Hi, Shen Mengyao. I'm here to write a letter to you again. I can't count the number of years that we've been good friends anymore but I feel that even though many of the people around me have changed, we have not. We are still sisters to each other. There are many things that I want to say to you but I don't know where to start writing. Recalling the moments we shared in the past, I felt that it was strange/amazing. I remember that, at first, I wanted to be your friend because I thought you were beautiful. I specially ordered a barbeque to your room to share with you. When you asked me how much it cost, I said that it didn't matter, I was treating you to it. However, back then, I did not have a lot of money. So, in order to put up a front for you, I did not say anything, but you probably don't remember that now. After some time, because of various things, I somehow ended up living in your room. Our friendship has now reached the present and I feel that it is very worth it haha [T/N1]. Because of that barbeque, I became roommates with Shen Mengyao. Back then, I was always a little kid who didn't know anything. These two years, I have grown a lot and only now have I realized the pressure you have been under all along. It is really not easy for you. Sometimes my heart aches for you, as the pressure only increases over time. I want to tell you that no matter what happens, I will always stand with you. For so long, I have regarded you as both a friend and family member. Thank you for always taking care of me like an older sister. Let's continue to be good friends in the future. I hope that you can take good care of your body and be healthy. I want to see you get improve.
To Yaoyao, happy birthday!
This is the birthday message that I wrote to you while on the plane. It's such a shame that I wasn't able to perform for your birthday, but let's fix this during my birthday stage. (SMY: Okay. ZX: We'll agree to this now.) I don't know why I become long-winded when I'm around you. In just a moment, so much time has passed and you've changed from being the little girl with neat bangs to a mature and charming older sister. (ZX: To other people, at least. SMY: And to you? ZX: Still a little girl.) I really like the confident person you are now. Now, you have more and more of your own style, which I can see in every song, dance and expression you make. Right now, you have many responsibilities. During rehearsals, you took initiative to run up and stand there, helping everyone practice one at a time. I feel that you will definitely be able to lead TEAM HII forward well in the future. (SMY: I thought you were going to say that I can be a teacher. ZX: No, no no.) During the pandemic, we would joyfully light candles every night but that was a long time ago. I hope that when we're free, we can continue to- (SMY: Tonight. ZX: Tonight? Let's light those long-lost candles and drink together.) Actually, there is a lot that I want to say but I don't know what point to begin with. From the time when you arrived here with a big smile, to when you began to learn to dance, to when we danced as a duo together, to the current you that I look forward to working with: no matter where we are in the future, I will always be your strongest pillar of support. I will give you the "Miracle Yaoyao" opinion [T/N1].
ZX: Yes, I feel very happy whenever I help Yaoyao style clothes.
SMY: Sometimes, when I style myself well, Axin will praise me.
ZX: "You styled your clothes so well!" Yes, I feel very happy whenever I help Yaoyao style her clothes. I feel that she has gradually found her own style. Have you styled all of your recent outfits by yourself?
SMY: Yes, yes.
ZX: When I saw her today, wow~ This is really her style. You guys also think this is not bad, right? [T/N2]
I hope that she can continue to maintain this, and I hope that MZD will be able to work hard with her. I hope that in the future, you will improve.
Hi, Shen Mengyao.
This is the first time that I'm writing you a letter. A lot of time has passed between when I got to know you and when I'm writing this, many things have happened and I don't know where to begin. Let me recall from the time when I first got to know you. At that time, I thought that you were a very warm and gentle person that I got along well with. As soon as I met you, you took the initiative to invite me to your room which is something that made the then-passive me very happy. Perhaps you don't know exactly how happy your actions made me at that time. Then, I was probably in the darkest time of my life, full of insecurity and uncertain about the future. I was suffering from a lot of publicity issues, which caused many people to have a biased impression of me and to stay away from me. You are one of the very few people who took the initiative to approach me. Until today, this is still something that I am extremely grateful for. Perhaps it is not something worth mentioning to you but it is something that I will forever remember in my heart, which is why you will always be a friend who is different from others to me. This is something that I have learned from you: at the same time, I want to tell myself to use my own eyes to judge others. So, I'm really happy to meet such a good friend as you.
