White Roses

I shall see you at His table

in a garden

where white roses bloom.

You are dining with our Savior

among the flowers

of purest white.

Enjoy the feast of endless blessings

shared with friends

and flowers of light.

Smell the scent of ageless roses

surrounding sweet

eternal life.

You are at peace with all the roses,

ever blooming,

ever bright.

Thank you God

Thank you God for the joy You give.

Thank you God for the love we live.

Thank you God for your blessings strong.

Thank you God as we sing Your song.

In Your name we have found our way.

In Your name we gather to pray.

In Your name doors open wide.

In Your name we are by Your side.

Thank you God for Heaven to come.

Thank you God for knowing Your Son.

Hold us now and guide us through.

Give us strength as we come to You.

God Gives Me Strength

God gives me strength.

Angels help me.

I pray for peace.

You make me smile. 

Morning Call

Missing you as day begins.

Birds will sing their morning call.

Hearts will fill from memories now,

and wings take flight

as souls surround.

Moved by the Spirit

I am moved by the spirit,
an uncertain wind,
never knowing where it comes from,
never knowing where it goes to,
but always knowing when it’s there.

I am moved by the spirit,
an invisible wind,
a mystery to some,
a friend in others,
blowing where it wants.

I am moved by the spirit,
a gentle wind,
a constant comfort,
a refreshing breeze,
always pushing me forward.

I am moved by the spirit,
a strong, gusty wind,
the force of God
in all that I do.
Letting Him lead me. 

How Bright is my Candle?

How bright is my candle,
my light from within?
Does it spark me to action?
Does it keep me from sin?

Can you see it in daylight,
when things are alright?
Does it come out in darkness
to conquer the night?

Do I hide it from others,
or make my light known?
Is it joined by a bonfire,
or does it stand alone?

Does it reach those who need it?
Will my flame keep them warm?
Will it comfort the heartbroken,
and protect them from harm?

Is it bright like a lighthouse?
Can it lead others home?
Does it burn with compassion
and have a life of its own?

Can it teach little children?
Will it bring joy their way?
Does it light up with hope,
spreading fire through the day?

Is it a shining example
for others to see?
How bright is my candle,
this reflection of me?

Reprise:

How bright is my candle
can you see my light glow?
How bright is my candle
Does it continue to grow? 

Just Pray

In silence we hear
the whispers of God.
In stillness we feel
His angels hold us.

Be silent, be still,
and pray, just pray

What shall I do?
What shall I say?
When troubles surround,
just pray, just pray

We empty ourselves,
so God feeds our souls.
We thirst for His grace,
and living waters flow.

Come empty, come open,
and pray, just pray.

God knows our hearts.
God knows the way.
Trust in his answers,
and pray, just pray. 

River of Hope

Hope flows like a river

inside your heart,

a fire in the water,

desire burning bright.

Draw strength from its current.

Find love in its depths.

Life’s joys in the ripples,

bobbing up and down.

Reflections of sunshine,

bathing you with light.

A babbling of meaning,

your spirit hears.

Float with the river,

through every bend,

as it carries your soul
beyond river’s end. 

Dear Lord, Dear Lord

Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
I don't know what to do.
Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
I can't believe it's true.

Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Make anger go away.
Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Tell me what to say.

Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Give strength from up above.
Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Please fill our hearts with love.

Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Their souls are now released.
Dear Lord, Dear Lord,
Help us to find some peace. 

Lord, God of Mercy

Lord, God of Mercy,
I call upon You now.
I've tried it on my own
and missed the point somehow.

Lord, God of Mercy,
I have lost my way.
Show me how to find You.
Teach me how to pray.

Lord, God of Mercy.
I sing to You my song.
Bearing now my soul,
which You knew all along.

Lord, God of Mercy,
I give myself to You.
Born again this new day,
May Your will lead me through.

Lord, God of Mercy,
Lord God, Lord God,
Lord, God of Mercy,
Your love saves me now. 

You are in God's Hands

I have prayed and prayed.
I have prayed all day.
You are in God’s hands right now.
I have asked all my friends
to say a prayer for you.
You are in God’s hands right now.

