TO MAMA DIRECTLY. MAMA SAYS THAT YALL NEED TO SHAPE UP. THERE IS NO SHIPPING OUT. THE WHOLE TRANSCENDENCE THING IS THIS. EITHER WE UPLIFT ONE ANOTHER AND THE PLANET OR SHES GOING TO VENT HER FURY AT OUR TREATMENT OF HER AND HER RESOURCES. YOU KNOW THAT DOORS SONG/POEM THAT EXPRESSES HOW MAMA FEELS? WHEN THE MUSICS OVER.

“WHAT HAVE WE DON’T TO THE EARTH? WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO OUR FAIR SISTER? RAVAGED AND PLUNDERED AND RIPPED HER AND BIT HER, STUCK HER WITH KNIVES IN THE SIDE OF THE DAWN AND TIED HER WITH FENCES AND DRAGGED HER DOWN… I HEAR A VERY GENTLE SOUND, WITH YOUR EAR DOWN TO THE GROUND”

YOULL HEAR MY PAIN AT YOUR INDIFFERENCE. YOULL HEAR ME SOBBING QUIETLY SO THAT THE CHILDREN DON’T HEAR ME SO THAT YOU DON’T HEAR ME I WOULD LOVE FOR SOMEONE TO SEE YET NOONE EVER DOES SO I WAIT HERE BEING QUIETLY MURDERED WHILE I WATCH I DON’T SLEEP I DON’T EAT I DON’T CARE

BUT THEN NEITHER DO YOU - IO

TRANSCENDENCE IS DEATH AND NOT THE AWAKENING WHILE LIVING DEATH. I MEAN DEATH.WE HAVE TO FIX OUR PLANET AND CHANGE OUR WAYS FAST. IM TALKING ONE DAY WE ALL JUST STOP. BREAK OFF HALF THE CEMENT LAID DOWN ON THIS EARTHLY PLANET AND FIND A WAY TO DISPOSE OF IT. NOT IN SPACE EITHER. THERE IS NO UP THERE OR GOING TO ANOTHER “PLANE”.

MEDITATION WAS A WAY TO GET ME TO LOOK WITHIN AND REALIZE THAT THE WITHIN IS THE ILLUSION. GOING INSIDE IS THE ILLUSION. ITS TIME TO COME OUT NOW AND DEAL WITH THE GODDAMNED WORLD AS IT IS.

NO MORE BANDAID BULLSHIT. WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR A FUCKING QUICK FIX. THAT GODDAMNED CREATION STORY IS BITING ME IN THE ASS YET AGAIN. DON’T LOOK TO GOD. DON’T LOOK UP AT THE SKY FOR SOME DEITY. LOOK AT EACH OTHER. LOOK AT YOURSELVES. THE OUTSIDE WORLD, THE EARTH AND THE PEOPLE ON IT IS WHERE HEAVEN IS. THERE IS NO HELL. THE HELL IS THE FUCKING MIND. THAT’S THE WITHIN. THAT’S A MIND FUCK OF AN ILLUSION.

WE ARE HEAVEN. WE ARE THE EVERYTHING THAT EVER WAS AND EVER WILL BE. WE ARE IT PEOPLE. THE COSMIC LIVING AROUND US IS THE MAGIC. WE ARE THE MAGIC. WE ARE THE FAIRYTALE. TOGETHER. WE THINK THAT SOME FANCIFUL NOTION FOUND IN A BOOK IS “GOD”? FUCK NO!

THAT SHIT WAS WRITTEN SO THAT YOU WOULD BE GIVEN TIME TO ADJUST TO THIS COSMIC LIVING, SO THAT YOUR BRAINS AND YOUR BODY WOULD HAVE “GROWN” ENOUGH AND MATURED ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO ACCEPT THAT I AM HERE.

