Meher Baba

Fall, in 2010;

I was just starting to Channel Erik and my guides, and others.... In the beginning I was very afraid. It was hard on me to suddenly be in communication with Spirits. I also had some significant paranormal experiences that were scary.

One night I lay in bed and felt overwhelmed. I called out....

"Please God, please help me, I don't know what I am doing, I need help."

And as soon as I said those words, in just that short sentence; My entire field of vision faded and I was somewhere else. It was as if I was floating in a huge gray cloudy void. I looked down and saw my body crouched down kneeling in agony of prayer or something. I was floating above, but I was that person kneeling in the mist. Two places at once. Then, all of a sudden I moved INTO that body.

Then all of a sudden it was as I was kneeling in front of stairs. And a man appeared and came down a few steps. He reached down and grabbed my chin. He was dressed in white linen looking pants and some kind of loose white shirt or over-shirt. He softly glowed white all over and his skin glowed so bright I could see no features, Except his hair. It was so curly. And in high definition. Kinda like those Sumerian or Persian carvings you see where each curl is highly stylized. Short curly hair and short beard. Each curl glowed with iridescence. And the light moved through it like an LED holiday light.

He grabbed my chin and brought it up. And just radiated this intense love. I could see something behind him, It was as if I was looking at the universe in Space. Nebula's, stars, space gas, dark and immense void that had no end. He turned my face back to his and said,

"No, Look at me."

I looked at him but could only see hair and creamy glowing light. He said,

"Do not be afraid, Do not be afraid"

He then put his arm around me and turned me around and said

"look".

I turned around, turned my head, my eyes following his arm, to his hand, to his pointing finger. As my eyes followed the arm, my field of vision turned back into the hall of misty clouds which back lit his arm and when my eyes reached his finger; the clouds peeled back and all I could see was a blinding light that flared out and I saw nothing more.

I then opened my eyes laying in my bed. My heart was pounding. Only a couple minutes had passed since I laid down. I rolled over with tears in my eyes and said, "Oh my gosh" did that just happen?!? And I heard a voice in my head,

"Do not fear, Do not be afraid."

And well, that was it. I just rolled back over and went to sleep.

Then the next day I told Elisa and she said,

"Wow, Erik says he's been attending lectures by Karl Umrigar and Meher Baba. I wonder if Erik asked him to help you. Nan, Karl's Mom, channeled a message from Meher Baba about Erik and sent it to me this morning. I think it's for you."

The message was,

"Don't worry too much. You're surrounded by love Nothing can possibly hurt you."

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March 25, 2011

(from my journal)

Last night one of my Teachers in Spirit, Meher Baba came to me and with my minds eye I had a vision. I found my higher self dressed in a white robe, and after being startled about this, I looked up and saw him in front of me with hands folded and smiling at me. He thanked me for passing along a message and told me the message remained as valid for me as well. He said it was meant to be a mantra to be used to raise my spiritual vibration. It was a message for all humanity not just me or another individual. That being,

"Do not fear. Do not be afraid. Try not to worry so much. You are surrounded by love".

He took me by the arm and walked me to a park bench in the void of my minds eye. As we sat down it resolved into a garden park. And the sky was lit with stars. He said

"We are all beings of light and love. Even from the darkest, most painful moments of every existence, there are sparks of light. It is up to us to be beings of light. To fan those sparks into roaring flames of light. There are many fits and starts, and sometimes the fuel is just to wet. But we need to keep trying to find fuel for our fire and burn as brightly as we can. For if we light that fire we can be light in the dark. There is no death. There is only love."

He said,

"Keep going no matter what happens in life". He said, "The ascended masters, who have lived innumerable incarnations in multiple universes got there by a determination to experience, understand, live, love, and serve all of creation."

He said

"Our lives are like a geode".

He held a gray round course rock in his hand. It seemed ugly, plain, unassuming. He said,

"this rock is hard, it can be dull, but cause great damage. But if we take the time to study it closely we will notice something delicate and subtle about it. We will see that it's inside is filled with precious gems and crystal." That opened and revealed in the light of day it is luminescent and radiates and reflects light."

He said,

"So you all are like rocks. Compress it enough through life's experiences and you might just end up with a diamond. Once you find the gems of your soul. Make sure you polish them. How they look and reflect light is really about how much effort you want to put into it. Remember to live and love the best you can. "

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March 28, 2011

(From my journal)

This weeks channeling practice session with my guides happened tonight. From 7pm -7:45pm.

