20 years later. You're the only person sitting all alone feeling the slowest moments in life. Your head settling in your sweaty palms. Wondering when will you be approached by your senior. Besides you, you have piles of unfinished papers waiting to be touch. Surround you, your co-workers' are heard loudly running around.

The piles beside you can talk. It tells us you're not bored. You're simply divided your minds into pieces. Into little tiny pieces that made you feel what you're feeling. A feeling of self-decisiveness.

Above is an example. An example to define unmindful. Then, the real question, what exactly is mindfulness? To put it, being mindful is giving all your attention to one thing at a moment. You're aware and conscious of what is going on in you and around you. You're able to identify it.

A young innocent creation. Who's mind is in the most crucial moment in life. As they are in the state of growing, their minds will easily adapt to information. On that matter, children should be taught about mindfulness at such a young age. To clarify, you will still be able to apply it as an adult. Definite. Although, a question, why learn in later when you can learn it now? Connected to a quote, stating, "do it now or regret it later."

My mind is blank with no qualification. The deciding of this topic is an exception with no deeper knowledge. I am a part of the community; an unmindful child. Rushing everything made me have a little understanding. An assumption pops up" my audience doesn't have any understanding of this topic." Leading me to guess this is an easy topic.

Choosing this topic was indeed easy. Yummy yet too milky like mushroom soup. Looking back it wasn't too milky. I was impressed by the recognition mindfulness has in the circle. Insight on the workshop gave me the knowledge teenagers do know what mindfulness is. With the exception, they don't quite understand what mindfulness really is. Most answers replied "Breathing exercises."Analyzing the answers furthermore, get me to the conclusion they know ways of being mindful but didn't know they were mindful practices.

Differing to older kids with higher knowledge. Children, small and precious, weren't familiar with mindfulness. Neither its definition nor ways. They were able for the first time to learn mindfulness with me. It creates an explosion of sparks in my heart.

Watching those thoughtful videos, I gain deeper knowledge. At least a base of "What mindfulness is?" Understanding the basics leads me to break down questions into smaller ones. "What is the connection between mindfulness and growth mindset?" "How are we able to a mindful person?" "How to be a constant in practicing mindfulness?" and many others - questions I used in this project.

The research then was added by questions for my audience. Getting a deeper insight into my audience. "What is a mindset for you?" "What is mindfulness for you?" "Do you have any experiences in this area?" - basic questions to trigger them. As an addition, I asked them questions such as "What do you want to know more about mindfulness?" to use as an idea for the products.

The Last step, putting it in a form of products. After receiving the answers from interviews, surveys, self-research, I conclude them into three platforms. In which those are workshops, a website, and a collaboration between Be Mindful and For The Wokes.

The decision of choosing the products comes with a dizzy mind. I keep on constantly changing my mind. Planned only to only launch one product, now ended up with 3 platforms.

The discussion I had with my mentor conclude having 2 platforms is the idealist to achieve the project's goal. Although outside my mentor and I's conversation, Azra and I, the founder of FTW, have also been discussing. We've been talking on and off about having our products as one even before CP legit begin.

This is some big responsibility I'm taking. At first, I asked myself "Is this possible?" "Am I capable to finish this?" All sorts of possibilities crossed my mind.

Having big expectations on my CP leads me to my demotivation and procrastinations. I was provided with a whole 10 months to take action, but I only use 1-2 months. Last-minute thing. Causing so much pain in my head.

My thoughts keep on disappearing. I was stuck in my own darkness. I'm lost in my own mind. That is what I felt playing around with topics around minds. It's a challenge I went through on my CP.