COLLABORATIVE CLASS ESSAY: The Last Time I Cried (written December 6, 2022)
December 5th, 2022. The last time I cried. I guess I was stressed out and had a bad headache, and they always make me cry because they hurt so bad. So I cried in the shower because of the pain.
The last time I cried was yesterday night, when I was reminded of the incredibly high chance that I will die alone.
The last time I cried was November 21, 2022. I don’t cry a lot because over the years, I have become completely numb. A loved one was in the hospital and my mom and I were told to say our goodbyes. (I also technically cried today because I had a tickle in my throat).
When a family member passed away.
The last time I cried… I don’t remember where or when it happened, just the pitch black of my bedroom and the effort it took to breathe.
The last time I cried was December 3rd, while sitting on my living room couch. My sister, Morgan, made the astute observation that I had “big bug eyes” . . . . . Horrified, I promptly burst into tears. I would only later learn that Morgan was trying to say I had “big doe eyes”, but had been unable to remember the term for a female deer. Apparently “bug” was the next best thing.
The last time I cried was the morning of December 8th, 2022. My mom had come into my room that morning to tell me she had just scheduled my wisdom teeth removal date. After years of having oral surgery and hating the experience every single time, that was the last thing I wanted to hear to start off my morning.
I cried on December 4th, in my MSU Psychology class. It was towards the end of class, and somehow me and one of my classmates decided to have a staring contest. I was determined to win. Even when my eyes were bloodshot, my eyelids were fighting to stay open, and tears trailed mascara down my cheeks, I refused to yield. I was too spiteful to lose. I won, btw.
Reading the last Harry Potter book.
The Last time I cried was sometime during 2018 when I got my first solo Fortnite win.
The last time I cried was a couple months ago when I finally processed that I will probably never see my cat again.
I cried yesterday because I was laughing so hard.
The last time I cried was when I realized that no one will ever truly care about me and that I am not worth loving.
I don’t remember specifically when, but I was just so confused about my gender. I don’t know what to do. I want to tell my family, but I’m so scared.
The last time I cried was during the homecoming dance when all my friends ditched
me.
The last time I cried was December 6th, 2022, 4:26 am exactly. I don’t know why, but I woke up and let it out, I guess.
I don’t know when, but I know why. I don’t know how to help, but I know they need it.
I’m not really sure. I think about 2 months ago. I was overwhelmed, but after that, from laughing so hard.
The last time I cried was when I dropped my cookies on the ground.
Someone did me dirty.
November 28, 2022 was the last time I cried. It was because I truely felt mental exhaustion and the suicidal thoughts came back, for the first time in a few months. It was a low moment and day for me. :]
Last time I cried was yesterday because of my anxiety.
The last time I cried- if only a few tears actually counts as crying- was this morning when I read an essay that reminded me of the beauty of the world and the goodness of human beings.
Last time I cried was Sunday. I finally saw photos of my ex with his new girlfriend. I cried because I realized I was no longer the victim; she was now. I hope she’s okay.
Last time I cried was Friday, December 2, 2022, all because one of my very rare moments of anger turned into tears.
The last time I cried was 3 days ago when my parents were fighting because my dad thinks I’m lazy.
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COLLABORATIVE CLASS ESSAY: Snow Day (Written on December 16, 2022)
Stayed home, watched Netflix and went to the gym.
I cleaned my room and did art then I shoveled some snow 😳😳😉😳😏 I also played a game where I developed a tumor to eat the world and mass produced thousands of tumor creatures to kill the little gods I created.
There was a rabbit outside of my window sill that did not move a muscle the whole day until I went outside to snowblow and this morning it was back in the exact same spot.
I watched an ungodly amount of BTS because I have 0 self control and I’m helplessly in love with Jungkook. I then was K.O-ed by my biology class because I don’t understand genetics.💪
Watching big, fat, wet snowflakes fall slowly to the ground.
Christmas shopping where too much money was spent.
I built an igloo with my brother and did homework.
Remember what this used to feel like, and miss it, badly.
I went to my boyfriend's house and made Christmas cookies and built a snowman.
I shoveled my driveway.
I literally slept almost all day. It was much needed.
I read 18 pages of Animal Farm (Ngl I think this s**t is an allegory for something) and watched Incredibles (Favorite Pixar movie)
I slept for so, so long. Until like 1. Not that long personally, but gross morning people disagree. I did absolutely nothing else really, except just exist.
I gave myself one task: Sharpen pencils for tomorrow. I spent half the day playing a computer game from 2008 instead and forgot to eat.
I went for a walk in the woods and found cool rocks.
I got a new video game for my laptop and played it.
I layed in bed and read and then slept and then ate and then read again
Very uneventful day. I helped my mom with my baby sisters and was very bored.
On my snow day I slept in until 10 and then I woke up, made a bowl of cereal, and went back to sleep. I remember waking up around 4 in the afternoon and getting another bowl of cereal. Most of my snow day was sleeping, but it was good to relax.
Slept till noon, did my homework and went skating