During this experience, among a few other things, I received a vision and message from our teacher.

ps. Robert speaks to him as well from time to time and tonight, Robert mentioned what a wonderful kind dry sense of humor Master Baba has. And how much he enjoyed talking to him.

Here is the vision and message I received

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Then my Spirit Teacher Meher Baba came and said:

"Do not fear the unknown symbol or message within the dream. They are but tools for the mind. That love which you are already capable is the only tool you need to shine your light in service to the heaven, to me, to mankind. All healing energy is born of the heavens. It is mankind who needs tools to grasp it. So much of the time they wish to call it their own. The healing of heaven belongs to all and is born of all that is God. You, me, your neighbor. You wish to heal. Channel yourself into light and will it to your neighbor. There are many many tools to help you do this. Heaven will not endorse one for you. What you decide is best, will for the moment- be the best. It is the love in your heart that will guide you. Not a doctrine or school. Choose one you can live with, and then give all your love to it. Give your love to it, and you will be doing this for us. You will be loving as we love. You will be on the path to us. This can be bothersome, this decision. But by doing the work necessary you will be empowering yourself to move closer to us. So work with light, work with love, work with thoughts, work with prayer. But work as yourself. Not someone else. Be the love I've taught you. You have this power already. Remember that you can be like us. Remember who you are. Do not fear this journey of discovery. As our love for you never wavers so your love for your fellow mankind should never waver. Be true to yourself and what service you may offer and you will always find what you are looking for. "

In vision:

I see imagery of a cobra with a flared hood riding a cloak of darkness. It drops the cloak over a prostrate woman. The cobra goes up to Master Baba and becomes small and tame and seems to whisper into his ear. He smiles and clasps it in loving embrace and put it at his feet. He then walks to the woman and pulls off the cloak of blackness and hands her the snake and the cloak. And says,

"Tame others fears, for there is no darkness but of that which you create for yourself. Show love and compassion to all and all that which seems fearful will be just another aspect of all Creation. Heal where you can, comfort where you can not."

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April 5, 2011

Baba says,

"Do not worry about any belief system that is not you. The only belief you need is in what I taught you. You are all that is needed. You decide what is right and wrong for you. Not even society, culture, nor governance will hide the truth. The truth is what is in you. Be the God in you. Be me, Be you, Be your neighbor. It is when you realize there is not just the truth that is in you, but that this truth is in all humankind. That is the God that is all love that is in you and through you. Ritual does not matter, signs do not matter, time does not matter. Only love matters. What you see, what you hear and what you know. Hold your true higher self in your heart as you hold me. Then live through this image."

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May 5, 2011

Greetings. Jason here.

I hope you and your family are well. I have been very busy with work and family live of late. Yesterday on the bus on the way home from work, Meher Baba started talking to me about Spiritual dedication. I thought I would share it with you. I found it very inspirational as dedication is something I struggle with. Some times I feel Spiritually overwhelmed. And Baba and others, often tell me to slow down and just surrender to love. And to not worry so much as love is all there is, and if I take it slow and always think about the greatest love I will not be so overwhelmed. And of course remember to love myself.

Here is the message.

Spiritual dedication:

"Surrendering to dedication is not about loss or giving up. It's about embracing the desire for one's greatest Love.

What one desires to love; What one does love; Is not the same thing. How one expresses Love is a telling tale on how life is lived. It permeates all experience and manifests in the lives of others around you.

True and pure love is not desired. It simply is, always. It is a state bliss that is arrived at through surrender. It is not gained, it is not struggled for, it is not fought for, it can not be forced, it can not come before, or after, nor will it arrive. So wait not for love. Just be love. Only through acceptance of the greatest good through the Spiritual advancement of all will you arrive to the highest perceptions of your experiences.

Remember this.

What you desire,

What you express,

What you love,

You will always be.

To hold on to this thought is dedication of the purity of Spirit."

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May 16,

I was given a message today that in past life, I was a follower of Meher Baba.

I am very humbled and want to say how much it means to me to be apart of Meher Baba's mission on this earth, interacting with beautiful souls. Such experiences give me great hope for our world's Spiritual development. The message gives me renewed hope to keep going and looking within our hearts for the love and light.

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May 18, 2011

Trust that you are heard=mindful communication

I don't make much a habit of traditional prayer. In the Western sense, I don't like to pray TO anyone. To me the word prayer seems rather one sided. Speaking to or sometimes, listening only....Although listening is good. Hearing is better... but, perhaps interaction is best?...

