fuck you
fuck you to everyone who wants an explanation for the things i do
fuck you from each cigarette
each tiny rebellion against what i could become
from each insipid word with which i try to preserve or define.
fuck you if you dont like my apathy and if you think
im fucking up.
fuck you with the china fragile words i come up with
and fuck you if i cant give you what you need.
fuck you for your satisfied smile and
for the potential you see under my skin
and fuck you for disapproval deepening each time you hear
these four fucking letters from these same lips youd gladly crush
with yours if only id whispered with half closed eyes
instead of spitting it out so indelicate when i say
fuck you.