Orbit of pupils lined with the white color of the bull lain with Pasiphaë,
O, great nymph’d goddess, pacify
When in the fire, hung with cactus, I am strict as the ridges on the lining of the oven
Go upstairs to the kitchen and fetch me some heaven
You’ll know it when you see it,
Pitted, with a mauve blood around the edge
In what capacity, Pasiphaë,
Do we pacify, and crucify?
Call me ill, if illness is rescued appetite
Too ill to make the journey up the oven ridges that parade as house stairs
Wooden- like the nose of the lie you’ve told
That Appalachian trek of dishonest saccharine naivety
You said you wanted me up the stairs and in the kitchen to find heaven
But Pasiphaë, do not will yourself to wait
Fuck the white bull and find your heaven in the meat of the kitchen
While I quote Homer in the basement
All I ask is you scrap the act of innocent betrayal once you’re down
Eat the animal and kiss the stove when you finish
I wish I could make you know how I feel about you
I could have my way with you — your acceptances — cram undulating, undesirable novelettes down your throat till, you can be so aware
It is more than any sentence of desire that you could skillfully skip up into meringue — bite-sized, fog-shaped — but I concede to your simplicity of ‘want’ and ‘like’
We want, we like
I want, you like
You want, I like
We trot ahead
And whisper our likes and wants
And you step up to the kitchen to find me a bit of heaven
And instead, you find a horned son of Pasiphaë, pacify
You choose truth where he sees no such quandary
This is objective evidence of our superiority over the beasts
Just because you are no daughter does not make you a son
You are what you eat
You can be heaven, or you could be meat.