fuck you

fuck you to everyone who wants an explanation for the things i do

fuck you from each cigarette

each tiny rebellion against what i could become

from each insipid word with which i try to preserve or define.

fuck you if you dont like my apathy and if you think

im fucking up.

fuck you with the china fragile words i come up with

and fuck you if i cant give you what you need.

fuck you for your satisfied smile and

for the potential you see under my skin

and fuck you for disapproval deepening each time you hear

these four fucking letters from these same lips youd gladly crush

with yours if only id whispered with half closed eyes

instead of spitting it out so indelicate when i say

fuck you.