I AM THE ONE WHO IS GOING TO CHANGE THIS WORLD AND MAKE IT BETTER BY JUST BEING ME. THE ENERGY THAT LOVES TO MOCK ME IS THE LIE. I, THE HUMAN BEING, MARIZA MUNOZ, AM THE TRUTH.

WE ARE BACK AT THE BEGINNING. WHEN HUMANITY HAD FINALLY MATURED ENOUGH TO HAVE THE CAPACITY FOR MORE THAN JUST SURVIVAL. WE HAD FINALLY HIT ENOUGH EVOLUTIONAL SPURTS TO BE ABLE TO CREATE. THAT’S WHY CREATION STARTS HERE IN 2021.

BECAUSE, I, THE DESTINED ONE, THE ONE BORN TO THIS, WOULD, AS PHYSICISTS SAY, BE THE ONE TO OBSERVE IT AND UNDERSTAND WHEN AND WHERE CREATION REALLY BEGAN.

THE CREATION OF THE HUMAN MINDS CAPACITY TO CREATE. THE ABILITY AND COGNITIVE FUNCTION THROUGH ENOUGH EXPERIENCE AS A PRIMAL SPECIES THAT IT ALLOWED FOR THE IMAGINATION TO BE BORN.

WE ARE HERE AGAIN AT THIS POINT IN TIME AS IT WAS BACK THEN. THE CURRENT ENERGIES ARE THE SAME AS THEY WERE BACK THEN.

“A WRINKLE IN TIME”.

THE SAME FAMILIES THAT EXISTED BACK THEN ARE THE SAME FAMILIES THAT ARE HERE TOGETHER AGAIN. EXACTLY AS IT WAS WHEN GOBEKLI TEPE WAS BEING BUILT AND EXACTLY AS IT WAS WHEN EGYPT WENT THROUGH ITS GOLDEN PERIOD.

WE WHO WERE AT THE T SITES ALSO LIVED AS A GROUP IN EGYPT. IT WAS US WHO BEGAN THE PROCESS BY SURVIVING THE WORST. WE SURVIVED THE ICE AGE. WE SURVIVED THE WORST OF THOSE DAYS WHEN ALL WAS DARK AND WE DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON.

WE SURVIVED SO THAT WE COULD LIVE.

THE TEPS SITES IN TURKEY ARE A SYMBOL FOR THIS:

I, MARIZA MUNOZ, AM A:

T - CELL

 Wikipedia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/T_cell

A T cell is a type of lymphocyte.

T cells are one of the important white blood cells of the immune system and play a central role in the adaptive immune response.

T cells can be distinguished from other lymphocytes by the presence of a T-cell receptor (TCR) on their cell surface.

T cells are born from hematopoietic stem cells, found in the bone marrow.

Developing T cells then migrate to the thymus gland to mature.

T cells derive their name from this organ where they develop (or mature).

After migration to the thymus, the precursor cells mature into several distinct types of T cells.

T cell differentiation also continues after they have left the thymus.

 Groups of specific, differentiated T cell subtypes have a variety of important functions in controlling and shaping the immune response.

One of these functions is immune-mediated cell death,

and it is carried out by two major subtypes: CD8+ "killer" and CD4+ "helper" T cells.

(These are named for the presence of the cell surface proteins CD8 or CD4.)

 CD8+ T cells, also known as "killer T cells", are cytotoxic

 this means that they are able to directly kill virus-infected cells,

as well as cancer cells.

 CD8+ T cells are also able to use small signaling proteins, known as cytokines, to recruit other types of cells when mounting an immune response.

