I've to admit this to you!

Post date: Apr 11, 2010 2:12:44 PM

Right now, I was shed in tears every time I read one of Jiba's messages from my Yahoo account. I don't know what I did. But I'm not very good at holding grudges.

I have to admit that the people of Japanese 2ch didn't understand my Japanese. And now it costs me some Japanese girls to fled. All because of my anger against all sex bitches spamming my EMAILs via craigslist that I didn't even take action for it.

I've ordered them and also yelling. I was trying to get these sex bitches off me and it cost me some Japanese girls to notify me as a selfish being.

My Japanese is also too weak to write. Unlike other people using English in Japanese BBS boards, can Japanese people really understand English?

Honestly, no! That's because they were taught to do it. Just like Jin Watsube. I've been talking to Jiba often and use my cellphone to send messages. Now it's time for me to stop seeking dates and start seeking jobs again since my computer is STILL broken for the past 4 months. 2 of them failed me including that bitch, Shizuko which I am not really proud of. 1 is actually helping me out but I truely deserve it. I done all that damage and I'm sorry. I've been living a lie all along. My studies didn't even come close.

Jiba is a true friend and she understands me. But I don't need to continue on with her since I cause all the damages I did.

Note: I was going to make a soul card of me but the connection got lost.

Souless Insectduel