《2022靜坐大綱》
1~3月
2022.03.26► [Q&A] 意识:一个?或多个?/意識:一個?或多個?
You keep picking up and collecting thoughts, memories, etc.; the narrative of a single person keeps getting reinforced, akin to someone persisting in stirring a whirlpool, thereby maintaining its pattern
The questions about origin and destination, about one vs many such doubts are utterly destroyed by someone who no longer collect and pick up thoughts in that way
Resist the urge to formulate connections with what passes through the mind, treating all of them as irrelevant noises from distant strangers; the noises within one mind or within many minds make no difference they're equally not you or your own
Mental contents are only given coherence and a narrative by passionate attention; there are no real borders, there are no real substances- see them as mirages, incapable of impeding you or creating trouble for you; the impediments and troubles are created by your cringing and tensing and reacting to those mirages
2022.03.19► [Q&A] 非我 是一种动作/非我 是一種動作
Look at the sense of self; this is the way to understand the very activity that makes up identification; an act of attention, exertion, intention...
The way to use the liberation gate is to transfer this activity, which was originally directed at the gross aspects of the five aggregates, to one of the liberation gates, such as non-activity
Then to firmly establish that identification, so that the old way of identification doesn't come back and take hold
Lean on, rest in, enjoy, contrast
2022.03.12► [Q&A] 由灭谛入?由苦集谛入?/由滅諦入?由苦集諦入?
Let go of views and desires, the foolish playthings for those who's still mired in sensuality
If you treat the mind as an object to locate, you subtly continue to situate a self behind the scene
Pacify the six senses; ensuring that there's no "excitation" "approaching" "aversion"
You're not even the knower or awareness; citta is not an object
Looking at five aggregates as alien; not self as alien perceptions (SN35.248, asmi'ti); but then where are you perched, if you're withdrawn from the aggregates, from deluded attention? If your craving has come to an end, then that act of withdrawal itself will be the end; if not, then that act of withdrawal will lead to finding a new place to perch upon
The mind is not an object; but if one must have an object, then one should direct it to the deathless; deathless is not an object, so one must rely on a liberation gate-a seeming attribute of the deathless; e.g. I am unborn, as akuppa and annenna; the analogy of feeling sofa texture in a theater, or feeling screen texture while watching a movie
Neither perception nor non perception: one realizes that any directing of attention to an object-to have a perception-is objectification; yet there's still the perching upon of that state; it's like the expansiveness of the mind, if one still holds to the perception of expansiveness, as opposed to resting in the natural expansiveness, one is still in a samsaric state
If you revel and identify with that state, then it is a formless attainment; if you're using it for the purpose of weaning off craving and for developing dispassion, then it is a liberation gate; if you're recognizing that Citta is not an object and experiencing the resultant freedom, you're experiencing the mind of the liberated one
2022.02.26► [Q&A] 第十五阶:我练习於灭/第十五階:我練習於滅
The quickest way to wake from a dream is not through a mental cue…..
Train to notice the physical cue of dissolution; the physical cue are a good way to keep us "honest"
Extinguishing the fire in the body, an important part of viraga is about honing in on and exploring what is raga, including its physical tones
Presumably everything that moves requires fuel; what is that that animates your universe? What's causing you to not rest? Even a measure of case is a measure of rest, therefore train to see renunciation as rest
Train to abide in deep rest; it has the tones of contentment, comfort, effortlessness, quietude, in rest, even amidst awareness of phenomena, there's no tossing and hurling in phenomena
At the level of sensations, learn to differentiate rest/relief from repression; at the level of sensations, train oneself so that lust doesn't excite,
Asubha is not just about disgust; it's also about relishing that sense of relief when you're no longer indentured
Train also to revel in dissolution, either in the form of piti, sukha, or relief
Jnanas are made of moments of dissolution
What is identification; Sitting in a theater and reminding yourself that it's just a horror movie; even the theater goer is of the five aggregates, but at least it's one step in the direction of seclusion
A game of cat and mouse; "none of my business"
You're the Non-doing, watching away the doing; nibbana is unmade, unborn, unfabricated...
extracting oneself from all that is exertion, and reminding oneself that one is the Deatliless; even the thought "I am the unborn" is an exertion
Thorough identification with the Deatliless and thorough disidentification with the five aggregates
The difference between non-returners and arahats in terms of that thought of identification
Old people and their stories
When your consciousness is ready to exit...