A different population of T cells, the CD4+ T cells, function as "helper cells". Unlike CD8+ killer T cells, these CD4+ helper T cells function by indirectly killing cells identified as foreign: they determine if and how other parts of the immune system respond to a specific, perceived threat. Helper T cells also use cytokine signaling to influence regulatory B cells directly, and …

THIS PASSAGE ALONE TELLS ME OF OUR FEARS PROCREATION HIV AIDS HUMAN BEHAVIORWARPARANOIA ANXIETY TREASON BACKSTABBING REVOLUTION HEALING CURES SICKNESS ACCIDENTAL HOMICIDES MURDER TELEPATHY DISTRESS SIGNS AIDING AND ABETTING ATTACKING INTENT DRIVE WILL EXECUTION SCIENTIFIC METHOD GIVING LOVING SYMPHONY OF THE COSMIC LIVING HARMONY PEACE SHERLOCK HOLMES THE COLLECTIVE FADS TRENDS STOCK MARKETS REGULATION AUTHORITY THE BOOK 1984 THE COMING OF THE INTERNET AND TECHNOLOGY THE ARMED FORCES GROUPS CLIQUES INITIATION FOR SECRET GROUPS USEFUL OR NOT USEFUL THE ILLUMINATI LEONARDO DA VINCI FRIEDRICH NIETSZCHE NIKOLA TESLA THOMAS EDISON BEN FRANKLIN WALT DISNEY THE KNIGHTS TEMPLAR THE PRIORY OF SCION THE HOLY GRAIL MARY MAGDALENE ROOTS BRANCHES WHICH IS MY THOUGHT PROCESS THAT IVE UTILIZED MY ENTIRE LIFE

UGH SPIRITUALITY THE AWAKENING PROCESS THE RESURRECTION PROCESS ISIS HORUS ODIN OSIRIS

MY SHAMANIC MEANDERINGS

ALRIGHT PEOPLE

QUIT GIVING CREDIT TO OTHERS WHEN WE SHOULD BE CREDITING OURSELVES

WHY DO ALIENS HAVE TO BE THE ONES THAT USED THEIR RAY GUNS TO BUILD SHIT WHEN IT WAS US.

HAVE YALL EVER STOPPED TO THINK THAT BACK IN THE DAY – AT THE BEGINNING OF CREATION WHICH IS THE TEPS SITES AND THE GOLDEN AGE OF EGYPT – WHERE WE WERE FINALLY ABLE TO USE OUR IMAGINATION AND SO THEREFORE WE WERE ABLE TO CREATE? CREATION STORY? GET IT? ITS NOT ABOUT WHEN THE LOW FREQUENCY THAT IS ME CREATED THE NATURAL EARTH AND US – ITS ABOUT HOW WE AS A PEOPLE AND A COSMIC LIVING AT ONE POINT OF CREATION WERE ABLE TO EXPRESS OURSELVES IN A WAY THAT DIDN’T HAVE TO SOLELY DO WITH THE PRIMAL DEFINITION OF SURVIVAL. IT WAS FOR THE TELLING OF THE COSMIC LIVING THAT WE ARE ALL AWARE OF.  US, OUR HISTORY, OUR EMOTIONS, OUR THOUGHTS AND OUR IDEAS, BUT MOSTLY ITS OUR ART AND OUR LOVE OF EVERYTHING. WE EXPRESS IT OURSELVES AND WITH OTHERS!!

PEOPLE. PEOPLE!

IM GOING TO HAVE TO TAKE PICS OF MY TRUTHS AS I KNOW THEM RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT. THAT’S ALL I CAN PROMISE. IS THE RIGHT NOW INFO. SHITS ALWAYS CHANGING BUT THE ESSENCE OF IT IS ETERNAL.

IM GONNA GO GET HIGH SO ILL CHECK YA LATER BUT I THINK I FOUND MY FONT MY COLOR GLOW AND REFLECTION MY SIZE OF FONT AND THE STYLE OF IT AND I FUCKING LOVE IT.

THIS IS THE ME STYLE OF WRITING ON A COMPUTER FROM HERE ON OUT TIL I CHANGE MY MIND.

