28/10: reflection(s) :: I am just back from training, in doubt whether to write or not ... but to complete my day, looking at the sky on the balcony with a smoke, why not ... life is not a joke, and to relieve a busy mind, giving expression to the flow of thought is a convenient and pleasant way to bring order and adapt to the inevitable strain ... the stress of life, and focus on what is important, including the issue(s) on my agenda, domestic task(s), meeting the demand(s) of the children, and my self-imposed moral obligation(s), that cover exercise as well as intellectual development(s), for which I have to make a choice of what to read, as a way to direct my life, bridge the gap and connect with the people around me, enjoy life, and find the time to look at the sky ... gift: ... what is there to say, life is not a joke, so I just give it a try ... word(s) ...
31/10: ... life goes on, at the end of the day, in doubt whether to write or not, after looking at the sky, and taking an image of the moon, I decide to give it a try, to find some rest after a busy day, reading and a walk to the city center to have a lunch with my wife, after which I continued my reading about the interpretation of dream(s) and their role in our life, my thought circle(s) around how I stand in my life, and how I distribute my time over a variety of task(s) and moral obligation(s), for which I try to find the word(s) as a means to remain in control, and to counter-act my fear of error(s), and, in a way, also my worry about money, but looking at the the girls going out to party, I can only admire their energy and power, and let's face reality, indeed I have to accept my limit(s) and find a proper role in their life, give support, and enjoy the theatre of life, which after all is also my life !
5/11:... day after day, reading, the interpretation of dreams, a simple idea, presented in cloud(s) of word(s), but more to the point(s), an overview of our psychic life, how; word(s) might be transformed into action(s), and a view on our soul(s), hiding inspiration(s), in search of hedonic satisfaction(s), and the avoidance of pain, giving insight in what make us move ... but also in what we need in life, from a critical perspective, how to protect our children, and find value in our experience(s), by analysis and association(s), to find the line(s) that connect our thought(s), as if life is a poem, that must be read, to give it a voice, to free our mind, and adapt to the limit(s), of body and mind, in accordance with our current stage, our level of growth and the challenge(s) as present in our situation(s), from past to future !