Rather I prefer to talk in the now, with those in Spirit as well as to live with mindfulness of Spirit. Source, God, The Light, Those in Spirit are not some esoteric abstraction. The perception of our present reality is the abstraction, temporary, and far more fluid than we realize. Spirit is the real foundation of existence.

With that in mind, I live in waking mindfulness of being the abstraction in the ever present reality of Spirit. It, is the reality, and I need not struggle to seek a connection. I simply surrender to Spirits ever bearing all encompassing presence.

Intentive thought based action creates reality and in my reality, Spirit of all just mentioned, is within me, without me, and all around me, always.

I simply accept and surrender to this concept and let it flavor every aspect of my precpetion. Even so, a great deal of this interaction, I do not understand, contemplate or see. I simply know. I know and trust that which I can not feel, see, hear, or understand is still there. I am being heard. I know I am a part of Spirit, and they are a part of me. There is no difference, only awareness in degree through experience.

As Meher Baba once said to me, "The love in you is the love in me, Connect to what is already in your heart of hearts within the light of your soul. Connect to this and you will know that we are together." "Do not worry that you are not being heard. You are a manifestation of God, God lives in you, through you, and is you. You are not alone in the universe. Trust by my example, Trust in the example of all the Masters, trust that you are surrounded by Love. Love is all there is. Never worry, never fear, You are surrounded by love."

If you work hard at visualizing your goals, looking beyond any precieved troubles and focus on the details of who you really are in the face of problems, you are connecting to your divine creativity. If you do this work with unselfish devotion for the greater good of all, you will be living in that aspect of your highest possible self. You then approach those of us in Spirit. You move into love. Worry not, Trust that you will move through love. Don't just look for it. Know it.

June 3, 2011

During my mediumship session to sit for Spiritual development, Meher Baba came to me, and he walked to me, To my minds eye;

well, no,

He sort of floated toward me, no not quite, he sort of resolves into being from the nothing of a giant star field, Then all of a sudden I find myself on a long low read couch with him. He is in white robes and he looks middle age. His hair is tied back. He reaches out and takes hold of the sides of face and puts his forehead on mine and says,

"My child, Erik is right. All will be well. DO not fear his or any other words. Time is relative, your experience is relative. What matters is your heart right now. There is nothing else but the love you can discover for yourself. Look to all of us in heaven that have come before. See there is nothing to fear. We are here. We always have been. Don't you see you are a part of us, of this. Please see you in us. Do not fear the ways of the world, Do not fear cruel pain, do not hurt so much.. all will pass.. you will find the truth, it is your truth, our truth, Gods truth and it is LOVE, it is GOOD, and you will BE. This I promise, I am here. We are here. Did not the Angels begin with you? Did not they walk beside you? Do you doubt they are there now? Do you think you will be abandoned? Do you doubt you are alone. Do not fear such things. Love never leaves, Love only finds ways to grow light from within the dark. All will come to know the love inside them. All will see again. What seems lost will not be found, No no, it will be Discovered again, you will remember! You will remember who you are! Others will see the love in you and find it. All has something to share of Heaven. Find that, find you. Remember you too are a treasure of Heaven. Help remind others through your experience. No one is left alone."

Then he leans back on the couch and all seems to receded into gray fog. I see myself back and hear nothing more.

June 29, 2011

During my study of "Discourses", I recieved the message and understanding that I am one of the people who share Spiritual masters. So, my anxiety over guideance and interaction with Baba and Z was misplaced. And all was and is well. They work together in joint effort to help me on my journey. Also, while reading I recieved this message.

"I love you. Remember, you are capable of loving yourself just as much as I love you. You are ok. You will be ok. It will be all ok.

Peace will come. You will know peace. Peace will find you. You will know this when you remember what, whom and where you are. Even in this moment of realization you are not "where or when" but "who and why". And why is totally up to the who.

Life lives not in this body, this world this place, this time. Life is the 'feel', the feeling of your heart within an experience. This never dies and is always who you are. Treasure who you are, who you may become, what you might become within each second and create each new moment of time according to your awareness. There is no right or wrong in this. All is a manifestation of what you are in the moment. You are beautiful. You are undying life. Each aspect of your experience can be met with mindful intendedness and transformed by your beauty. This power is the unfolding flower of your true soul. Just as you illuminate with your inner light, so too do you feed the world with the fallen petals of your experience." ---Meher Baba

July 21, 2011

Inspired by my Teacher:

There are 3 kinds of faith important to the evolution of the soul. Faith in self; Spiritual faith; Faith in life.