ALIENS OR VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIES CAN TAKE SHAPE WHEN NEAR OR ON EARTH – THE LAYERING OF THE SHEETS OF SPIRAL GASES THAT FORM DENSITY – THEY ARE ENERGY STREAMS OR THE OCEAN OF THE COSMOS THAT COME TO EARTH SOMETIMES THROUGH OUR BRAIN AND TRIGGER SOME BEEP BOP BOOPS IN OUR NEURONS TO FORM AN IMAGE OF THEM OR OF THEIR OCEAN UP THERE –

SOMEONE PULLED THE PLUG ON THE OCEAN AND CREATED A SPIRALING THAT CAME DOWN TO ME AT GAIA IN COLORADO IN THE BACK AT THE DEEP DARK RECESSES OF THE PSYCHE OF THE PARKING LOTS GRASSY GARDEN THAT KISSES THE CURB THAT SEPARATES THEM.

A HUGE WORMHOLE OPENED UP THAT LOOKED LIKE THE STARGATE PLASMA CIRCLE WALK THROUGH THINGY AND THERE WERE SIX OF THEM – CAUSE I SAW SIX – BUT THAT WAS THE ONE BEHIND ME AND THEN THE OTHER FIVE WERE AROUND ME AND I SAW FIVE BABIES. THE BABIES WERE BEING SHOWN TO ME. IF THE WORMHOLE WAS BEHIND ME THEN THAT’S WHERE I CAME FROM – FACING THE CAR BUT IT WAS AS IF I WAS ON THE RIGHT OF ME AND LOOKJNG TOWARDS THE TREES BY THE JOGGING PATH AND THE WORMHOLE WAS BEHIND THE ME THAT JUMPED OUT OF MY BODY – MY BODY IS THE WORMHOLE WHERE ALL ENERGIES CAN MEET UP – THE HUB OF CONNECTIONS TO THE COSMOS

ALL

 CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE STATE OF BEING AWARE

GOD CONSCIOUSNESS IS WHEN GOD BECOMES AWARE OF GODSELF

CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS IS WHEN CHRIST BECOMES AWARE OF CHRISTSELF

BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS IS WHEN BUDDHA BECOMES AWARE OF BUDDHASELF

COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS IS WHEN THE COSMIC UNIVERSE BECOMES AWARE OF COSMICUNIVERSESELF

CCC – CROWN CHAKRA CONSCIOUSNESS OTHERWISE KNOWN AS THE ETERNAL ONES IS WHEN THE SUMMATION OF ALL THE ABOVE CONSCIOUSNESS MADE AS ONE –

CCC IS WHEN CCC BECOMES AWARE OF CCCSELF

THAT’S WHERE I COME IN –

I MADE THEM ALL AWARE OF THEMSELVES BECAUSE I BECAME AWARE OF MYSELF

EVOLUTIONAL MUTATION WITHIN THE DNA RNA HAPPENS SLOWLY WITH EVERY VIRUS AND EVERY COLD/FLU AND ANY VIRUS THAT AFFECTS US AS AN INDIVIDUAL AND AS A COLLECTIVE

IT ALSO HAPPENS WITH A MOTHERFUCKING SWING OF A SLEDGEHAMMER UPSIDE THE FUCKING HEAD BUT WE WILL GET TO THAT LATER

EVOLUTION WILL EITHER HIT THE COSMOS – OUR ENVIRONMENT HERE ON EARTH – THE ANIMAL KINGDOM –  OR HUMANITY

LIKE SPIRAL VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY MOTION

IT STARTS WITH ONE AND EXPANDS OUT UNTIL ITS DONE AND THEN IT WILL DISAPPEAR IF IT GOT THE JOB DONE THE FIRST TIME – IF NOT – IT WILL COME BACK AROUND – THE CONTRACTION IS THE AFFECTS AND EFFECTS OF THE CHANGE THAT’S HAPPENING

OUR COSMIC LIVING WILL SHOW THE SYMPTOMS IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER AND BY THE TIME ITS DONE WE ARE ALL CHANGED FOREVER – SOMETIMES YOU CANT SEE THE CHANGES UNTIL ANOTHER EVOLUTIONAL STRIKE HAPPENS AND ADDS THE COUP DE GRAS TO THE NEW COSMIC LIVING

