Reflections on reading The Great Gatsby during a high school English class.
The unmoving grin
Of a death-white mask
Stares back at me
Attracting me
Repulsing me
Drawing me forward
Irresistibly-
Until the snake of a mask
Shivers and skips
Slithers and snickers
As it falls from his lips
And I behold
A face of melting wax
Gratingly screaming
In its own heat of lacking
Something
Not the thing
It got long ago--
Yet still the money
Drains into envy
Which then becomes bloody
And the mask clamps quickly
To gorge from his body
And his mind dissolving like snow.
I ran to the shoreline
Eager to jump in
But beheld the faces
Concealed by the din
Of lost souls and meanings
Never quite found
Whose stare made me pause
As I stood on the ground
For in those lost faces
Which screamed peeling away
I saw my own life
On this wide worldly way
But still I borrowed a boat
Eager to go on
With what I thought was life
But was really a con
So I wrestled the current
Against the wind
Though I was mist myself
And would quickly bend
Extinguishing others
As I sought my own fuel--
A few seconds worth
Of ignoring what’s real
For my boat is the deception
Assuring me that I’m free
Though I’m headed for Satan
As my compass spins around me.