The Price to be Paid

when you're an abductee, and you become aware of it, and then instead of accepting it you decide it is wrong and no amount of subliminal programming can make you change your mind you are punished for it.

when you gain some understanding of their technology and their earth cronies you are punished for it.

when you try to warn someone - anyone - you are fighting their programming and you are punished for it. you are isolated.

you are isolated anyway because who in your immediate circle would believe you? how do you explain that you have been abducted numerous times and they didn't even notice? how do you explain that they have nano technology, warp technology and cloaking technology? how do you even begin to explain how effective their subliminal programming - using nano wiring in you head, fused to the inside of your skull from warp state - can be in destroying your personal, work and social relationships?

answer - YOU CAN'T.

you can only live with it, because the only alternative is to living with the punishment and physical and mental damage is to give in and be willing to accept that they have some sort of right to your body, mind and soul.

they - your abductors and their human cooperatives - don't. so you do what you do and you accept that it's not going to get better.

because the alternative is to do nothing. and that's tantamount to approval.

so i do this. unable to speak to anyone personally about what has and is happening to me without fear of rejection and questions raised about my sanity, i join internet sites. i join alien/ufo sites for the obvious reasons and i join "spiritual' sites because i am aware of their social agenda and their use of religion to control the masses. and i get banned a lot. nobody wants to hear that aliens are "bad" and that abducting someone for experimental or breeding purposes is "wrong". nobody wants to hear that a "spiritual" practice which encourages the self-destruciton or suppression of your personality is "not good for the soul" or the person as a whole. nobody wants to know what is really meant by all those light and fluffy messages about destroying the ego are really about and what social purpose it serves. nor do they want to hear that the beings behind such messages are anything but kind, benign and divine.

but what has spurred the creation of this page is not the sheer number of times i've been banned from various sites, but my suspension from ONE - the most recent - alienhub.com, and the hypocrisy involved since the addition of a new part owner in claiming that this otherwise PUBLIC WEBSITE does not ban members by IP address.

this is what has greeted me since february 19, 2010 -