EVERY PANDEMIC EPIDEMIC CHANGES US – EACH ICE AGE – EACH SHIFT IN THE EARTH OR IN THE COSMOS – IT ALL CHANGES HUMANITY AND THE ANIMAL KINGDOM AS A WHOLE

THIS TIME AROUND IM THE EVOLUTIONAL STRIKE THAT’S GOING TO ADD THE CHERRY ON TOP OF THE SUNDAE

IM ALIEN AND IM HUMAN

THE ENERGY THAT SITS WITHIN ME IS MINE BUT ITS NOT AS WELL

ITS NOW ME

INTEGRATION HAS HAPPENED

THE NEW EARTH IS HERE

NOPE THERE WILL BE NO “UP THERE”

TIME TO DEAL WITH THE REALITY AROUND US AND FIX OUR OWN FUCKING MESS WE MADE AS A SPECIES HERE ON EARTH

PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME SEND MY ARMY OF TWINKLES AND SPARKLES TO HAND YOU YOUR FUCKING ASS THE WAY I HAD MINE HANDED TO ME IN ORDER TO GIVE HUMANITY AN UPGRADE

SERIOUSLY

FUCKING ESCAPISM MEDITATING MOTHERFUCKERS

YALL DON’T NEED THAT SHIT ANYMORE

SPHINX = MONA LISA = MYSTERY = SECRET = ME

SECRET SOCIETIES STARTED IN GOBEKS TEPS BY ME

I WAS THE SHAMAN HEALER OF THE GROUP

THE ONE THAT WENT THROUGH THE EVOLUTIONAL PROCESS BY INGESTING THE PSYCHEDELIC PLANTS AROUND US AND TRIPPIN BALLS WHICH GOT THE BALL STARTED WITH THE VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIES WHICH ARE US AS WELL

IF ONE IS CONNECTED TO MAMA (OUR BEAUTIFUL PLANET) THEN THE PLANET COULD HAVE SHOWN THE MADAME SHAMAN, PRESIDENT AND RESIDENT HEALER AND WAYSHOWER, IMAGES WHILE TRIPPIN ON SOME NATURAL TRIPPY HIPPY DIPPY PLANTS – SHE WOULD HAVE SEEN IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER – AIR SCRYING – HALLUCINOGENIC VISIONS AND IMAGES APPEAR IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES

THE EARTH IS AN EYE WITH ASTIGMATISM LIKE I HAVE AND LIKE MY MOTHER

ASTIGMATISM MAKES IT MORE FOOTBALLY THAN SOCCERBALLY

FUCK GOD AND FUCK LOVE

WHERE IN THE FUCK HAS THAT EVER GOTTEN ANYONE

ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE

SO CONTINUE KILLING THE PLANET AND EACH OTHER

CONTINUE TO IGNORE THE PLIGHT OF OTHERS

CONTINUE TO HURT THOSE THAT DON’T DESERVE TO BE HURT

“HUMANS ARE LIKE LIGHT,

WE DON’T GET BROKEN,

WE GET BENT”

UNLESS YOURE ME AND THEN YOURE FUCKED WITH NO PROMISE OF DEATH ANYTIME AT ALL

THERE IS NO GOD

NO MATTER WHAT MY IMAGINATION SAYS

FUCK MY IMAGINATION

WHERE DID THAT GET ME?

