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| physical
| smile
He’s always trying to make Y/N laugh in any way he can; he hates to see her even remotely sad. She's his sun in the dark landscape of his life, and his heart breaks to see her sad. Joker will do literally everything to make her laugh; he considers seeing her all happy the most admirable view in the world. Sometimes it leads to tickling and sweet neck kisses. He’ll even go as far as to collaborate with the others to perform just for her if it makes her happy.| Slums
He has abandonment issues, but would suppress them when it came to {Name}. In the back of his mind, he'd have little suspicions and doubts, but would constantly tell himself that he was being ridiculous and she shouldn’t have to pay for / deal with his personal issues. Because of that, he trusts {Name} a lot, most likely putting more faith in her than he should. Even if she was acting suspicious, he wouldn’t say anything because he'd be convinced he was just paranoid. His partner would have his emotional state in the palm of their hand.| Kelvin
He does everything he can to keep her from getting involved in his business with Kelvin. He hates lying to her and he knows it must seem bad when he’s constantly disappearing during the night / leaving for a few days, but he assures {Name} that it’s for her own good and thanks her constantly for trusting him; he promises that it won’t be like this forever.| Importance
Joker thinks of {Name} as the most precious thing in his life. After all the atrocities he’s committed and the stupid things he’s believed, he thinks of himself as a terrible person who isn’t worthy of redemption or forgiveness. But the fact that {Name} loves him no matter what would give him the strength to still seek it. Someone as amazing as her must see something in him that’s worth saving — he wants to find that. He wants to be good for her. Jan's the one thing he did right in his life. He'd lay down his life for her and would go to the ends of the Earth to keep her safe and happy. Most of all, he'll never, ever let her go. He's the biggest sweetheart and wouldn’t trade {Name} for the world. Once he loves someone, he loves them and is devoted forever.| Health
| protective
He loves it when Y/N steals his clothes to wear. It could something as subtle as a scarf (wink*) or something as extravagant as one of his nicer coats. He won’t care because this just shows everyone that she belongs to him. He loves Y/N like she’s his family, but he can come off as a little too protective. The other members of the circus are protective for him, too, such as Beast and Dagger telling an interested man that she’s taken. They go out of their way to protect her, as well. She’s family, after all. But if things were to go down, Joker prefers to keep Y/N out of harm’s way. He doesn’t want to put her in a situation where she could get hurt.| jealous
When a man flirts with Y/N, Joker will often come over with a big cheerful smile and loud voice. He'd wrap an arm around her and introduce himself as her lover and partner in crime. So he'll give the poor guy a chance to realize she was taken. But if they step over a boundary or go too far, all smiles and laughs are gone. A serious expression will dawn over his face and he'll get in the man’s personal space threateningly. Once he’s done with his private conversation with the man, he'll take her arm and walk away, grumbling about how disgusting and disrespectful he is. It’s Y/N’s job to put a smile on his face and give him one or two public kisses.| dates
On date nights, Joker loves just staying in and doing simple things, like having a nice dinner together while they chat and learn more about one another. He’s up for almost anything as long as he is with her but does prefer not to go out to the town if he can.| living
The type of boyfriend that manages to make time for Y/N as well as his friends / family and his job; he’s very clever and loving, it’s sweet. While he prefers to be with Y/N, he doesn’t mind her having her own life, as he trusts her, and he himself has a life outside of her.| Compliments
Joker's a lot like Undertaker in how he gets her to blush. He’ll compliment {Name} a ton, but when that doesn’t work, may bring up something that she's a tad embarrassed about — but never anything that she's insecure about, as he'd never want to put her down. He just can’t get over how lovely {Name} looks when she has a blush on her cheeks. His thoughts during these moments usually consist of absolute love for her. How did I get so lucky?| Appreciative
He likes to appreciate {Name} all the time; with friends, by himself even, whilst he’s with her, he’s just listing things he loves about her.| Awake
When he’s at his most playful, he likes to annoy {Name} a tiny bit. Whenever she’s trying to sleep, he’ll sing loudly, making the excuse that he’s trying to serenade her with a lullaby. After she glares at him and dives back into the covers, he laughs like a child for minutes.| Assistance
Lying in bed with {Name}, if the both of them are awake, he’ll start humming in an attempt to put her to sleep. If it doesn’t work right away, he’ll press his lips to her shoulder and keep humming in hopes that the vibrations will do the trick. Joker enjoys seeing her shocked, so he likes giving little surprises. He’ll make breakfast in bed and throw surprise parties with the crew just to see her joy. He's very caring and whenever he notices {Name} getting stressed out, will rush over to her and pick her up, twirling her around a few spins. It always gets her to giggle and works pretty well to improve her mood.| Hobbies
He does his little flower trick on {Name} so much and they’re different flowers every time, too. She's always the first one who gets to see his newest tricks for the circus. Joker will help {Name} with her make-up and take the time to learn any of her other interests that aren’t to do with the circus because he’s just so happy to connect with her, it’s unreal.| Supportive
Joker's constantly ready to support any idea she has; he'll be with her every step of the way. He’s an absolute natural, hands down, at romance.| xxx
