GOD'S PRAYER LETTER
Aaron + Sarah
my brother-in law-in Christ
my sister, my childhood tormentor
What matters is these IMPORTANT PEOPLE
Charles, Marion, Henry
We New to talk. Aaron - Bro, seriously, so many things...
Christian Brother
Responsible to orphans, widows, and the least among us. Full Stop. Are we believers?
If Yes, then we are commanded to Act Christ Like. Always, in all we do. No matter what. That means stoping to help those less fortunate than us, even if we are busy.
Failure to heed the call to serve when needed is not excusable. This is a must; if we REALLY BELIEVE, otherwise, what's the point. it s ALL BS. Nothing matters. being and acting Christ-like it's Not optional.
Aarong, my brother. I confided in you, and frankly I am shocked. How could you not follow up with me after what I told you about my crisis. It was not something to be taken lightly and flippantly forgotten about. It is school time. Here are some seriously Christian Apologetics. Listen carefully.
Do you care? Are you stupid? I invited you over almost 2 years ago now. Are you really too busy? Or do you just not care?
Respect me please. Give me a chance to be an Uncle, to your kids. Because they are also mine in a way. God doesn't bless everyone you know with children. Consider not just me, but them also. Don't they deserve to get to know me? Maybe I'm wrong. If so, kindly correct me. Do I not have a right to be an influence in their lives? Or do you not trust me?
Aaron Page 2
Charles, Marion + Henry. They deserve to know me. I not only because I Love them, but also because I'm valuable. I have spent too much of my thinking I wasn't valuable. Not any more. I am. And if you genuinely don't see it enough to understand that I am their only uncle, but also I'm awesome and worth getting to know. How many other war veterans/scientists/musicians/artist do you know. Better yet, how many people like me actually want to spend time with them?
Let them get to know me. While I'm still here, able + willing. I'm a unique / fascinating man. Here a few interesting and valuable things about me. If you don't see the value in this and want your kids to benefit from it then so be it...
USMC Afghanistan Vet
Master Degree - Psychology, Mental Health, Master of Education.
Just shy of genius, Renaissance Man. My intelligence though awesome, came at a high price, that being disabled.
Theology, Science, History, Philosophy, Psychology.
Sociology, math, astrophysics.
Music - piano & guitar. Art - oil painting.
unbelievably mad computer skills, more than 3,000 videos so far.
Incredible knowledge of government / culture / current news.
Languages; English, French, Spanish, Latin, Japanese, Greek, Italian, Hebrew
Christian Apologetics
Video editing, HTML
Video games XBoxSeriesX
not complete list, at a glance
The point is, get to know me Now. while I'm still here.
Unlike my uncles, I deeply care, I WANT to SPEND TIME with:
Charles, Marion, & Henry
Now's the time
(A) I'm here,
(B) available
(C) willing
(A) Here Now, plan to move away
(B) Not Busy, that will change
(C) Willing - one more chance, rather than "giving up on you," God called me to try 1 more time. before I leave.
Respect me, It is our Christian mandate.
OR DON'T (choice is yours). I've already prayed about it.
You're better at being a man than I am, with skills like hunting, working, and taking care of family. Remember. I recently got divorce. I lost my family. Imagine how devastating that is????
I'm good at this kind of nerdy stuff. You either see value in it or not.
I'm a bit upset about how rude you were about my birthday present for Charles this year. But this is not about my or you, I still want to give it to him. PS4 + Death Stranding. May I?
Please allow me some time with them. it's for their sake, Not about us, you + I & Sarah.
Sarah PAGE 1
11/13/24
Dear Sarah, my Sister,
What do I have to offer you & your kids? I'd like a fresh start. I'm in a newer place in my life Am I valuable to you?
Should Charles, Marion & Henry get to know me while I'm here? Can I teach them anything?
I'm a War Veteran Is that respectable? I'm a disabled veteran (At least that's a cool reason) You and I are the only ones that know the real reason I'm disabled. Your childhood sexual trauma tortured me. And I did not find the truth until 2013. You were there, remember Dr. Jung?
Can we be honest? You're a bully + narcissistic. Not your fault. We're the people God made us to be You & I both were severely traumatized as children.
I have a masters degree titled "Master of Education"
(I'm not + will not be ashamed)
Like the reason I'm Christian
who we are, I've searched the whole world up & down, is because science, history, philosophy etc...
I choose to believe... even as Scientists without God...
There is no purpose Nothing Matters, and we are all broken its by God's grace we are traumatized, un worthy, people awful, unloved
Just like I don't blame Sheila for NPD. I don't blame you. Shelia was good me for a time, she was God's gift to me for a season.
I've had my alone time to struggle + agonize crisis of faith.
depression bipolar Neuro Anxiety PTSD
My Disability
1. Neurodevelopmental a. genetic b. epi-genetic ADHD c. pre-natal damage
2. Bi-Polar a. depression b. mania c. Substance/medication-Induced Disorder
3. Generalized Anxiety Disorder a. Anxiety Disorder Due to another medical condition
4. Trauma-Stressor Related Disorder PTSD
my life defining status
5. Feeding disorder due to hypervigilance PTSD fight or flight reduced hunger
medicate w/ cannabis
6. Elimination Disorder Enuresis (bed wetting) until 6th grade
7. Sleep-Wake Disorder due to PTSD
Will Never Sleep normally again 100% dependent on medication w/o Seroquel quietiapine + sleep = can't stop profuse sweating
8. Sexual Dysfunction Less is more, but safe or complete is being compromised
9. Substance Abuse Addiction (this is how I die)
BONUS
Disorders I Don't Have
1. Gender Dysphoria
2. Schizophrenia
3. Obsessive Compulsions
4. Personality Disorders Not Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal, Anti-Social, Borderline, Narcissistic 5. Paraphilic Disorders
Conclusion, 0337
Sarah + Aaron
Letter Conclusion
I'm Sorry of doing "Wrong"
Please forgive me, I didn't choose to Be disabled Disadvanced Neurotic seemingly foolish, whatever your problem is w/ me.
I humbly ask for grace Allow me into your lives respect me for who I am treat me with the dignity I deserve but have never gotten
I'm sorry I didn't choose to be a disabled deserving open offering soul + kind
I can't fix or unmake what I am but I can Grow with grace if you'll have me in your lives
I'm lonely, I feel loved or valued, or respected.
I am a War Veteran, Henry and Charles + Marion + Henry deserve to have my love + attention.
I gently + humbly offer my self + my talents Skills
Knowledge + Love + "Coon Legacy Fund"
I won't be around forever or much longer whichever comes first.
God Bless you.
_david