Don't believe in that "there's an over here and an over there"
Don't believe in the compulsive need to posit a beginning and an end
Don't believe in the self and the world
Don't believe in memories and anticipation
Dispassion really is synonymous with not-self, which in turn can be practiced by "not giving regard to"
If one doesn't understand non-abiding yet, then find temporary abiding in e.g. boundless space, etc. or one of the liberation gates
Strategic removal of desire; not just blanket awareness, but employing desire, persistence / energy, [balance of] mind, discrimination
SN51.13 samaadhi due to any of the four bases
Using craving as an example
2022.01.22► [Q&A] 鹿野苑的根本课(課)程
All the factors and limbs go toward the one theme
The first five disciples first became stream entrants, then a few
days later, arahats
Agitation and disquietude
Moral condemnation vs knowing suffering
The pleasure we get externally, from participating in the sankharas, is a temporary abatement in hunger. For brief moments, we experience the diluted pleasure of a mind somewhat unagitated; worldly joy is a hankering for that temporary abatement
Giving up on hunger and the habit of relying on extraction-abiding non-attached internally-is the way to wean off the habit and we can become in accord with that which is fulfilled and effortless
Make a resolve to decrease one's reliance on, one's excitation about, external pleasure; examine that one is decoupling with and calming down sankharas
Even when one has to act, when one works, one works in peace; one works while staying connected with a non-identifying awareness; one works while recognizing that activity is not owned by any self nor is it to be treated as one's self / possession
He examines if his mind leaps up at pleasure, and struggles against pain; in equanimity; he is more convinced of the fleeting nature of sankharas, the hopeless nature of acquisition, and of the supreme fulfillment in the Deathless; in this way; the purification of equanimity aids his mindfulness
His never loses his directionality / mindfulness, meaning he is never riled up, never assaulted by restless thoughts, never going through mental motions of leaping up at pleasure and struggling against pain; he is aware of activities, but internally it's like watching a movie but remaining unmoved
His only goal is to remove all attachment and desires, be in conformity with supreme fulfillment; in this way the shenianqingjing state is regarded the supreme state in which Awakening is won
When to enjoy happiness and pleasures, and when to train in equanimity :Fight, flight, or freeze; how to utilize joy and rapture; The way to grow a habitis to learn to enjoy that activity; Recognize the inner power, but then once that is accomplished: see that gains and heights that result from such powers are transient and full of loss, train in equanimity
Remembering the state when you were desireless; examining a sensual state that is past, instead of in the present or future; remembering the bodily sensations
Imperturbable; you have been moving toward new feelings
Drawbacks: impermanence; it's the texture and luminosity of the mind
in that which is immovable; in that which is desireless; in that which is actionless...
Relationships with the gates of liberation: trust/faith, recognition/examination; rest/surrender/reside
4~6月
2022.06.25► [Q&A] 从(從) 心念住 入 解脱门(門)
Citta in this context is cultivation of samadhi; citta in this context is the state of individualized consciousness; the contraction and contortion within the body of water; cultivating samadhi in this sense is not just a worldly endeavor, nor something separable from wisdom
What's special about this water is that no force from the outside can rile it up─the mirror analogy; the forces that rile it up are inner exertions
Polishing and honing one's immersion; diligently ferreting out defects; the real basis of samadhi comes from your not being swayed, and your aligning well with inner peace
Know the mind and feel the texture; how much of it is a result of contraction or contortion or wrinkling? Then correct, balance, smooth out...
The final step, releasing the mind-don't add to the perpetuation of individualized consciousness; let there be this clean and unbounded and unwrinkled fact of awareness and receptivity
Don't let the idea of deepening samadhi scare you; you're not missing out except on disturbances and stressors
2022.06.18► [Q&A] 珍惜你的力气(氣)─自然的注意力
Not trusting my own intention; instead, I tried to create an environment that conduces to efficiency
The example of relaxation: are you just removing tension, or are you also trying to "bring something down"?
The example of bodily-based satipatthana; do you send your attention out to cove the whole body? Or does the body spontaneously appear in the mind's mirror?
Sending you attention “out” and “far" would tax you
2022.06.11► [Q&A] 从(從) 受念住 入 解脱门(門)
Turning inward doesn't mean turning your attention to locative or literal inside; it means suspending your fixation and obsession on activity and on perceptual contents
Feeling based satipatthana as understood from the perspective of the deathless
Knowing sankharas, in this context, is to know how one bows down to, surrenders to, gives deference to, dissolves in, the Deathless
Take thoughts as an example of sankhara; all of them are about the self; where did they arise from and where do they fall into? Not any place that you have a concern for
Notice that all that you really want is right here; safety, not lacking, fearlessness, expansiveness, freedom from loneliness; why busy yourself with thoughts?