...| public displays of affection
He shows her his love in as many ways as he can, whether that means buying her gifts or simply looking at her with as much love as he can muster. YN really is his saving grace and he wants her to know that. He’s really a fan of PDA. Not in the sucking-each-other’s-face-off type of thing, but in the so-cute-and-sweet-it-makes-others-gag type of way. He always has an arm around Y/N and gives a ridiculous amount of pecks and Eskimo kisses throughout the day. He also calls her the cheesiest nicknames, but for some reason, it sounds sincere and not so corny when he says it.| hair
Playing with her hair is unavoidable. Having her by his side, he’ll always try to pin it up with his hair clips, braid it, or just touch and admire the color.| cuddling
He’s the biggest cuddle bug ever. Joker loves cuddles and most physical contact; it’s cute to everyone in the circus whenever they see them holding hands. He traps Y/N in his arms and literally won’t let go until morning. There are little exceptions; if the weather's over 150 degrees or if he’s sick but Y/N's healthy. Even so, he hates sleeping separated. It’s a sin in his book. When he needs her most, however, Y/N would need to come to him and ask — these would mostly be times when he feels really guilty about things he’s done and cuddles from her always make him feel better. He'll love cuddling outside. Taking a blanket, warm clothes, and going somewhere where nobody will interrupt them, they’ll lay together on the grass and observe the stars. When cuddling, he’ll most likely want to hold her hand only with his left, for the chance to feel her warmth, her soft skin, and how she holds him back.| kissing
Joker's definitely not above kissing Y/N to shut her up, especially if she’s saying something self-deprecating. In fact, that’s his preferred method of dealing with it. He’s kind of a kiss monster. Long make-out sessions are a must. He may be busy keeping an eye on the others, but makes sure to spend as much time with her as possible, even if just kissing sessions. He gets very excited every single time Y/N kisses him; even a peck on the cheek, and his eyes light up.| xxx
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INTERCOURSE
CLIMAX
Joker cums quite a lot and it’s quite runny with a slight sweet taste. He prefers to cum on her stomach or back, if not inside of her in some way, but he’d never think of bringing it up as he’s not too fussed about it.AFTERCARE
Joker excels at aftercare as he loves being able to take care of her — in his mind, it’s the best way to show Jan just how much he cares about her. He’ll ask how she feels and what she needs before retrieving whatever he can and tending to her with warm eyes, sweet words, and soft touches. Then, once he’s content that she's as comfortable as he can make her, he’ll lay in bed beside Jan and pull her into his arms, stroking her back with one hand whilst the other softly cards through her hair, whispering sweet nothings and the occasional joke all the while. He always cuddles after sex. After being so close with Jan in such a passionate way, he likes pressing up against her in a more laid-back manner, taking in the silence and the presence of his lover. Joker enjoys afterglow a lot. After sex, he feels very connected to Jan, so while he’ll be sleepy, likes to hold her close and talk a bit before falling asleep.| xxx
...| Accommodations
Joker's, like Undertaker, very protective of {Name}, though he does lean into the possessive / jealous area just a skosh (he’s only human, after all). For their sake, hope nobody disrespects {Name} in his presence (or he finds out about it later on). Words would be his main weapon, though if necessary, he’s not beyond using violence. That said, it's all a bit of a front really. He’s very soft and caring with her; he just worries that she's not safe with other people that she doesn’t know. Being somewhat connected to the underworld, he does worry that something from his life will come to haunt hers and he wants to prevent that at all costs. He loves {Name} dearly and for her sake, wishes he could sever all ties with the dark world, but of course it's not as easy as all that. All he can hope to do is protect her from the shadowy parts of his life (which is exactly what he does). He's very accommodating of everything that happens with {Name} throughout the nine months. If she has cravings, he doesn’t have the same access to things as Undertaker but, by God, he'll try his hardest. If he's unable to get exactly what she wants, he gets the next closest thing, which often turns out to be better than what she asked for in the first place. Full of apologies if he couldn’t get it, whatever ‘it’ is, but says he’ll make it up to {Name} by cooking something special and by giving her lots of hugs and whatever else she wants. He goes and gets her all sorts of things he thinks she’ll like. Sometimes she's greeted with a bunch of her favorite wild flower, but there’s always a cup and teabag waiting.| fatherhood
He’s also a fun dad, but less like Undertaker and more sensible; he knows when to stop making the children laugh and that bedtime means the children need to go to bed. He does adore his children, though, and will show them magic tricks and just any tricks in general to make them laugh. He gets emotional a lot when it’s to do with his children; he cried when they were born, he got teary-eyed and over-excited when they learned how to walk, he almost burst into tears when they said “Dadda,” and he gets emotional when they draw him pictures. (The fridge is full of them because he’s proud of every single one.)Does tricks to impress you
Asks you to join whenever he feels like doing funny dances
Nickname for you is "candy"
Likes to hold your hand
Likes to carry you on his back
You made an album of your photos and he cried
Helps you with your clothes and kisses your temple
You help him with his make-up
SEEING BREASTS
SHE SOMEWHAT FLIRTS BACK WITH A PERSON
SHE WALKS DOWN THE AISLE
PREGNANCY: “Oh, my God. This is the happiest day of my life..."