I have gone to the shore,
and I’ve talked to the sea.
You are in God’s hands right now.
I have looked to the sky,
and I’ve asked God why.
You are in God’s hands right now.

We have come as one,
as we light our flame.
You are in God’s hands right now.
With our silent hearts,
and a circle of love.
You are in God’s hands right now.  

Chorus:

You are in God’s hands.
You are in God’s hands.
You are in God’s hands right now.
You are in God’s hands.
You are in God’s hands.
You are in God’s hands right now.

S I L E N C E

I grieve with you in…

S hock, Sorrow, Sadness,
I nsanity, Infuriation
L ight
E ndless Emotions
N umbness, Nausea
C  rying
Effecting Everyone

A grief beyond comprehension
Beyond words themselves

I grieve with you in SILENCE 

For what was lost

For what was lost that used to be,
I pray for love in tragedy.
Surround our souls with healing force,
and give us strength to find ourselves.

With hugs and tears, there are no words.
Spread now the light and sound the gong!
so blind will see and deaf will hear.
Our actions speak, so all is clear.

Let faith bring peace upon this earth,
and comfort hearts that bleed so deep
New futures rise and hope endures,
from what was lost that used to be. 

Kissed by an angel

Spirit of love
heart filled with peace

Kissed by an angel
kissed by an angel

Showered in light
touching your soul

Kissed by an angel
kissed by an angel

Weightless and free
Joyful in song

Kissed by an angel
kissed by an angel

Timeless compassion
never ending grace 

God's Grace

God's grace shines down upon this child,

an innocent whose slate is clean,

surrounded now by love supreme,

protected through this very sin.

What does this world now hold for him?

A life of struggle, trapped within,

a lowly state in human terms,

but souls are meant for bigger things.

Our judgement skewed by limited view.

Open wide our hearts to you,

and feel God's Grace upon this earth,

and fear no more from all this hurt.

Call to the Angels

Angels of Mercy,
Compassion and Love,
tend to our needs,
and open our hearts.

Angels of Healing,
easing the pain.
Angels of Prayer,
surround us as one.

Angels of Song,
speak to my soul.
Angels of Hope,
reach deep within.

Guardian Angel,
lift me up high,
joining with others,
in glory and light.

Rest now and find peace.

Come to the gardens with me.
Rest now and find peace.

Angels attend to your needs.
Rest now and find peace.

Leave your troubles behind.
Rest now and find peace.

New life begins in my arms.
Rest now and find peace. 

Open your heart,
and set yourself free.
Release your love,
move closer to me.

Beyond our words,
your spirit’s found.
Through silent hugs,
our souls are bound. 

Follow your heart,
wherever it leads,
sharing your love,
with those in need.

God knows your heart,
your essence within,
so open your heart,
by trusting in Him.

Chorus:

Open your heart,
let love flow in.
Open your heart,
let love flow out. 

Blue Rain

Let the water run through me,
right down to my soul,
til it touches my spirit,
and makes my heart grow. 

Old wounds are healed now,
all the dirt washed away,
in a shower of blue rain,
flowing out from within.

I can feel newness coming,
as my fears melt like snow.
with a wave it engulfs me,
breathing life to my day.

My eyes are wide open,
to a glorious sight,
the sun’s rays that warm me,
spread light through my veins.

Embrace the blue rain.
Refresh and Renew.
Embrace the blue rain.
God pours it for you! 

Rain and Sunshine

Today is rain & sunshine.
The clouds are open wide.
Looking for my rainbow
with God by my side.

Seek and you shall find Him.
See the Lord on every mountain.
Glory in His day.
Don’t hide your light away.

Today holds tears and laughter
emotions, and song.
Reach within your soul
and bring the world along.

Don’t try to stop the ocean.
Just ride upon its wave.
Shout "Glory!" in the storm,
pray "Peace" upon still waters.

Refrain:

Rejoice! Rejoice!
for Life is full of LIFE. 

By Your Side

God sends Angels
  down from Heaven
    faithfully by your side.

