OCTOBER

And that was how the next official leader was incepted.

Taehyung was a very good choice for the return of leadership, under the condition that I must successfully complete all my projects and get my visual graphic design certificate. That would be specific, but what I really mean was that by then I had to be really sure that I know now what I really wanted to do. It has been a struggle since graduating last year but actually it takes time - a lot of time. It takes a lot of time to figure out what I really want, because now I had to think of others too. I don’t want to end up like my parents. I want to be happy for the rest of my life. But I’m not even sure if it’s the right thing to do.

We were told that the easy and comfortable thing may not always be the right thing. But should that always be the case? Can’t it be, for as long as I think that there was nothing wrong with it, can’t we allow to have a win win thing?

Until now.. in all honesty, I am still not sure. But each time I discern I always had this one thing in mind. Whatever I do for the rest of my life must inspire everyone. I had to be a positive influence to anyone who would know me.

Eventually I made my decision.

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