16/5: ... what is the magic of writing ... with a busy mind there can only be noise .., a pattern of word(s), one page after another ... what to do ... speak clear ... take a city walk ... search for balance ... and, of course, face reality ... nothing ... just another phrase ... but still an inspiration, to find the motivation to exercise, and focus on meaning ... work on my cycle project, and accept my limit(s). take pain as a guide ... focus on posture and breath ... a fight for life ... and I repeat, a life of solitude and at my stage, what can I do ... silence ... listen to the noise, the music of space ... wait for the opportunity to take action(s), observe event(s) ... the theatre of violence ... act as a guide on the side, manage the force(s) of life ... walk the talk, and sing my song, life is not a joke.... so I look at the sky and take a smoke ... life as a show, and there is only one way to go ... my way ... go with the flow ...