Without such, all would be non existent. It is because of such, that your relationships are possible. It is this emotion, born into thought, made into constructs that enables experiences of love such as giving, taking, sharing. It creates actions that enable us to create the means to travel from the burden of fear, to the release of accepted love.

The child born into your world comes with these aspects ingrained. It is only it's interaction with you, that creates the duality of love vs fear. In which case then the child embarks on it's personal journey of self remembrance through experience.

To have faith in your neighbor, society, and the good of mankind builds up and attracts it's like to your life. It creates reliable, honest, and loving experiences. But in a hostile environment full of turbulent emotion, faith fades.

To succeed at manifesting creations of faith in others requires a faith in yourself. To live with assurance that you are your greatest possible self at any given moment can take many lifetimes. To know with the self assurance of aware experience that you are an eternal aspect of love can lead to the manifestation of assured faith. A reliable faith. This is part of what it means to know thyself. Pie in the sky, it seems, but it is worthy of working towards. Your faith in yourself is constantly challenged. Most of the time this is intentional. It is sought after. For only by providing resistance will you develop the strength of faith.

To help develop this faith requires faith in Spirit. Faith that one is of Spirit, and that Spirit is within the self. Faith that one is not alone in the universe. Faith that one is more than the seemingly mean experiences of life. So to some this is developed within a structure of belief. To others this comes through spiritual masters, and yet to others this comes through long experience in the march of lifetimes. To use faith in Spirit is to ground one's self in ultimate reality. It eases unnecessary burden.

To hold onto faith is to hold onto life. Eternal life. Temporal life has blind faith in it's own immortality. Individual faith is always directed through focused experience. How will you focus your faith.

August 17, 2011

Inspired by my Teacher:

The persistence of life is a reflection of our eternal reality, of our continence within the Heavens. Death and Birth are not about loss and gain, but about the never ending cycle of love refreshing itself through our experiences.

Death is not a final loss, but an opportunity to realize life as being opportunity to give to the universe. The cutting short of life triggers painful emotion, that can be channeled into visions of a greater reality in which the eternal soul can meet it's intentions to explore it's beauty.

To desire less than this is to give unfair credence to what is transitory and illusionary reality. You know- you are more than this life. And while you fear the loss of your love relationships, by giving into this fearful emotion you do yourself a dis-service. By giving into the emotion that love was taken away from you, you deny your own immortality, vitality, and progress.

But by realizing and acknowledging that eternal life is more than just a belief, a hopeful ill rested comfort; By realizing what eternal life really means as it pertains not only for your loved ones, but for you- You come to a peace that is beyond all hope, desire, and wishful thinking.

You come to a peace that is Knowing, and you understand yourself in greater ever expanding personal reality. This realization is more about personal choice to live without disabling emotions than it is about taking any one action. This realization does not mean that you disrespect your emotion or loved one. It simply means that you transform debilitating grief, into personal growth; assured with the understanding and knowledge that both you and your loved ones are a part of a greater reality joined together with all that is. Separation is tentative, illusionary, and tool for personal growth.

August 17, 2011

I asked Meher Baba, if he had any advice in regards to channeling for someone. He said, "No my son. People must work out their emotions on their own terms otherwise they are not doing the work necessary to let go of their attachments and karma. If you interfere too much you create karma yourself. And if you worry too much you create karma for yourself. It is best to just be a trigger or a key to open doors of opportunity. And then let others walk through those doors if they choose to do so. Let go of your worry and simply follow your good intentions for the greater good. You do not do yourself any good by taking their burden, but if you can show them how to ease burdens, liberate them and yourself. You will create new energetic pathways for your own self awareness. Remember truth lays in understanding of self within the emotion, not in the effect of action. Action brought about from within one's truth will empower understanding where as action from a reaction or fear will limit understanding to only create more burden. Live with the intention of Love and do your best. That is all there is. "

Aug. 31, 2011

Unhappiness with past memories

If your like me, you are haunted by many memories. People, places, and things you have done and haven't done. Some of it, I've had a tendency to view it as "mine" in such a way that the absence of it, due to a perception of time, change, and current reality has somehow taken the memory or association away from me. Or that what I think I desire is something I can't have. Or I think I should have it in a certain way. This is especially true with memories as it pertains to people and my experiences with them.

I need to get over it, and just focus on what I do have, not what I don't have. Don't worry.