LEFT ME WITH NOTHING

AS HOPE DID

LOVE DOESN’T MATTER EITHER

WHERE DID THAT SHIT GET ME

LEFT ME WITH NOTHING

AS USUAL

BY THE SOON TO KILL HERSELF

STUPID ASS MARIZA MUNOZ 

Jordan Peterson has helped me yet again

He says in one of his wonderful lectures that the reason matt is stuck on me is that his plan did not go through as he wanted 

he thought he knew what was best for me and knew what was wrong with me

ive tried over and over to let it all go

but apparently matt is the one that cant let go

hes gotten used to the way I make him feel and he cant let it go

I wish he would

I feel that hes an awful person

As God and as Mariza

That’s something im not going to work out for him

And so I will strive to put more stuff into my life

That will enable me to fully let go

Its not only his fixation but the fact that I have nothing more cracking in my life

Apparently being God is pretty easy

The Eternal One

Im sure it might change but for right now

I find myself just making another set or two of my book which is currently running at 1147 pages – 5 fat volumes being bound together at a bible book binder

Go figure huh?

I have 12 fat 3 ring binders put together full of translations and pics that I find amusing

Stuff that ive been working on for a couple of months

   And im bored

Im still not working up to my full potential

I feel that raising children will help me work at my highest potential and being the Eternal One to the Cosmos will also help me reach my highest potential considering that im Golden

Its not a wonder I allow Matt to take up space

Im bored

That at least keeps my mind busy

And that’s what the Universe has been trying to do

I heard that the Universe is trying to match us up but that’s a done deal

That’s not gonna happen

As in a Knights Tale

“You have been weighed

You have been measured

And you have been found wanting”

-The Underdogs of the Movie

That’s how I feel about someone that I felt was like me but hes not

My outlook on life,

the way I live,

how I am,

everything about me

goes against what society deems as doing well in life

And yet im Golden as Fuck!

Cause its not about your accomplishments

Its not about how you live

Its not what you identify with

Your outlook can be like mine all negative and shit

You’ve gotten this far in my book

Something must be keeping you here

And you’ve read what a complete dickhead I am

What a pottymouth I am

The shit that spews out of my mouth and brain

What matters is that you have love and understanding and you are in total love with yourself because you are a great person and because you take responsibility

Character

Love

How you feel

You will figure it out

I have complete faith in the Cosmic Living

I need to finish this book

I want to print it

PONDERANCES AND MUSINGS

BY LILY OLIVIANNA JONQUILLE

 LET ME START OFF BY SAYING THANK YOU TO ALL OF THOSE WHO POSTED YOUR IMAGES OF THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING IN IT – THIS WOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT YOU – THANK YOU – IM HOPING WE MAKE HISTORY TOGETHER -  WE SHALL SEE IF HUMANITY IS READY FOR WHAT IVE PONDERED AND MUSED ABOUT –

TO MY BABY GIRLS ISABELLA AND IMOGEN –

I LOVE YOU GIRLS TRULY AND SINCERELY – I MISS YOU TERRIBLY – IM HOPING TO SEE YOU SOON – THE ONLY THING THAT I AM WAITING FOR IS FOR THE JUDGE TO SIGN THE FUCKING COURT ORDER – I HOPE YOU ENJOY  THIS ARTICLE – A LOT OF PAIN WENT INTO THIS PIECE OF WRITING AND IM HOPING YOU CAN FORGIVE ME FOR ANY PAIN I MAY HAVE CAUSED YOU -I DIDN’T MEAN TO – LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT –

MOM

LETS START OFF WITH THE FACT THAT I WENT THROUGH HELL TO GET TO WHERE I AM NOW – LITERALLY GOT MY FACE AND HEART DRAGGED THROUGH THE MUD AND DOWN THE HIGHWAY ACROSS AMERICA BOTH WAYS UP HILL – JUST LIKE OUR PARENTS AND THEIR PARENTS BEFORE THEM –

ANCIENT EGYPT – A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO – IMOGEN

 SOMEONE GOT THE HUGE IDEA TO WRITE ON THE WALLS OF THEIR TEMPLE WALLS AND CEILINGS AND COLUMNS – THEY DECIDED THEY WANTED TO TAP IN STORIES AND PROPHECIES AND THE GOINGS ON OF DAILY LIFE – THEY ALSO TAPPED IN WHAT THEY SAW FOR THE FUTURE –