All that you've "collected" via the senses...the senses all partake in the same texture of mind, and you're not made more or less as a result of sensory collection
Examine desire/compulsion in eyes, ears...your eagerness or fever can be detected in the way your attention is driven
Even in utter receptivity, you don't need to "stick your antenna" out there;
Peace is not derived by blotting out the senses (an obsession of commentarial Buddhism); be careful not to expend energy on blotting out senses; but if they do become suspended, so be it
Examine seclusion from desire in eyes, ears...rest in the knowledge of impermanence or that of the texture of mind
Make dispassion your meditation focus, and not some neutral, deadpan object
2022.05.28► [Q&A] 相应(應)部中的 修道有多难(難)
Don't think of meditation as a special event, but as an expression and extension of the path of contentment
The Buddha's restraint on the benefits of stream entry
SN 38.16 "What ** indeed, friend sāriputta, in) this dhamma-(and)-discipline (is) difficult-(to)-do?"
"[Leaving the home life and] taking-ordination indeed, friend,
(in) this dhamma-(and)-discipline (is) difficult-(to)-do...
"(for) one-ordained ***, friend,
Abundant-delight [in that lifestyle] (is) difficult-(to)-do."...
“(for) one-abundantly-delighted ***-, friend,
{practice in accordance with}-dhamma (is) difficult-(to) do
"how-long, ***-friend, (in) {practicing in accordance with}-dhamma,
(that a) monk {attains} arahantship?” "Not-long, friend."
「欲,我知汝本,意以思想生;我不思想汝,則汝而不有。」
The way the aggregates are possessed by desire; aggregates not safe, easily possessed by desire
2022.05.07► [Q&A] 何者为真切?/何者為真切?
Ask yourself, which is more compelling: the so-called matter which you've never “experienced" before, or the fact that you're knowing? The objects you've hitherto completely diverted your attention to, or the fact that you're present? The thoughts that've led you in a thousand directions, or the silence that made intelligible those thoughts? The movements, or the immovability that makes movements intelligible?
This inquiry is about discerning, about passing judgment on what are not-self, and among those that are not self, which are more worthy of being a self?
Remembering which is more compelling as a way of meditating; examine the meaning of seclusion
Don't force any arbitrary state when you're restless and agitated; allow this directionality practice to help you give rise to seclusion
(無大綱)
2022.04.23► [Q&A] 三种(種)身体(體)─不是我的
When will death arrive? How? The waiting game
You don't ever meet your body out there; in the immediacy of awareness, there's sensations and perception
Be careful, at this given moment, the way you connect up with those experiences
Be careful, at this given moment, your buying into the sign of beauty and endearment
But in the end, there' no issue of foulness; there's the texture of consciousness
The coarse corporeal body
The so-called "mind-made body" and personality view
The formless body...
Let old feelings fade; don't seek out new feelings
The benefits of dousing off passion and not be moved by the vicissitudes; but make sure that one is not just moderating or suppressing happiness
Don't suppress or manipulate; just know and not participate; but it's different than bare awareness, for that you're looking at sankhara/intention
But Where do you stand when you're knowing them? Is your movie theater air-conditioned
What is a major fault with the bare awareness approach? The missing ingredient is jhana; also, one might be oblivious to sankharas
Without a proper standing, how is it possible that you could know them without being wavered by them? A standing in the sensual realm, in this case, means that your nutriment comes from the storylines
Eventually, you need to examine the sankharas of your standing; eventually, you don't even need to have a "standing"
2022.04.09► [Q&A] 歇息随(隨)念 忆(憶)念歇息(upasamānussati)
One thing — when developed & pursued — leads solely to
disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to stilling, to direct knowledge, to self-awakening, to Unbinding. Which one thing? Recollection of stilling.