In my heart, you are someone who is full of contradictions and I have never met someone like you before. You appear extremely strong but are actually extremely fragile. Even though you often look like an older sister, whenever you ask me questions, I feel that you are still my little sister. Even though you seem to have many friends by your side, I often feel that you are actually very lonely. For example, you often quietly finish tasks on your own, perhaps you have already become accustomed to facing things alone. The time that I have the deepest impression of is when you wanted to do aerial yoga on that scorching day. I was so surprised when I saw that scene: you were just swinging from two high ropes with no protection. Even though you were always a bold person, I still felt that this was too dangerous. I asked you, "Are you afraid?" At that time, you said something that I can't remember the exact words for but the rough meaning was, "It doesn't matter." When I heard this, I felt a little torn. When you often encounter difficult or unfair situations, you will tell me not to take it to heart and it will be okay. I don't know if you really didn't take it to heart or were just trying to persuade yourself that everything was okay, I felt very helpless but there was nothing I could do. Watching you become better and better, these feelings that you previously had to not take to heart are able to disappear.
Perhaps you really don't care about other things, because you previously mentioned to me that your most beloved is the theater, that you want to always dance here, because you have many ideas regarding performances. I'm really envious of you, your enthusiasm allows you to shine brightly. Today, you told me that you don't only want to dance on this stage, so I hope that you will be able to go further than this, Shen Mengyao. I hope that one day I will be able to see your name on a bigger stage. This year is our zodiac year, I hope that we will all be very lucky. Wishing you a happy birthday, be happy everyday.
SMY: To be honest, listening to your every word, I want to reply to you as if this is a text message conversation. Which line should I begin with? How about the line where you said that I was both strong and fragile. Maybe it is because you are the person that is closest to me. So, I feel that after staying here for so long, when you meet someone that you've known for so long and you still have interest in each other, you still want to play and spend time with each other, this is a kind of fate. My vulnerable side will then be shown to you. As for the turmoil that you mentioned, to be honest it is becoming clearer and clearer to others as time goes on. However, we will definitely encounter even stranger situations in the future and as long as we unite together, it will be okay! Is that alright, jiejie~?