I've been going through a lot of personal introspection lately. A lot of self examination. Much of it relates to overcoming or re-examining personal fears. Seeing myself in new light. On thing I've been examining is my relationships since reconnecting with Erik. Now, I know-this is very unusual; but, I've been thinking about not only people here on Earth, but in Spirit and 'past lives' as well.

The reason for examining this odd mix of inter-personal relationships, is the feelings they brought up in me in relation to my fears and feelings from the past carrying over and bleeding into this new life. And for despite having a big family, successful life, and well, an awesome life... My connection to these new people in life and spirit is on a much deeper spiritual level than anything I've ever experienced before. And much of it involves remembrance of past lives. This added element contains a level of intensity and emotion, that I've been unsure what to do with. So I let it sit there in amongst my fears and fester.

Your probably wondering, "what the heck". Well, to be frank with you, I am not sure I understand all the ramifications and context either. I am wading through it as I type.

Here is an example. There are several people with who I've shared deep intense past life visions. Clairvoyant emotional experience. They came about in semi-altered states of awareness that were waking dreams more real than real. It was like living within an unfolding technicolor movie. Since that time the feelings and identification with those memories have for me, colored my present life relationships with them.This mixed with my current, or recent present life fears. Which created an ugly often obsessed about mix. So I then projected fears of separation, rejection, love, etc., you name it- I thought it. And While I didn't generally tell them of any of this, I did dance around the feelings with them. Perceptions, expectations became skewed. And I allowed myself to withdraw and imagine self doubt and hurt. In some ways, this lead to a sort of furtive secret possessiveness over my perceived past life memories when compared with current relationships. I desired to have what I thought I may have had in the past. I resented not having what I didn't fully know about or even understand. I just had these confusing feelings to deal with. (which on an aside point, is why higher level spirit does not allow us past life memory unless it serves a spiritual purpose).

So as I was saying, I'd developed this false sense of possessiveness of something that was totally illusionary and poorly understood and carried it across into this life. I perceived this false sense of ownership with these people, ownership of memories, and felt on a certain level that I was now separated from who they used to be, who they were. Separated from my own past. Separated by my inability to reconnect with everything I've ever been. ie. I resented not been fully in harmony with my higher self. I resented not having access to everything I've ever been. An Ego explosion of the most bizarre type I know. I know most people wont get this at all. But as this is my journal, I am putting it in here.

So I'd been dealing with these uncomfortable feelings and was generally aware that this was not who I was nor who I wanted to be.

So I sought out help and was guided to help from my Spiritual Teacher and guide, Meher Baba. Here is what I learned.

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"Possessiveness is not a true Higher Spiritual trait. What truly belongs to you is your intent to express your capacity for sharing selfless love. When we recognize another person as one with ourselves, they cease to become attached to an event or an experience. They then become viewed under the degree of your self attentions. To let go of expectation in inter-personal relationships as it pertains to ties of experienced events is to see one's self outside of the event. This will liberate the personal ego of possessiveness. So be it old friends, enemies, lovers, or past life experience, you will be able, through letting go, to look at all with equal feeling. For they do not belong to you, but they are you, joined in universal love, unity, and progression. To end such uncomfortable feelings requires an emotional balance. This balance comes from a sort of detachment and active working ponderence of personal understanding. The working to avoid any extreme of emotion is to traverse ill effects and consequences of undesired thought."

"Past life memory is clear, steady, and sure like present memory. Test the level of knowing, doubt, and 'realness' of the experience. How does it make you feel. This will be your measure of worth and purpose. As your consciousness is freed from the body you will reconnect with those aspects of your self that hold the most meaning. But do not put too much pressure on yourself. This will only happen when your are sufficiently developed to understand yourself within the experience and realize it's implications for your state of being. Knowing, and remembering in the way you have desired falls by the wayside of your present endeavors. Your journey is determined by the perception of now, not the past."

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So in light of my recent self exploration. I've come to the conclusion that in my relationships we are all equal. All on a journey to remember who we are in spite of and despite any experience. That what we gained through that experience is what forms our ideas about ourselves. That in reality we are eternal and there is no separation. For my friends are me, and I them. It is only when I actively consider them as I consider myself, that I can approach the unity that we are all deserving of. And it is only through that unity that can movement be made, hand in hand, through the ages to ever greater realities.

ps... ( *I am still working on myself in this regard. My curiosity and desire to discover, still leads me to explore past lives. I just have to remember to seek them for lessons).