This is one thing that when developed & pursued - leads solely to
disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to stilling, to direct knowledge, to self-awakening, to Unbinding.—1.296
Fabrications: the foremost pain.—Dhp202-203
The pacification of all activities
Dissociative disorder and the restless flight
2022.04.02► [Q&A] 别在错谬处寻觅禅定/別在錯謬處尋覓禪定
Real signs of having eradicated personality view; the mental state of one who immerses in jhanas
The lifestyle / personality and jhanas feed into each other
The dharma teacher's giving is "non-deliberate"; he just "carries" the ambiance with him
The eight defining characteristics of the Dhamma is a useful way of developing samaadhi
「離欲、離結、減損褪解、少欲求、知足、遠離、振奮精勤、簡樸少袱」
(《增支部8.53經》)
7~9月
2022.09.24 ► [Q&A] 有推有拉的前进(進)
Gradual training; not enough to merely admonish the child, you need an actionable alternative
Kid resisting change that is for the better; healthy self; the danger of fiddling with self
Merely being repulsed or pushed away might end in your going in a random direction
Stay at a safe place; putting aside worry requires that you reside in some place relaxing/easeful; foulness contemplation requires that you be in a position of fullness; impermanence contemplation requires that you be in a position of immovability; not-self contemplation requires that you dwell comfortably; renunciation of hankering requires that you dwell in jhana; renouncing all requires that you first learn to enjoy peace and freedom
2022.09.17 ► [Q&A] 渐次止息 渐次远离/漸次止息 漸次遠離
Who's my self? A guided examination
Look beyond the content to see movement/passion/will
Look beyond movement/passion/will to see awareness
Mere awareness stands alone, uninvolved
But who knows awareness? What is its witness?
Look beyond awareness to see the unfathomable
Self healing; high neuroticism
Offering openness to that which you fear, to that which troubles you
Why is it called the Immeasurable?
You're not pulling in or inviting the person or the event, but being open to tension, disgust, reactions...
The Metta passage on looking after the "only child"
Unburdening complaints, grudges, unpleasant surprised reactions...
Practicing it in dependence of seclusion/disenchantment, dispassion, cessation, leading to letting go
Is your body heavy and uncomfortable while in a state of rest? Are your inner circuits cleared?
Skillful vitakka
Don't mistake every instance of desire as sensual desire; focus on your objective
Even the most cherished aspects of the sensual realm- e.g. familial love and career attainments—are marred by profound drawbacks
Only in the sensual realm do you find the three woeful states
The blameless pleasure
The proper way to understand aversion
Interpretations that work for oneself; just the formulaic part of meditation is actually very weird; the context of the Buddha's rediscovery of jhanic experience; people's association with deprivation
Gladdening the mind: are you satisfied? With your purpose? With your integrity? With your freedom from enmity? With that you have happiness higher than sensuality; sense of accomplishment with brahmacari (harmonization of precious zeal)
Making ease the body: leisurely; not directed by desire or propelled by want; not agitated by worry
Now you need heedfulness and persistence to build up momentum
The resultant bliss, steadiness, and composure- -are they conducive to your resolution of desire?
2022.08.20 ► [Q&A] 觉知是甚麽样的质地?/覺知是甚麼樣的質地?
The texture of thought; the texture of mental states; the concreteness of awareness; not a thing...neither perception...
The texture of that which is doing the touching
The texture of present moment awareness, and that of an inclination
The texture of an expansively smooth state, and that of a wrinkle
The point of this training is seclusion, is animitta, is emptiness
No knowing outside of the known; no known outside of the knowing–this is not to induce a mystical experience or a philosophical stance; this is to reaffirm the noble truth of no desire
If immediately you feel that attention fires from this point, or that you stand over here doing the awareness, note that this feeling is part of that craving; familiarity and perching, why favor this part? If you feel that objects stand over there, isn't that the source of fatigue? Isn't that the beginning of travail?
Why do you still cower in the presence of certain things? Repulsed? Pulled in? It's because you're still taking up
Don't dance to the craze of the world; zero reaction and expectation; you've never been away
Nonduality can be a samsaric state or a liberative tool; does it loosen and remove craving?
2022.08.06 ► [Q&A] 禅(禪)那中的正知正念
Non-tolerance of hindrances
Two models of jhanas
The judicious element in seclusion; mindfulness and clear comprehension correspond with mindfulness and investigation of states
The ten virtues and right speech
The comment: "this is exquisite!"
Meager supply to draw upon and therefore the vulgar character, the insecurity, and unhappiness
2022.07.30► [Q&A] 行灭则识灭/行滅則識滅
Above view and philosophical positions; sankharic pacification is more like behavioral changes
The non-karmic arahat
Pleasant and unpleasant experiences do not engender likes and dislikes, and so there are no pulling and pushing motions that create patterns; there is no picking up or reacting to memories, and so memories are not rehearsed nor cherished or create repulse
Awareness purified; the coming and going of identities, and the running out of karma of the body and vasanas
2022.07.23► [Q&A] 与记忆缠裹着的我见/與記憶纏裹著的我見
The sutta's account on "where was I"
Personality view is about failure to see all sense of self as construed and fabricated via passionate activity
Past is merely the present's way of interpreting the sources of influences; other than these influences, the so-called past can only be discovered and as strange as anyone else's memories
Past as being constructed and reconstructed from the present; different tracing lines, biological, societal...why fixate on the storyline
Latent vs patent influences
Complete disengagement vs pathological dependence on an abusive partner; our engaging the past
When you're released from the storyline, let down the baggage, undefined and nonreactive, you can barely describe that you're just becoming free like an extinguished flame
2022.07.16► [Q&A] 正念─以断(斷)我慢为(為)说(說)明
The reflective capacity
Mindfulness includes the clarity in one's objective, and whether one practices in purview of that objective
The drawbacks of both gross and subtle types
Recognize clearly that which is to be removed, the hindrances, etc.
