12/8:... now we are back ... at home, domestic life again, with a strategy of silence,... read a book, and look .. look at the sky ... don't ask me why ... there is no need to know ... all that matters is go with the flow ... and write a bit, just for the fun of it, to leave a trace, and find the pace to move ,.. balance ... focus .. take a breath ... one, two, three ... find the story line, and everything will be fine ... remember to take a walk, and talk ... about money issue(s), solitude, the theatre of life... and, look, read another book ,.. take part in family life, observe ... find the energy, and act ... whatever comes to mind, take it easy, and try to be kind ... life is a game of chance ... wait and listen ... and day by day, what can I say, I just make the effort(s) to find my way ...
17/8:... almost back on track, life goes on, I take a walk, have a talk, and even though in doubt, I decide to write a bit, just for the fun of it ... a day of work, after watching stalker, a film of philosopy and poetry, about science and writing ... in search of hope ... or is it power ... the strength to fight for your right(s) ... anyway, what can I say ... there is always a choice... set a goal, have no fear, and use your voice ... whatever the rumor, just look for the humor. take pain as a guide, and give advice from the side ... wait and listen .- sound all around ... silence ... the music of solitude ... take a breath, one, two, three ... be free, feel the ground ... posture and balance ... life is a game of chance ... in search of power, find the story line ... on the edge, look for the zone ... watch the children ... ready for school, the order of life ... I do my work, and use my tool(s) ... observe the pattern(s), follow the road and find my way ... what can I say, just go ... go with the flow ...
21/8: ... a life full of doubt(s), politic(s), even aggression and confrontation(s), dilemma(s), the pressure of time, and obligation(s) ,.. indeed, the force(s) of life ... well, just take a breath, one, two, three and go with the flow. .. today, I took a long city walk, to buy new pants, my favorite brand, size 28/32, black ... of course, I was in doubt, but, as I was told this morning, I have to mind my own business, no need to talk, just go for a walk, with a busy mind, to find the fashion I like .... money issue(s), no problem(s) ... it is a matter of goal(s) and reward(s) ... in search of power ... go for the power line(s), and everything will be fine ... even when in search of balance ... it is still a matter of chance, but keep an eye on the future, day after day, and remember my advice, listen to what I have to say, what I write is clear, I am here to stay, so don't block my way ...
26/8:... after a long day reading ... progress and power ... feeling the pressure of time ... even though all task(s) are done, including my arrangement(s) with my former employer ... it is time for some reflection(s)... again about the order of life ... and I may start with a game of word(s) ... of value for the practice of martial art(s) ... to be able to deal with the life of school, you must learn from the school of life ... and, of course you may ask, what is this all about ... well, let me be clear, it is about self-defence, protection against the force(s) of life, threat(s) or attack(s), criticism(s), that may affect your self-esteem, or even result in damage, mental stress or anxiety ... well, life is not a joke, and, indeed, that is why I smoke, I look at the sky and ask my self why ... why do people play a power game ... well that is clear, they have the will to power, but not the strength, or the discipline to relax ... and if they play it in a stupid way, the only thing I can say, I select a strategy of silence ... and play it my way ...
28/8:... in search of... what ... well, I know what to look for ... it is nothing ... deep in my self ... part of the origin ... I look at image(s) ... to capture the story line ... bit by bit ... in search of power ... the will to power ... my identity... and technology is a part of it, part of my history, my work ... who am I ... and what will be my future ... it seems to be a matter of choice(s) ... in other word(s) ... vision ... an eye for the theatre of life ... event(s) ... life is a game of chance ... but, of course, there is a need for strategy ... listen to the music of solitude ... a strategy of silence ... accept and adapt ... limit(s) are a challenge ... listen, wait and act ... and, of course, reflect ... think, write, throw some word(s), and the magic of writing takes effect ... at the center of the noise, look for the voice ... the message is clear ... don't complain, just listen to the pain, as a guide, take a breath. one, two, three ... walk slow... and, indeed, just go with the flow ...
2/9:... again, another day,.. what is there to say ... I made my joke, and took a smoke ... went for a walk, and, indeed, did talk ... listen to the noise, and adapted my voice ... so as you see, I go with the flow, but to be clear, I do not know where to go ... in other word(s), a life with dilemma(s), and a busy mind with abstract thought(s), in search of identity ... lost in the mind ... the life of intellectual(s) ... with attention for pattern(s), and challenge(s) of attitude(s) ... to fight the force(s) of life ... and, of course I read, look for something to eat ,.. and when I teach, I reach for ... nothing ... the center of my universe ... I search my memory, and find the lesson(s) ... just repeat, and let them eat ... even if they don't know, let them go with the flow, find the angle of attack... move in space, with the will to power ... the power to move... and, please, don't ask me why ... just look at the sky ...