I have many things to say

but they’re just too many to fit in this concept

Your attention span may probably explode

Don’t read if you can’t handle

My journey has made me discover a lot of things about myself and the world - hence, making me ready for the days to come. Because I now have a better understanding of myself, I can see the light. I should not lose hope, as things will be better and fall in place. Through this journey, it shows that even at my life’s lowest points I still stay strong.

What made me survive is realizing that I am my own salvation. I learned that I should love myself first before doing the same to everyone else. And loving myself means loving all of me.

I remember wearing a mask when this journey began. Maybe it was the reason why everything fell apart. But as time went on, I learned to accept the color that I am.

I may be blue, they may be red

But if I'm red, then this ain't in harmony

I may have a different shade or tint from everyone else among my peers, but today I am accepting this wholeheartedly. I am accepting how my color can be so important to paint a perfect picture of the world. Even if it isn't the best color, it's still me. All my flaws, mistakes, weaknesses and wrong decisions, they are all part of who I am. Acceptance of everything about myself, no matter how less the presence of relatable people can be, even when there is none, is something I must do for everything to fall in place. I may still don't know exactly who I am right now, but whoever that is, I'm more than ready to know who that is and accept that person as she is. Knowing this, it is now time for me to take off my mask and face this world as I am.

And that is something that I will follow in the days to come.