Instances of conceit, from coarse to subtle; pride in one's abilities, to the "dwelling place"
The 5% cumulative difference
2022.07.09► [Q&A] 成就感 与 过人法/成就感 與 過人法
The liberated ones enjoy jhanic pleasures in their lifetime; they go through different jhanic pleasures fluidly and organically without care of locking oneself in any in particular; the higher the jhanic state, the more "fundamental" its nature; whereas as mundane attainments there's issue of which factors one feeds on, the supramundane doesn't
What each of the jhanic state is like
People who imply to others about their supramundane attainments, either out of ignorance, out of deceitful intent, or out of immaturity
Failure to see that none of the "accomplishments" is reliable against old age and death; the worldlings are interested in finding out "standards" of the supramundane, and they are not done with "acquisitions"; for jhanas, a meditator is more interested in how they help with shedding; for fruitions: why use those marks to measure oneself? Why not use the marks of 99% suffering-free, or being unwavered by the eight winds?
Blessed is the meek
2022.07.02► [Q&A] 无分别心的对与错/無分別心的對與錯
Nirvikalpa; Don't let non-discrimination be your endpoint
Don't let non-discrimination be your endpoint; instead, hold the [attitude] of disenchantment; or train in the [activity] of deconditioning
seasquirt and the excessive reliance on "brain"; the disease of living in the brain; The practice of dropping perceptions of men/women, nationality, ethnicity, human, familial role; replace it with the perception of a dharma companion, son/daughter of the Buddha, lineage holder... then with the perception of wind, fire, water, earth, space...then with signlessness
Allow impressions and mental proliferations (papanca) to dissolve
Attitude practice or activity practice toward sankharas
The planes of existence-humans and their stories, asannas, and earthworms; by your disengagement from story-telling, is the result freedom or rebirth into the latter two?
2022.06.25► [Q&A] 从(從) 心念住 入 解脱门(門)
Citta in this context is cultivation of samadhi; citta in this context is the state of individualized consciousness; the contraction and contortion within the body of water; cultivating samadhi in this sense is not just a worldly endeavor, nor something separable from wisdom
What's special about this water is that no force from the outside can rile it up─the mirror analogy; the forces that rile it up are inner exertions
Polishing and honing one's immersion; diligently ferreting out defects; the real basis of samadhi comes from your not being swayed, and your aligning well with inner peace
Know the mind and feel the texture; how much of it is a result of contraction or contortion or wrinkling? Then correct, balance, smooth out...
The final step, releasing the mind-don't add to the perpetuation of individualized consciousness; let there be this clean and unbounded and unwrinkled fact of awareness and receptivity
Don't let the idea of deepening samadhi scare you; you're not missing out except on disturbances and stressors
2022.06.18► [Q&A] 珍惜你的力气(氣)─自然的注意力
Not trusting my own intention; instead, I tried to create an environment that conduces to efficiency
The example of relaxation: are you just removing tension, or are you also trying to "bring something down"?
The example of bodily-based satipatthana; do you send your attention out to cove the whole body? Or does the body spontaneously appear in the mind's mirror?
Sending you attention “out” and “far" would tax you
2022.06.11► [Q&A] 从(從) 受念住 入 解脱门(門)
Turning inward doesn't mean turning your attention to locative or literal inside; it means suspending your fixation and obsession on activity and on perceptual contents
Feeling based satipatthana as understood from the perspective of the deathless
Knowing sankharas, in this context, is to know how one bows down to, surrenders to, gives deference to, dissolves in, the Deathless
Take thoughts as an example of sankhara; all of them are about the self; where did they arise from and where do they fall into? Not any place that you have a concern for
Notice that all that you really want is right here; safety, not lacking, fearlessness, expansiveness, freedom from loneliness; why busy yourself with thoughts?
