THE PAIN OF A LOST LOVE

I have pain inside of me

And crying is my only cure

I go crazy thinking of you

My love for you is pure.

The clock is ticking

And I wish it would slow down

The moment of truth is near

I smile on the outside, but inside I frown.

Life is so unfair and confusing

]No matter what, I lose

I feel so lost in this game called love

I don't know what to choose.

This is my minute of insanity

My second of unclear thought

I don't know what I'll do without you

All these months, I've fought.

Keep me concealed

For I don't think I want to see you

When there is this much ache in my heart

I won't make it through.

I am almost ashamed of this poem

Because I know I should forget you now

I have tried so many times before