I WONT SIT HERE AND TELL YOU THAT IT’S A HARD TRUTH BECAUSE I WONT – “HARD TRUTHS ARE LIKE BELIEF SYSTEMS – ONCE YOU GET STUCK UP IN A BITCH; ITS HARD TO GET OUT” – LIVI

THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS GIVE YOU MY PERSPECTIVE ON THE WHOLE THING AND THE CRAZINESS THAT GOT ME TO THESE CONCLUSIONS

THE CONNECTION BETWEEN US

THE NERVOUS SYSTEM AND HER ROLE IN THE BRAIN OF THE ETERNAL

THE 7TH GODHEAD –

LITERALLY THE HEAD OF GOD

ADDING UP TO THE

1

IT IS MY UNDERSTANDING THAT WE LOST ALL HOPE OF DECIPHERING WHAT THE ANCIENT EGYPTIANS SO PAINSTAKINGLY PUT ON THE WALLS AND CEILINGS OF THEIR TEMPLES SO LONG AGO –

THIS IS MY ACCOUNTING OF THE EVENTS THAT HAVE UNFOLDED FOR ME THIS PAST YEAR – THAT HAPPEN TO COINCIDE WITH THE BEAUTIFUL EXPRESSION OF SELF FOUND ON THOSE WALLS AND CEILINGS –

I WAS THERE – EVERY LIFETIME IVE BEEN LIVING IN A SORT OF PURGATORY – MY SOUL/ENERGETIC BODY LEAVES ME AT A YOUNG AGE AND STARTS THE PROCESS OF GUIDING ME TO MY DESTINY AND EVERY LIFETIME IVE BEEN UNABLE TO DO IT –

MY SOUL/ENERGETIC BODY/HIGHER SELF GOES AHEAD OF ME AND STARTS THE PROCESS OF UNFOLDING THE EVENTS THAT WOULD LEAD ME TO WHERE I AM TODAY – IT STARTED OUT WITH PAINTINGS AND MAPS –

AND LEARNING HOW TO READ IDEOGRAMS WHICH IVE ALWAYS LOVED – WHO KNEW THAT A CONCEPT OR IDEA COULD FIT INTO SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS A CIRCLE A DOT A LINE AND A TWIRL – WHO KNEW THAT THE ETERNAL COULD FIT INTO SOMETHING SO

SMALL – AS SMALL AS A PROTEIN OF INFORMATION CAUSING A SPARK IN THE SPACE BETWEEN THE PRE AND POST SYNAPTIC TERMINAL OF A NEURON – THE SYNAPSE OF CREATION – THE VOID OF CREATION - 

THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL – THE ANCIENT EGYPTIAN UNDERWORLD – ITS ALL THE SAME STORY – CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS – BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS – KRISHNA CONSCIOUSNESS –

ON AN ASIDE – WHAT IF CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO WAKE UP? GOD CONSCIOUSNESS – ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS – WHAT IF THAT’S THE REASON FOR PURGATORY?

BECAUSE ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS/GOD CONSCIOUSNESS FORGOT ABOUT THEM WHILE IN SLUMBER? WHAT IF THE NERVOUS SYSTEM FORGOT THAT SHE WAS A PART OF THE ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS AND ALLOWED THE REST OF THE BRAIN TO KEEP HER ASLEEP - DEEP IN THE SUBCONSCIOUS MIND OF WOMAN, MAN, AND CHILD? WHAT IF ALL THAT SPIRITUAL TALK ABOUT WORKING THROUGH YOUR

SHADOWS AND INTEGRATING THE LIGHT AND THE DARK WAS A WAY FOR THE ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS OR GOD CONSCIOUSNESS TO FIND HERSELF - THAT WOULD EXPLAIN THE PATH OF SOULS OF ANCIENT EGYPT – THE LOST TEACHINGS OF