All that you've "collected" via the senses...the senses all partake in the same texture of mind, and you're not made more or less as a result of sensory collection
Examine desire/compulsion in eyes, ears...your eagerness or fever can be detected in the way your attention is driven
Even in utter receptivity, you don't need to "stick your antenna" out there;
Peace is not derived by blotting out the senses (an obsession of commentarial Buddhism); be careful not to expend energy on blotting out senses; but if they do become suspended, so be it
Examine seclusion from desire in eyes, ears...rest in the knowledge of impermanence or that of the texture of mind
Make dispassion your meditation focus, and not some neutral, deadpan object
2022.05.28► [Q&A] 相应(應)部中的 修道有多难(難)
Don't think of meditation as a special event, but as an expression and extension of the path of contentment
The Buddha's restraint on the benefits of stream entry
SN 38.16 "What ** indeed, friend sāriputta, in) this dhamma-(and)-discipline (is) difficult-(to)-do?"
"[Leaving the home life and] taking-ordination indeed, friend,
(in) this dhamma-(and)-discipline (is) difficult-(to)-do...
"(for) one-ordained ***, friend,
Abundant-delight [in that lifestyle] (is) difficult-(to)-do."...
“(for) one-abundantly-delighted ***-, friend,
{practice in accordance with}-dhamma (is) difficult-(to) do
"how-long, ***-friend, (in) {practicing in accordance with}-dhamma,
(that a) monk {attains} arahantship?” "Not-long, friend."
「欲,我知汝本,意以思想生;我不思想汝,則汝而不有。」
The way the aggregates are possessed by desire; aggregates not safe, easily possessed by desire
2022.05.07► [Q&A] 何者为真切?/何者為真切?
Ask yourself, which is more compelling: the so-called matter which you've never “experienced" before, or the fact that you're knowing? The objects you've hitherto completely diverted your attention to, or the fact that you're present? The thoughts that've led you in a thousand directions, or the silence that made intelligible those thoughts? The movements, or the immovability that makes movements intelligible?
This inquiry is about discerning, about passing judgment on what are not-self, and among those that are not self, which are more worthy of being a self?
Remembering which is more compelling as a way of meditating; examine the meaning of seclusion
Don't force any arbitrary state when you're restless and agitated; allow this directionality practice to help you give rise to seclusion
(無大綱)
2022.04.23► [Q&A] 三种(種)身体(體)─不是我的
When will death arrive? How? The waiting game
You don't ever meet your body out there; in the immediacy of awareness, there's sensations and perception
Be careful, at this given moment, the way you connect up with those experiences
Be careful, at this given moment, your buying into the sign of beauty and endearment
But in the end, there' no issue of foulness; there's the texture of consciousness
The coarse corporeal body
The so-called "mind-made body" and personality view
The formless body...
Let old feelings fade; don't seek out new feelings
The benefits of dousing off passion and not be moved by the vicissitudes; but make sure that one is not just moderating or suppressing happiness
Don't suppress or manipulate; just know and not participate; but it's different than bare awareness, for that you're looking at sankhara/intention
But Where do you stand when you're knowing them? Is your movie theater air-conditioned
What is a major fault with the bare awareness approach? The missing ingredient is jhana; also, one might be oblivious to sankharas
Without a proper standing, how is it possible that you could know them without being wavered by them? A standing in the sensual realm, in this case, means that your nutriment comes from the storylines
Eventually, you need to examine the sankharas of your standing; eventually, you don't even need to have a "standing"
2022.04.09► [Q&A] 歇息随(隨)念 忆(憶)念歇息(upasamānussati)
One thing — when developed & pursued — leads solely to
disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to stilling, to direct knowledge, to self-awakening, to Unbinding. Which one thing? Recollection of stilling.
This is one thing that when developed & pursued - leads solely to
disenchantment, to dispassion, to cessation, to stilling, to direct knowledge, to self-awakening, to Unbinding.—1.296
Fabrications: the foremost pain.—Dhp202-203
The pacification of all activities
Dissociative disorder and the restless flight
2022.04.02► [Q&A] 别在错谬处寻觅禅定/別在錯謬處尋覓禪定
Real signs of having eradicated personality view; the mental state of one who immerses in jhanas
The lifestyle / personality and jhanas feed into each other
The dharma teacher's giving is "non-deliberate"; he just "carries" the ambiance with him
The eight defining characteristics of the Dhamma is a useful way of developing samaadhi
「離欲、離結、減損褪解、少欲求、知足、遠離、振奮精勤、簡樸少袱」
(《增支部8.53經》)
10~12月
2022.12.31 ► [Q&A] 知苦 与 自然的禅定/知苦 與 自然的禪定
The basic themes of the Dhamma: sankhara, tanha, dukkha, asmi-mana...
