My family does not love me. Let me explain concisely.
I do not claim that they hate me. That is something else.
Hate is the emotional opposite of love.
The psychological opposite of love, however, is indifference.
Let me give ant historical example.Did every single nazi hate the jews?Of course, not.But they killed them anyways, because they were indifferent.
After a lifetime of struggling trying to find out why I do not feel love.
I think I have finally found a reasonable logical conclusion.And that is, my family does not love me.And that's the incongruent feeling within my heart and the reality of my life
Indifference; Transactional Love - An Essay SHORT I of 2
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Passionate 𝄞SunsetPiano April 2026 Song Storyboard
Start out with a gentle children's lullaby.
1. Brahms' Lullaby
Then let's get serious with a adult lullaby. Sometimes the most moving and powerful artwork in life isn't about the beauty of love but about the dark tragic horrors of the world and the human experience.
2. Holocaust Lullaby - 𝄞SunsetPiano
3. Greensleeves - 𝄞SunsetPiano
4. Creep – Radiohead
5. Runaway Train - Soul Asylum
6. Prelude in C major - Well Tempered Clavier
7. Pomp & Circumstance
8. The Star-Spangled Banner
9. Pachelbel's Canon in D
10. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
11. Wonderous World - 𝄞SunsetPiano
revise: i already had the epiphany, i just want to clarify it to her.
Hey Sheila,
seeing you today I wanted to clarify my epiphany: God gave me exactly what I prayed for when we married ten years ago. I wanted a young kids, not babies, and the girls are exactly that and what I have now.
add this context:
Sheila and I David, divorced 3 years ago, Mia and Amelia are my soon to be adopted step kids, im a USMC vet about to put Mia, now 18 through college with my military benefits. Amelia, 16 is interested in joining the military, i am encouraging her to get BA degree first then become an Officer.
2/24/2026 2015
Hey , sheila , I just wanted to send you a thought I had after seeing you today.
You have a beautiful soul , and i'm glad god brought us together for the time that we had.
And my Epiphany, I had recently was that I got exactly what I asked for when I married you 10 years ago.
I wanted children right away, and that's what God gave me. And here we are, in 2026 and the girls are the most proud thing in my life , my two beautiful daughters ,
I wanted to say thank you for giving me to wonderful girls to be in my life.
Even though I feel like a professionally trained Christian, because the first 3 years of our marriage while we were going to church religiously. And even thou i am leaning towards agnostic; now I say god bless you , sheila , I pray for the absolute best for you.
please revise this text message to my exwife after i brought the girls back from winter break today
(add this context:
Sheila and I David, divorved 3 years ago, Mia and Amelia are my soon to be adopbed step kids, im a USMC vet about to put Mia, now 18 through college with my military definfits. Amelia, 16 is interested in joing the military, i am incouraging her to get balcherls degree first then become an Officer.)
Hey , sheila , I just wanted to send you a thought I had after seeing you today.
You have a beautiful soul , and i'm glad god brought us together for the time that we had.
And my Epiphany, I had recently was that I got exactly what I asked for when I married you 10 years ago.
I wanted children right away, and that's what God gave me. And here we are, in 2026 and the girls are the most proud thing in my life , my two beautiful daughters ,
I wanted to say thank you for giving me to wonderful girls to be in my life.
Even though I feel like a professionally trained Christian, because the first 3 years of our marriage while we were going to church religiously. And even thou i am leaning towards agnostic; now I say god bless you , sheila , I pray for the absolute best for you.
I Will Remember You 1995 Sarah McLachlan v2
The One Horse Open Sleigh (1859) aka Jingle Bells Written and composed by James Lord Pierpont (1822–1893)
Silent Night - by Franz Xaver Gruber (1818)