14/6:... so, what about the magic of writing ... follow the flux of mind ... create a story line ... find a solution for pain in the brain ... develop a vision to face reality ... or program the body for exercise ... on the edge ... dance, experience the performance trance ... do not think, just move and breathe ... observe, in all direction(s), on guard, ready to fight whatever comes your way ... magic indeed ... just throw some word(s) ... but for the right effect, you must know what to select ... and for this you need to reflect ,.. but, again, do not think ... find your posture and take a breath ... and do not forget to monitor yourself ... but this takes inspiration(s) and discipline ... to find the magic, enter the circle, look for the center, and draw a line, to know where to go ... select word(s), and throw ... speak clear or write it down, and before you know you are back in the flow ... listen to the beat, the music is there ... and remember, you have a choice, just use your voice ...
19/6:... remember, there is always a choice ... whatever you do, it can also be something different, a little bit, or even more ... life is a game of chance ... and error(s) are a part of that ..-just accept failure(s), learn your lesson(s), and try again ... but, perhaps, if you have to select what road to take, look at your history, reflect, just make the best choice that comes to mind, and, again, be kind to yourself, error(s) are part of life, and error(s) may lead to surprise(s), effect(s) you did not expect, with reward(s) that may assist in aiming for target(s) that only become clear when you face reality, and simply persist in the choice(s) you made, and adapt to the effect(s) ... just wait, listen and reflect ... day by day, step by step ... find your posture, breathe, observe the crowd, and follow the thread(s) ... your way ... and what I can say, it is the story of your life, follow the power line, and every thing will be fine ...
20/6:... explore go.eliens.net ... using AI tool(s), as I told my ex-student, leads in my case to self-inflation(s), in the sense that the comments) on my domain and web site are usually full of praise ,... nevertheless, these are interesting experiment(s), more than I expected, but clearly I have to limit my self on this point, and not get lost in another mental addiction, even though it gives me a clear vision of common sense mind(s), and the use of language to express opinion(s) ... tool(s) are an addiction, indeed ... today, I took the train because my daughter forgot her phone and she could not do without ... to take the train ... pain in my brain, a challenge, to find my way in a busy crowd, look at the time, and select the right track ... hot weather, sweat m my neck, but I gave her the phone ... happy children, fun life ... and I could go back, a bit pressure of time, but I did find the track ... in other word(s), when I write it down, it is with some pride that I can say, I took the ride and walk the talk, today ...
21/6:... I look at the sky and wonder why ... work ethics) ... it is late in the evening ... today, I went out for a walk, and after that we went to the park, in the shadow, under a tree, with a drink, something to eat and to read ... a busy crowd ,.. observe ... children play ... labyrinth(s) of action ... we talk about life, endurance, money issue(s) and age ... life is not a joke ... I take another smoke and then we walk home, to take a rest, eat, and again read ... the children are almost free from school, stupid trap ... but, still, my opinion is that children have to adapt to the order of life, and do their home work ... read the book(s) to learn ... language, history, philosopy ... hot weather, a rebel attitude ... it is their life, their choice(s) ,.. all I can do is take some distance, observe and give support ... right or wrong, I accept, and sing my song, write a bit, throw some word(s), and that's it ... what other choice is there than accept the shit, take a look and read another book ...
24/6: again, it is late in the evening, the children look at their phone(s), to buy tickets for a concert ... I am almost through the labyrinth(s) ... the maze of life, a jungle of thought(s), in search for identity ... the weather is hot, code black ... a quest of survival ... find balance, brain control ... monitor outdoor space... observe the crowd and listen to the sound ... music of the mind ... still with political dilemma(s) ... it is a matter of choice ... indeed, mind over matter, and if you don't mind, it doesn't matter ... but training takes discipline ... the solution is simple. it is a question of minimalism ..... posture, breath, action without too much effort(s) ... a little bit sweat .. take your chance, find the performance trance ... with your hand(s) as a guide ... orientation in space ... and, indeed, face reality ... experience adventure ... remember, you fight with your friend(s) ... and for the rest, ignorance ... listen to the rumor(s), sing your song and show how to go with the flow ...
26/6:.. an intellectual life would be impossible without vision ... write with the hand on paper or a tablet, a sequence of sign(s) that seem to follow the noise of a voice, speak clear ... or just let it go and watch the flow, the flow of word(s) that I throw ... but I repeat, no writing(s) without vision ... and with this heat I feel a blur in my eye, as if I am lost in space, the sweat on my face ... cloud(s) ... I walk in search of balance, the body in pain, and I ask myself why ... another dilemma ... is there an answer ... I don't know ,.. look at the sky and give it another try, and some drop(s) in the eye ,.. just be strong, and strumble along, it takes some effort(sl, but is worth a try ... and even if there are some error(s), so what, just have another chat, don't be a fool, and use the tool(s) to show that, ioleed, you know how to go with the flow ...