Guilt, shame, "shoulds"
Symptomatic manifestations: weight, tension, squeezing, propulsion, dis-ease
Why is it important to focus on stress? Why is it important to talk about stress as opposed to the more vague notion of suffering
So that you can see that meditation is about moving in the direction of removing stress/fabrication, and not about "having to" or dogmatism
Treat meditation is an efficient and increasingly effortless approach to managing stress
Remove guilt and superficial moralism, and focus on healing from stress; the specific instances defy generalized rules and categories, and so focus on personal subjective experience of stress
Being itself is effortless, and stress is manufactured; that which is manufactured is not self; realizing that you don't
The anecdote of the deficient mother and the zealous pilgrim; the ever unresolved cosmic ledger
It's not about your having done or striving for something; it's about recognizing your home
The tiresome burden of thinking that you always lack something or have done something wrong
Ajahn Dunn's teaching; You've never been anywhere else; you've never accumulated anything; the screen never moved
It's not about perfection; not about repentance; not about achievement; live free of sin and fears; there is no mortal transgressions
the trust you place in your true nature; what does “being me" mean; it means true rest and utmost relaxation
2022.12.17 ► [Q&A] “我是”之慢 “我是”之解脫
The sense of self is the gate to wonders; self reflectivity is the very nature of awareness
Self is supposed to be that which is; activity is always motivated and propelled (by dependent origination), and it also perturbs; the movement of outside phenomena do not perturb, just as motion films do not perturb the screen
asmi-mana is actually a sankhara
Your being is at peace and requires no fabrication; whatever attempt you make to search for it, it is but an apprehending of attributes
recognizing this means that you'd detach from otivation/propulsion, and can relax into being; this relaxation is imperturbable
See if there is exertion in your meditation; the question "what's next"
Looking into the self you'll realize that, for as long as there's attachment, then there's a reflexive encompassing of some conditions (e.g. my hearing, my thoughts...); your sense of self borrows the Light
It is most easy to remember the self (self preoccupation vs self nature); it easily aroused great curiosity
2022.12.10 ► [Q&A] 从单一的舍离到诸行止熄/從單一的捨離到諸行止熄
Gradual pacification of sankharas; every jhanic stage potentially can liberate
This is because you only need to learn to pacify and let go of one major kind of activity to generalize that ability to all sankharas
Example of thoughts; to let them go, you need to:
--observe your relations to them
--become non-interested in them
--develop interest in their antidote
--repeat and prolong their letting go
The result of letting go of major activity can be the dissolution of mind/structures of consciousness/personality
2022.12.03 ► [Q&A] 慧眼辨识(識)真实(實)解脱道
The distress of searching for what is ultimately true
What have I learned in the past years
The greatest transformation took place after I've witnessed exemplars; why spiritual companionship is the whole of the path
It's not about which religion or tradition is correct
My feelings about other religions or systems
導向離欲、非有欲;導向離結、非結;導向減損褪解、非積聚;導向少欲求、非多欲求;導向知足、非不知足;導向遠離、非糾纏喧鬧;導向振奮精勤、非懈怠;導向簡樸少袱、非多袱
2022.11.26 ► [Q&A] 献给心志怯弱的禅修者/獻給心志怯弱的禪修者
Having difficulty quieting down? Why not take an entirely different approach to meditation?
Whereas for others their sense of achievement comes from worldly affairs, yours come from love of truth; what nobler goals are there than the eradication of conceit?
A change in attitude, mindset, feeling…
even if you don't understand, you fully trust
There are those who practice primarily via formal meditation, and then there are those who rely on an extremely well-developed faculty
The faith practitioner, instead of relying on contemplation, can learn to rely on conviction. Conviction vs faith; E.g. "I am none of this; I am unfathomable"
Your faith is not directed at a person or a group, but at Dhamma; the so-called Dhamma in this case is an article that conduces to liberation
2022.11.19 ► [Q&A] 无寻无伺─静默中的方向感/無尋無伺─靜默中的方向感
Three kinds of jhanas in an older layer; the Buddha's preference of quietude in his audience
Internalized voices from parents, from society, from various previous reincarnations……
Chaotic noises from others, and your role in perpetuating them
It's more about a quiet mind and right attitude than about figuring out a system
"I am silence"; your problems are "thought up"; the bliss and peace of having no thoughts but still guided by clarity in purpose
The sense of direction in silence; the light of truth amidst squabbles
Purity of satipatthanas due to silence
2022.11.12 ► [Q&A] 道德与禅那共有的基础/道德與禪那共有的基礎
Only in the sensory realm do you find the breaching of the gross precepts
Don't aim for perfect stretches of mindfulness
A main difference between sensory and form realms: do you get your happiness from inside or outside?