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September 19, 2011

Every now and then I get a communication from someone out of the blue objecting to what I share online. I don't normally wish to respond to them as I am more interested in sharing personal experience, but I feel I should clarify some of my intentions.

Last night I got emailed someone objecting to my interaction or should we say, "interpretation" of what I feel are my personal experiences with Meher Baba. Clearly I can understand this. I fully realize that my very presence, experience and what I profess to experience is utter blasphemy to some, regardless of belief system. I have never claimed to follow anyone nor give my own experience for anyone Else's truth. Personally, I feel Baba is a guide and mentor. I do not share many of the same beliefs as those who in this life "follow" him. I fully realize that to many, what I type out, or relate as my personal communications with him, do not sound like he did in "life", and in fact much of what I do, say, and experience are indeed contrary to the writings and beliefs of the many Baba circles out in the world. I don't have a problem with this. I fully acknowledge my own personal experience with these matters are about as subjective as they come. Sure-- I've received what I feel is validation from Karl, Nan Umrigar, my guides, other mediums--as to my own relationship with him. And, I consider even this to be a subjective experience. Honestly I feel such validations for others are pointless. One thing is for certain, it's easy to assume people share similar beliefs, labels, perceptions, understandings, and like perspective. I am not so sure that's entirely appropriate.

This person also gave me "dire warnings" of tricky spirits, objecting to how I "see" my own personal spiritual experience in relation to what I post on my website. I only have one thing to say about that. In my experience Spirits are not Tricky. Spirits are people, Spirits are conscious beings of all types. Just like you and me. The only trick is to master one's own inner reality and emotions and then express them in positive ways.

All this is especially true when one such as myself claims to have personal Spiritual experiences with entities or personalities of an established "spiritual or religious" tradition from earths history. It's akin to a farm worker in Latin America professing to have a personal relationship with the Virgin Mary through vision and voice, and yet someone in America thinking she is wrong, deluded and going to hell for even thinking it. It really doesn't matter what belief, such examples are fairly common in any belief system. I have never claimed or wanted to be the mouth piece of any entity, spirit or person. I do not take money, I do not go on other sites other than Elisa's and my own. And I've never claimed to follow anyone other than sharing my own personal experiences, journey and communications with "those whom in my own subjective experience, those I feel are my objective spirit guides". While I am happy to interact with them on behalf of others, pass along messages, and act as facilitator, I do not nor will I ever promote anything other than finding truth one's personal experience and exploring one's own inner reality. This is what I follow; Not someone else's view of truth, or perception of how a "being" was when incarnated. Your perception of my perspective on disincarnate's views, interactions, and teachings is as Erik would put it, "none of my business".

Everyone's experience is their own and no one's Else's. In every religion, belief system, philosophy, way of life, culture, etc., humanity and felt the need to apply labels and define their experience in relationship to another. There are many ways of doing this. Even more so in today's internet age. What is truth for one woman is blasphemy and delusion for another man. And yet through the ages there has been one sure thing, the most complete experience of spirituality has always been an inner subjectivity. I say, that when some ones own experience leads them to so object to yours, its better to say, what kind of choice does this offer me to better understand myself and my own experiences. For me, it does not matter whom you follow, nor any humans interpretation of truth, but that of you own experience. I have never professed to follow any one, adhere to any tradition, or follow any path other than my own reconnection to my higher self. I plainly state that what i write is subjective to my own experiences and as such is a journal. Everyone's experience of higher realities and spirit personalities is their own. By saying my label is more true than your own experience is to not only take away from your own path, but to put limits on my own. So I'll leave this reply with a reminder. Each to their own. I am not interested in anything but the sharing of personal experience and interacting with the channeling Erik community. Any opinions outside of that are for someone else in another outlet. Thank you.

"Incorporate Personal Responsibility in your life while seeking detachment from worry. Seek readily available Spiritual help from Heaven in all it's many forms and you will be OK. Do your best, don't worry, and be happy seeking love. I will help you. "--Meher Baba"Duality is real and illusion by it's very nature. It is tool born out of original creativity to develop and evolve the soul. Light and Dark. Useful to a point when exploring the diversity of all possible existences. But it too is but an illusion, a dream of unconscious Divinity. The reality is that ALL has the goal of the conscious realization of the Oneness of God. We are all connected, We are all independent unified expressions within the One. A drop bound eternally in an Ocean of fathomless cosmic LOVE." --Meher Baba