The Architecture of Silence: An Short Essay on Indifference
My family does not love me. To be clear: I am not claiming that they hate me. Hate is an active, burning emotion—the emotional opposite of love. However, the true psychological opposite of love is indifference.
Let me give a chilling map historical example of this distinction. Did every single Nazi hate all of the Jews? Of course, not. But they murdered them anyways, because they were indifferent.
During the Holocaust, it wasn't necessary for every individual Nazi involved to feel active hatred; many were simply indifferent. They allowed the unthinkable to happen not because of a presence of malice, but because of an absence of care.
After a lifetime of struggling to understand why I have never felt truly loved, I have arrived at a logical conclusion. The hollow feeling in my heart is not an imagination; it is a reflection of the reality of my life. My family is indifferent.
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