That Feeling
Have you ever gotten that feeling?
The feeling that you suddenly can’t breathe
Your heart starts to race
You feel hot and you start to get all red
Like butterflies are in your stomach
And you just can’t get rid of them?
It’s a feeling that you get when you think of or look at someone that you love
You may not realize it
You may accept it
Or you may push it down, bottle it up
But that feeling won’t go away
It’ll just simmer until you can’t hold it in anymore or you feel sick to your stomach
That is the feeling of love
Whether it feels amazing or not
Everybody gets it
Sometimes it takes a while
Sometimes it happens almost immediately
You can’t help but think of that person
You can’t help but talk about them
You blush and get butterflies every time they’re around
Your pupils dilate
You have the look of love when you see them
The look that is so distinct yet so hidden at the same time
When they’re around, it feels like nothing else matters, like they’re the only person around
It’s like they take center stage in your eyes and you can’t look away because of how captivated you are
They could be cute, or hot, or kind, or anything
To some, it may be a horrid choice
But to you, they’re your everything
They make you happy
Or smile or laugh
They’ll almost always be able to cheer you up
Even when they don’t even realize it
When you get that feeling; you’ll know
It will feel like you would give your heart to them
on a silver platter
in the blink of an eye
if they had asked
That is the feeling of love
The “Crush”
My heart aches at this mere thought
But now I cannot deny it
You will never love me like I love you
I dreamt about a future for us
A future where we are together and happy
But once again
I know that will never happen
Not the way that I hope
Because you will never love me
Not like I love you at least
You may never love me like that
But hey I’m okay with that
As long as I get to keep you in my life
As long as I get to see how your eyes shine in the sunlight
The dark of your eyes in the brightness of the sun
They make my heart flutter
But I know you won’t think the same about me
You will never say “Her eyes are the most beautiful I have ever seen”
But you will never love me
Not like I love you
Not the way I want you to
I will always love you
I will deny it and lie about it as long as I can
To keep what we have
And my heart hurts at the thought of losing you
Losing you because I can’t control my own feelings
I can’t stop loving you
But I never want to lose you
I will be happy as long as I keep your eyes in my life
So for as long as I can
I will ignore this
Just to keep you by my side