ZSY: Okay, meimei~
SMY: I'm so happy~
你好，沈梦瑶。我又来给你写信了，已经数不清我们做为好朋友是第几年了，只觉得在这些年里身边变换了很多人唯独我们还在互相做好姐妹。其实有很多话想对你说，但直的写下来又不知道从何说起。翻来覆去回想过去我们一起的点点滴滴，直的很神奇。记得当初我是觉得你漂亮，就想跟你做朋友。然后，去你房间特地点了一份烧烤和你分享。你问我多少钱，我说没事，我请你。但,其实当时的我是一个口袋叮当响的太装，为了在你面前装一下所以什么也没说，但你应该不记得了。后来，因为某些事不知不觉的在你房间里住下了。然后这份友谊维特到了现在，现在想想觉得很值哈哈。就是，一顿烧烤就跟沈梦瑶一起做室友了。然后，以前我总是像个小屁孩儿什么也不懂。到现在这两年我也成长了许多，也才体会到了你一直以来所承受的压力，直的很不容易。有时候很得很心疼你，到了一定的高度承受的只会越来越多，想告诉你不管什么事情我都会站在你这的。这么久啦，我已经把你当成即是朋友也是家人的存在了。谢谢你一直像姐姐一样照顾我。接下来我们也要一直做好朋友。希望你要照顾好自己身体，一定要健健康康，想要看到你越来越好喔。
TO瑶瑶生日快乐，在飞机上写的生日祝福。很可惜没能参加你的生日公演的演出，这个遗憾就留到我生日公演的时候再来弥补吧。（SMY：好 ZX：先预定一下）然后不知道为什么每一次和你总是会变得话非常的多。一晃就是过了这么久了，你从齐刘海的女孩儿已经变成一个成熟魅力的大姐姐。（ZX：对别人来说啊 SMY：那对你来说呢？ZX：还是小妹妹啦）我很喜欢现在自信的你，而且现在的你越来越有自己的风格，在每一次的歌曲还有舞蹈还有表情也是，都能抓到非常好的点。现在的你担当起来很多很多。在排练的时候，你自己跑到上面然后站到上面，一个一个扣大家动作的时候，觉得你以后一定可以很好地带领着H队继续前进。（SMY：我以为你说可以当个老师 ZX：没有没有没有）然后疫情的时候，我们每次的夜晚都有那种欢乐的点蜡烛时刻，然后很久违了，也希望我们有空可以继续在中心。（SMY：今晚 ZX：今晚？点亮一下哪个久违的蜡烛，然后碰碰杯）然后其实想说的有很多很多，但是不知道从哪一个点开始。然后从进来时候，傻傻笑容的你，到慢慢开始学习着舞蹈的你，然后到我们以前双人舞表演的时候的你，然后现在很期待每一次和你创作的时候，无论以后我们到哪里，都是你最坚强的后盾，然后给你出“奇迹瑶瑶”意见的时候。
ZX：对，每次给瑶瑶搭衣服的时候都感觉非常开心
SMY：然后有时候我自己搭的好，阿昕还会夸奖我
ZX：你搭的真好！对，就觉得每一次给瑶瑶搭配衣服的时候就会很开心，就觉得她从以前的风格到现在慢慢已经有了她自己的一个。最近这几套都是你自己搭的？
SMY：嗯嗯！
ZX：对，我今天看到她的时候，哇哦~很有她的风格。对吧，你们也觉得很不错，是不是？
然后希望她能一直保持着这样子，然后也希望喵战队能跟她一起加油，希望就是以后你能越来越好。
嗨沈梦谣，这是我第一次给你写信，距离我们认识熟悉起来到给你写信中间隔了好长一段时间，发生了好多事情，所以有点不知道从何说起。然后呢我就回忆一下，从刚开始认识你开始说。
那会儿觉得你人很热情，很温柔又相处，刚刚认识就很主动地邀请我去房间做客，对于当时很被动的我来说是一件觉得很开心的事情。可能你不知道对当时的我是多么开心的事情，那会儿我可能是人生中最阴暗的时候，整个人都是充满了不自信，对于未来的不确定，遭受了很多舆论的风波，因此有很多人对我带着有色眼镜，离我远远的，你是很少很少的愿意主动接近我的人之一。这件事直到现在我都非常感激你，可能对于你来说不是什么值得一提的事情，但是在我心里会永远记得，所以你永远都会是不同于别人的朋友.这也是我从你身上学到的一件事，同时我也告诉我自己：要用自己的眼睛去认识别人，所以我很开心认识你这样一个好朋友。
在我心里，你是一个充满了矛盾感的人，是一个我从来没有接触过这种性格的人。你看着非常强壮，梆梆梆的肌肉，但却又很脆弱。虽然你经常看着像一个姐姐，但偶尔你问我问题的时候，我才会觉得原来你是我的小妹妹。虽然你身边好像有挺多朋友的，但我经常会觉得其实你很孤独。比如你经常自己默默地做完了很多事情，可能你习惯了自己一个人独自面对。我印象最深的一件事就是你去炙热的一期要去做空中瑜伽，我看到画面的时候就很惊讶，那么高的两根绳子你就自己荡在上面，也没有什么宝具措施，即使你一直是一个胆子挺大的人，但我也觉得太危险了。我就问你：害怕吗？你当时说了一句话，我不太记得具体你是怎么说的了，好像大概意思是觉得无所谓。听到的时候我的心里有点复杂，因为你经常遇到很多困难的事情，或者是相对而言对你来说不太公平的事情，总是跟我说看开一点就好了，我也不知道你到底是真的看开了还是只能劝解自己，很无奈，但我也没办法做什么，看着你越来越好，这些需要看开的之情才能真的能够烟消云散吧。
可能对于其他的事情你确实没有那么的在意，因为你以前跟我说你最喜欢的就是剧场，想要一直在剧场跳舞，对于舞台你总有源源不断的想法和创意。那我真的好羡慕你的热情，这份热情让你闪闪发光。但今天你却说不只想要只在剧场跳舞了，所以我希望你走的越来越远吧，沈梦瑶，希望以后能在更大的舞台上看见你的名字。
今年我们都本命年，希望我们都会有好运。祝你生日快乐，每天都要开心哦。
SMY：其实听到你的每一句，我每一句话都会有想要像回复微信一样回复你，从刚刚你说的哪句话开始呢？就是说我又强大还有脆弱吧。可能因为都是最亲近的人，就是我真觉得在这儿待了这么久嘛，你怎么会遇到一个认识了这么久然后还能依然对对方保持着兴趣，然后想要去找对方玩，就是这是一种缘分，所以说很多我的脆弱的一面会展现给你们看。然后你说的那些风波，其实现在时间越来越久，大家都能越来越看清，但是未来肯定会有更加奇怪的事情发生，但是我们团结起来就可以！好吗，姐姐~？
ZSY：好的，妹妹~
SMY：真开心~