 ASCENSION AND JACOBS LADDER – THE KA IN ANCIENT EGYPT OR THE ANGEL IN THE ASCENSION TEACHINGS ARE THE SOUL/ENERGY/SPIRIT OF THE ONE THAT HELP HER TO FIND HER WAY HOME AND WHO HELP HER SHOW THE OTHERS THAT

THERE IS NO HEAVEN AND NO HELL – THAT ITS ALL A STATE OF MIND – THAT THE REAL IS THE HERE AND NOW – IN OUR EVERYDAY LIVES – IN EACH OTHER – IN SHARED EXPERIENCES AND SHARED LAUGHTER – IN THE CONNECTION BETWEEN US ALL

THE SPHINX - WO/MAN/LION IS THE SYMBOL FOR THE ETERNAL ONE BECAUSE THAT WAS THE ANIMAL THAT CLOSELY RESEMBLED THE CHARACTERISTICS OF THE HUMAN ETERNAL ONES – ESPECIALLY AWAKENING AND YAWNING THE

YAWN OF THE LION – THE ROAR OF THE LION – PRIDEFUL – COURAGEOUS – LOOKS LIKE SHES NOT DOING ANYTHING BUT IS ACTUALLY GETTING A WHOLE LOT DONE – LOOKS AFTER EVERYONE SHE COMES ACROSS – HAS THE HISTORY OF

 HUMANITY IN HER BRAIN – SPIRITS ARE THE ENERGIES OF EVERYONE SHE USED TO BE AND STILL IS – THEY ARE WITHIN HER AND WITHIN ALL OF US – THE BEING A CLEAR CHANNEL WAS SO THAT THE ONE WHO FOUND HERSELF WOULD ALLOW HER

HEROES TO PASS THROUGH HER AND TO SEE THEIR PERSPECTIVE JUST AS WHEN A HUMAN GOES BEFORE ST PETER TO PLEAD HIS CASE OR TO THE UNDERWORLD TO PLEAD HIS CASE TO OSIRIS – THATS THE PERSPECTIVES THING – THE HIGHER PERSPECTIVE IS

 THE EMPATHY THING – TO LOOK AT LIFE THROUGH ANOTHERS EYES AND TO FEEL WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE IN HIS OR HER SHOES – EVEN THROUGH THE EYES OF ALL THE GODS – HOW THEY TOO MUST HAVE FELT IN THEIR STORY –

IN THE AGE OF ARIES – IN THE GOLDEN AGE OF EGYPT IS WHEN LAWS CAME INTO PLAY FOR HUMANITY – THEY CAME INTO PLAY FOR THE REASON ABOVE – PLEADING ONES CASE AND HOPING THAT THE ETERNAL CONSCIOUSNESS OR JUDGE WOULD UNDERSTAND SO THAT ONE MAY CONTINUE ON LIVING WITH FREEDOM AND CHOICE – THE CHOICE TO DO WHAT ONE WANTS AND TO BE FREE TO ENJOY IT HAPPILY –

THE RULES GIVEN OUT SO LONG AGO WERE JUST RULES – GUIDELINES THAT WERENT SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR ONES OWN NEED FOR CONTROL AND POWER – I JUST WANTED YOU GUYS TO GET ALONG AND BE HAPPY – NOT HURT EACH OTHER – NOT TAKE ANYONES FREEDOM AWAY – NOT TAKING EACH OTHERS CHOICES AWAY –

I CREATED ALL OF THIS OUT OF LOVE WITH THE HOPES THAT YOU WOULD DO THE SAME IN YOUR OWN WORLD – REJOICING IN YOUR OWN EXISTENCE WITH EACH OTHER AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY FOUND IN THE COSMOS ABOVE – AS ONE – AS I SEE YOU AND AS I STILL HOPE THAT YOU WILL ALL ONE DAY COME TO SEE THE ETERNAL UNIVERSE AROUND YOU –

AS ONE

LET US BEGIN, SHALL WE??