SUICIDE NOTE.

Suicide Note.

... Maybe it's just because I miss my dudes, Ralph and Noon, and G, and B, and quite a few others I just would like to see.

Maybe it's just because I'm sick and tired of being surrounded by fakes and liars, and of the blatant disrespect by the very ones who always need me.

Perhaps it's just to stop while I'm ahead, because I can feel myself becoming greedy.

I might just want to prove this God thing to myself once and for all.

I might just want to spite my family and friends with a wake-up call.

I might just want to test whether I am actually invincible.

I might just want to make arrangements to be truly invisible.

I might just be feelin' that let down.

I might've dug myself a hole it seems I can't get out.

There just might not be a place in this world for a real ni**a like me.

I have followed all the rules and broken all of the laws.

I dared to be risky but still made the appropriate preparations.

And continued to believe in my manifest designation

when nobody else would show even the slightest genuine consideration.

So maybe it's just because I'm as crazy as they say.

And I've lived one hell of a life.

But, if I can't put the icing on the cake,

then what reason do I have not to bow out, "with grace?"

Copyright 2013 Antonio "Tone" Stone A.M.H