19/5: After of former kenshi's post on facebook, the kempo Amsterdam page, about his back issues, years of being unable to move, a surgery with replacement of the bottom spinal discs I even became a bit worried about the state of my own spinal discs, in relation to the pain in my legs. My comment on his post was, a life journey, inspiring, ganbatte. I hope, however, that it will not become my own life journey. Well, whatever happens, the only reasonable advice would be, go with the flow


My site, representing what I call my digital immortality is almost finished, and, in addition, I almost stopped posting on facebook, except for a few memories. For the next one I thought about please - like it on the headline, but with respect to my  remarks before, I may also use:  please- go with the flow!


20/5: Keep writing, keep writing. Today, I again updated a portfolio page, scenario, including the photos taken yesterday, against my original intentions, but then again it did seem to make some sense!


4/10: At the waterside, looking at my (former) dream house, with a large work space, but taking a rest, and talk with my eldest daughter, about daily life, write a bit, draw a bit, try to sleep, but avoiding any deep issues, involving mind or body, and taking care not to be' home too late and do the necessary house cores, obviously an minimal as possible, in order to have enough time to eat. work on the fighter and warrior pages, registering my manuscript site, and scribble a bit!

  rebel --  go for it  !