Beginning top left: I have that feeling you might experience as you enter into something new, full of excitement and anticipation; light, nervous, unsettled, skittish, possibly overthinking, buzzing. Then as I move into it, it is not quite how I thought it might be. A little anxiety creeps in as things don't quite go to plan. The 'reptile' brain or amygdala takes over, (that part of the limbic system associated with emotion). My heart rate increases and anxiety builds, sending out alarms and arms of panic. The white shows moments of calm or 'common sense' when I try to remind myself that my body is overreacting and the panic is greater than the situation necessitates. I 'ground myself' reminding myself I am in a safe place. My feet are firmly on the floor, I can hear the birds singing outside, I can see through the window the wind rustling the leaves on the trees. The 'panic' spreads out into this larger space of normality, unthreatening, everyday and in that greater space it loses its power, self-talk calms the jitters and I realise that nothing bad is going to happen, or at least nothing that I cannot manage. More white spaces emerge and finally the cool blue. The blue filters over all the other colours and pushes the white out to calm the anxiety.