Angel's whisper
  words from loved ones
    always by your side.

Healing touches
  brush your shoulder
    Angels by your side.

Time stands still
  when you're praying
    The Lord is by your side.

Chorus:

Can you
  Feel the
    Power of The Lord? 

Angels Greet Me

Angels greet me.
  Angels by my side now.

Souls from Heaven.
  Souls from Heaven guide me.

Light is shining.
  Light which leads the way there.

Whispers talking.
  Whispers turn to singing.

Children's laughter.
  Children in the gardens.

Hands that hold mine.
  Hands I cannot see now.

Love surrounds me.
  Love that is forever.

In your hearts now.
  that is where I'll be.

(In Memory of Salvatore Frank Carrera "Grandpa")

Heart of the Flower

Nourished by faith
seeds planted in earth

Renewed by rain
sin washed away

Strengthened by sun
through God as we pray

Flower reflecting
your soul within

Petals unfolding
like wings outspread

Fragrance releasing
the essence of you

Miraculous bloom
a light shining through

In the heart of the flower
your soul touches mine 

I Go Softly

I go softly,
oh so softly,
I go softly now.

I go softly,
up to Heaven.
I go softly there.

I go softly,
to be with Angels.
I go softly free.

I go softly,
to feel God’s greatness.
I go softly love.

I go softly,
where you’ll join me,
I go softly home.

I go softly,
where there’s no worry.
I go softly peace. 

Blessed Am I

I believe, I believe in the sun.
I believe, I believe in the rain.

Come to me, come to me with your love.
Come to me, come to me with your pain.

I need joy, I need joy in my heart.
I need joy, I need joy in my life.

Find the strength, find the strength that you seek.
Find the strength, find the strength within me.

Show me how, show me how to begin.
Show me how, show me how from within.

You've been there, you've been there all along.
You've been there, you've been there with your song.

 Is it love, is it love that's the key?
Is it love, is it love within me?

Look around, look around everywhere.
Look around, look around it is there.

Blessed am I, blessed am I through and through.
Blessed am I, blessed am I to know you.

Blessed am I, blessed am I through and through.
Blessed am I, blessed am I having you.

Blessed am I, Blessed am I loving you.

 (for Bob & Patty)

God's Grace

I want to show you His world.
I want to show you God’s grace.
From the ocean’s great pull
to a mountain of peace.

As the red rose does bloom,
so His love does unfold.
All the wonders He shares
are for you to behold.

As you see the hawk fly,
with wings lighter than air,
He’s looking down from above,
on the flock in His care.

When the rain forms a heart
on the ground at your feet
He reminds you of love
and a bond that runs deep.

When the wind stirs the leaves
in an answer to prayer
the trees bow to His will
and you know that He’s there.

If the butterflies rise,
just as you need a lift,
He is listening to you,
as He shows you this gift.

After every great storm
shines a rainbow of peace.
Even light showers bring
His great promise to you.

It’s a world of God’s grace
with unseaming design
but so carefully planned
for you to seek and then find. 

Eternity

I feel you cover me in roses,
as you cover me in love.

I fly through crystal, blue clear raindrops,
falling gently from above.

I land so softly in a snow pile,
warmed somehow from within.

I walk through never ending gardens,
changing shapes before my eyes.

I see a church upon a hillside,
and bright colors all around.

And then I’m greeted by an angel,
with a voice as soft as silk.

She leads me through a field of flowers,
past a river filled with fish.

I hear a choir of children’s voices,
singing songs I know by heart.

I see a table set before us,
with a place there just for me.

And then I’m joined by those who love me,
in a feast so welcoming.

More angels praises like the ocean,
a rising tide which fills the air.

and then a house appears before me,
where I will go to rest.

and now I dream of when you’ll join me,
for it is here, I wait for you. 

Let Go

Let go to move forward; let go.
Let go of the things that weigh down your soul.
Just let go.

Let go of the thought that life has no purpose.
We are all one; each person connected;
each life intertwined.

Let go of regret; let go of resentment.
True Sacrifice has no room for these things,
so let them go.

