while working on these projects I was able to learn how to develop my art skills and know-how exactly can grow and change my art if I feel it wasn't what I had in the end, over time I grew my art skills, they may still not be the best but at least I tried. I had always wanted to make my work better but since traditional art wasn't my normal standpoint, I honestly wish I could go back and change a lot of the work I did since I'm not really proud of my work from the start of the year.
working on art really makes me happy but seeing the end result is like seeing that one person in public you'd wanted to avoid the whole day. I'm really trying to improve by keeping up with deadlines since I haven't been the best at doing it. despite that, I think that im still doing the best I can do and it may be terrible at least I didn't give up completely.
the art pieces I've made in the past year haven't been good and I'm not totally happy with it but at least I tried. I'm still growing and learning from my mistakes and learning to improve in the future to come, I need to advance my skills of keeping up with deadlines and not procrastinating every two seconds.
in conclusion, I personally believe that although i may not like my work and the end result seems bad to me that doesn't mean that in the future I won't be good at it, I'm still growing my art skills and need to take into account that I'm at the starting point to my art career.