Prairie Madness
Saint Paul, 7 August 2006
Vanes askew at cockcrow like prairie madness
Each circle of the windmill is a death rattle
Whose bearings are certain to seize up
Like a twisted door too cocked to slam shut
By mid-day half-baked wind keeps it turning
And squealing to remind those of us left behind
That the last productive well is long since dry
And no rain is forecasted for generations
Exhausted and forlorn this bone-weary soil
Settles to a tin cup like dashed hope to despair
Even the slack-jawed squatters with syphilis
Cast off the good Lord to reason before leaving town
Every year I return to this place come fall
Dutifully change the loony bin bedpans
Hang the few threadbare curtains that make sense
And discard the shabby soles of unsound shoes
I re-paper the slumping schoolhouse walls
With the yellowed newsprint of miraculous cures
Chinking each crack to smother all abominations
Horrors more deafening with each passing year
By nightfall I’m dumbstruck in the town hall
Deserted in the wilderness of a crowded room
Attended by ghosts too shallow to fathom grief
Yet too desperate to make small talk