How to be moral without being moralistic
When happiness is from inside, a lot of busyness is dropped; a lot of craving is dropped; stabilize this
With the above, plus the following, jhanas happen:
SN47.10; the things to abandon: bodily excitation; sluggishness of will; the mind is distracted outwardly; and the things to develop: bodily relaxation; pleasant non-carnal feelings; spaciousness and freedom of mind
2022.11.05 ► [Q&A] 从法念住 归顺解脱门/從法念住 歸順解脫門
The Dhamma based satipatthana refrain
Using the standpoint of one of the liberation gates, and apply the 4 steps toward that which is not the standpoint
From "fusing with an object,"...to release
2022.10.29.► [Q&A] 从身念住 归顺解脱门/從身念住 歸順解脫門
The open and relaxed awareness of bodily sensations; mirror like instead of microscope like
Reduce all complexities and suffering to instances of physical stress and its resolution
Someone's question about not understanding "that which doesn't get wavered"; one of your standpoints that is close to nibbana is awareness
What is awareness? That which you can step back onto; if you continue to suffer, that means you haven't step back enough; stepping back enough will resolve suffering into instances of stress
Now examine your relationship with physical stress; now examine the way you step back
The six elements; all six as impersonal and defying ownership
No need to consider the six as sequential or necessary
2022.10.22 ► [Q&A] 禅那和梵行的生活基础/禪那和梵行的生活基礎
Happiness and thorough relaxation is the key; the naturally celibate
See through the fatuous nature of “face”; see through the fatuous nature of ownership, of competition
Don't look upon the hindrances as something that requires a mechanical solution; they require a natural and dynamic solution that's rooted in the way of life
2022.10.15 ► [Q&A] “远离”的立足点/“遠離”的立足點
“尊敬的朱老師您好…非我是一個抽離故事情節擺脫世間貪憂很有效的技巧,但也有許多caveats,例如帶著嗔心的非我可能導至人世間不善巧/錯誤的對待,或酸葡萄亦或逃避的心態。而帶著貪心的非我,也可能令人沒有慚愧心,不是真正在離欲,而是透過非我來合理化架構另一個自我,請問如何正確的使用非我的技巧?需要建立在什麼條件下嗎?如何去自我檢驗,(還是只用“離苦”)嗎”?
One's standing; the liberated ones' dissolution of the consciousness frame and one with selfless awareness; the key lies with sankharas
Importance of honesty
Being able to watch those who are sitting and lying down; easier to contemplate on a lower state
Gradual pacification of sankharas; you don't need to have perfect pacification to perform the task, but the greater pacification, the sharper the resolution and efficacy
Subject and object; could any object be your self?
The lovey eye toward an object, when you're objectified and subject to death; the search for the subject would render it an object, and that search is always propelled by craving
Developing trust in the letting go of control
When there's no relations between the two, in fact, no reification of subject and object (the launching and the landing)
One of the direct effects of seclusion is to bring you closer to the texture of awareness, and away from being entrapped in objectification
2022.10.08 ► [Q&A] 禅(禪)那──健全的自我感
Jhana as a form of self; the danger of no-self; the narcissistic crash and ego death
Skillful self as truthful (cf narcissistic ego crash), non-competitive (the stress and danger of a competitive self), as inclining toward dispassion (comprehending activities, feeding, and contentment), as resonating with virtues (wholesome pleasure and fearlessness), as providing stable sustenance
2022.10.01 ► [Q&A] 四不坏信(净)/四不壞信(淨)
Both the faith-and-dhamma-based entrants cultivate some measure of faith
The pure relations with the good friend; the reason for the buddha's proscriptions
It's not the morals that entrants love; it's the non-involvement at the sankharic level that makes the entrants look as if moral; you cannot be obsessed about the world enough to do anything immoral; any moral convention is just that; what if you're born into a different convention?
The behavioral expressions of this non-involvement is similar to those of the brahmaviharas, to those of the very virtuous
when you realize it's a dream, the fall isn't onto any solid ground; laying into this incorruptible background
The limited extent of mundane faith; God and guru and sacred ideas as symbols; the invariable disappointment with misplaced faith
Ultimate faith; in the immense and immovable peace in you; in that you're not any of these corruptible things