𝙸 𝙳𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝙺𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚈𝚘𝚞

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I didn’t know you yet your absence wounds me

I didn’t know your favorite color but now I have to wear black

I didn’t know your family but I know they miss you

I didn’t know your friends but I know they cry for you

I didn’t know your favorite singer but I know you loved to sing their songs

I didn’t know you sat alone at lunch until you didn’t sit there at all

I didn’t know you thought you sucked at writing till you couldn’t write at all

I didn’t know you had a sister till she was crying for you

I didn’t know you liked musicals until you weren’t there to listen to them

I didn’t know you loved acting till you couldn’t act at all

I didn’t know you were always the second choice till you weren’t a choice at all

I didn’t know you “had to get your life back together” till you took yours

I didn’t know you  thought you were greedy 

I didn’t know you thought you were selfish 

I didn’t know you wanted to die till you were actually dead

I didn’t know….

Spring is about new beginnings but I didn’t know you were never going to have another one

I didn’t know you were never going to see another summer

I didn’t know you were never going to see another autumn 

I didn't know you were never going to see another winter

I didn’t know you were never going to see another Christmas

I didn’t know you were never going to celebrate another birthday 

I didn’t know you but I know I will miss you

I didn’t know you……..

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