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16/5: ... what is the magic of writing ... with a busy mind there can only be noise .., a pattern of word(s), one page after another ... what to do ... speak clear ... take a city walk ... search for balance ... and, of course, face reality ... nothing ... just another phrase ... but still an inspiration, to find the motivation to exercise, and focus on meaning ... work on my cycle project, and accept my limit(s). take pain as a guide ... focus on posture and breath ... a fight for life ... and I repeat, a life of solitude and at my stage, what can I do ... silence ... listen to the noise, the music of space ... wait for the opportunity to take action(s), observe event(s) ... the theatre of violence ... act as a guide on the side, manage the force(s) of life ... walk the talk, and sing my song, life is not a joke.... so I look at the sky and take a smoke ... life as a show, and there is only one way to go ... my way ... go with the flow ...   

20/5:... what is the role of philosopy in life ... why does it matter ... the answer is clear ... develop the concept(s) to face reality ... a vision, to understand the force(s) of life... and find a mental posture to deal with dilemma(s) ... select the road(s) to follow, the attitude(s) to face dilemma(s) ... in short, to accept life as a game of chance ... contemplate, reflect, and communicate ... void ... indeed, nothing is a guide to moral(s) ... in other word(s), philosopy provides support for the battle of life ... the theatre of violence ... and, remember, courage is the knowledge what to fear ... reflect, practice posture and breath ... fight violence with the gift of fear .... observe, orient, decide and act ... OODA ... a cycle of focus and attention ... for self-defense ... wait, listen ... again, in other word(s), I repeat, observe and act ... take control of your brain, endure the pain, and what you gain is ... respect ...   

22/5: ... back home, I listen to the domestic noise ... serious advice ... please, try conversation ... silence ... shadow imagex(s) in my mind ... wait for chance event(s) ... it is a challenge to walk the talk ... observe pattern(s) and go with the flow ... watch the flower(s), look at the crowd ... what do people talk about ... of course, politic(s) ... an eye for problem(s) ... but to reflect you need brain control and vision ... search balance and find a frame of reference to guide experience ... read book(s), go out for a walk ... embrace space, and listen to the crowd ... do I have the discipline to find my place m moral space and a proper form to talk about the issue(s) of interest ... children, money, school trap(s) ... in short the order of life, a busy agenda ... it is my history, family affair(s) ... it takes courage, knowledge of fear, and discipline, to go along and sing my song ... life is not a joke, that is why I smoke and all I can say ... indeed, I try to do it my way ...     

24/5:... a life of what ... discipline, writing, exercise ... it takes effort(s) to meet expectation(s)... is it worth it ... well, that is a matter of perspective ... of course, challenge(s) have value ... a battle for life, recognition and self-esteem ,.. day by day ... follow the flow of time ... find the motivation to speak clear ... express opinion(s) and listen ... day by day ... what do people say ... about life, money, children ... family life ... children and wife ... summer in the city, busy crowd(s), just look around, listen to the sound(s), but remember to walk the talk, go out for a run, in other word(s), r(ecover) your u(niverse) n(ow).... tomorrow is another day ... talk to inspire, follow the trail(s).. and if you fail, try again ... indeed, discipline ... with a vision of value ... eat, have fun and, I repeat, go out for a run ... enjoy silence, but do not forget to talk .... and, however minimal, take control and go out for a walk ...   

27/5: ... what does it mean to face reality ... it is a simple question, but the answer depends on your perspective(s) ... what do you want to know ... is it a matter of being rational or is there another vision ... like when you look in the mirror... what information do you search for ... knowledge, a direction of what road(s) to take ... or is it a subject to talk about ... well, take a walk and think ... ask yourself, what do I want to know ... about the world, about life, how to act, what to do... just select a strategy and inspect the option(s) ... the way to find information of value ... it doesn't matter, just take your chance ... throw some words), and make a choice ... use your intelligence, or a tool and wait for the answer(s) ... read, digest and take a rest ... the result is here, and I hope it is clear, if not get lost ... and, well you know, whatever you do, go with the flow ...