*Question:* I have immense feeling of love for shiva and I read some texts from kashmiri shaivism too. My connection with shiva brings me tears and I feel so close to him. After I have come in heartfulness it's like that connection is getting stronger and stronger . But my mind plays the trick here or idk what it is that I distinguish between master and shiva. I feel like I should be thinking about master maybe ?How do I process things I have no idea because. I'm so confused
*SK:*
*Who is Shiva?*
Shiva can be understood at multiple levels. At the highest level, Shiva represents the infinite divine essence. Since this concept is difficult for the common person to grasp, the Rishis symbolically represented Shiva as a Lingam, signifying transformation and change. This transformation is deeply connected to the cycle of life and death, which is why Shiva is also known as Maheswara, the one who governs death as one of the Trimurtis.
Our Puranas describe Shiva with divine and human attributes with the rich narratives of the Shivapurana illustrating this beautifully. Given these varied representations, when I say “I love Shiva,” which aspect am I referring to? For most people, it is natural to relate to Shiva in an existential context, finding comfort through an emotional connection.
*Now, who is the Master or Daaji?*
His role is to connect the disciple with this infinite divine essence—the true Shiva. Without the guidance of a Guru and the practice he imparts, realizing this ultimate, sublime essence is not possible. As we begin to perceive this reality, we recognize that it is through the Guru’s grace that this journey becomes possible. This recognition leads to gratitude, which then deepens into true love.
In this love, we become completely absorbed—it is beyond emotions. Such love leads to inner refinement and ultimately becomes universal, transcending attachment to any single entity. This is the path we follow in Heartfulness. Embrace it fully, without confusion or distraction.