Let go of your judging; let go your perspective.
Make room for forgiveness.
Let go.

Let go of your loved ones; for they are still with you.
Don’t hold them so tightly.
Let go.

Let go of your sins; let them all wash away.
Believe, and they will be gone,
so let go. 

Baptized by Tears

I cry
I lie alone in bed and cry.
Warm tears dropping lightly on my pillow
until the wetness against the sheets turns them cold.

The greater the love,
the deeper the hole that’s left behind.
How will I ever fill it?

I pray. I grieve. I cannot breathe.
I swallow my breath
as my body shakes with each heartbeat.
I cry from the inside
as if I could hold it all in there,
but I cannot.

My mind jumping from one thought to another...
One precious memory to the next...
All only memories now.
Like watching a sad movie
that you can’t walk away from.

The tears filling up inside my head....
shutting down the airway through my nose,
streaming out the corners of my eyes,
choking my throat closed,
as I swallow down the tears
until they fill my stomach
which now churns with emptiness.

My prayer for you is this...

Let your tears be the water which baptizes you anew.
They flow because of love from the inside out.
May they wash over you leaving a peace in their wake,
nourishing and renewing your spirit
for the new person you must become.
Knowing always that the future ahead
will one day unite those separated souls again
and that everything will be alright. 

My Heaven on Earth

Paint me a picture of Heaven on Earth,
of you on God’s canvas...
the ocean, the sand, a book in your hand.
So when I peer through the clouds,
I see the smile on your face
and the beauty in you.

Serenade me with song,
as you drive along...
in a fast moving car, on a Sunday drive home
with the volume turned loud.
So I can listen with you
and remember a tune
and hear your heart beating strong.

Show your memories to me,
and the things that you wish for...
on a Merry Go Round,
with the wind in your hair.
So I can read your mind
as you glide along
like a child inside.

Make me a meal
for family and friends...
a Holiday feast,
or a salad at least.
so I can taste and smell
and hear stories you tell
surrounded by those who love you.

Dream with me,
so I can be by your side...
asleep in your chair
at the end of the day.
Where there are no boundaries,
and I can touch you again,
and feel your soul reach me

For wherever you are
there I will be too...
holding your hand
and living through you
for you are My Heaven,
on Earth 

God Loves You

I know God loves you
because your light sparkles
like stars from Heaven
above your head.

A child can see it,
a beacon guiding
oh faithful servant
on missions from God.

A timely meeting,
no chance encounter,
oh earthly angel
of God’s great plan.

The steps you've shown me
along life’s journey
bring me closer
to God. 

Let It Come

Shattered.
Thousands of pieces of glass
exploding in random directions
all at once.

Raining back down to Earth
with a deafening roar.
Littering the ground
like a minefield.

Feeling like I swallowed the shards.
Waves of shock and disbelief.
Body and mind separated.
Afraid to move in any direction.
Paralyzed.

Lifelines dangling above my head.
Grasping at one and then another.
Trying to pull myself up.
Slipping, stumbling, flailing, falling

Just stop and pray.
Let it come.
God is with me. 

Adoration

A wave of energy
surging from within,
Floating in the current
of enlightenment.
Pure joy. 

Holy Light

Shared with all
Heavenly gift
Upon the Earth

 Prince of peace
Healer of souls
Teacher of life
Undying love. 

One More Day

Can’t you see my heart is breaking?
Can’t you see behind my smile?
Don’t you know how much I love you?
But every day you slip away.
You slip away.

 I try to grasp, but I can’t reach you,
And all the words that I can’t say,
And even though I walk beside you,
I’m all alone.
I’m all alone.

I give my life to be there for you,
As strength and weakness become one.
I bear my soul, but none can see me.
I pray to God to stop the pain,
To stop the pain.

Oh help me Lord to keep on going,
And bring me smiles for one more day,
For one more day.

A Victim's Soul

Empty are the words now spoken,

All the light gone from your eyes,

Memories fade into the shadows,

Replaced with fear from unknown lies.

Holding hands to form a lifeline,

Gentle hugs to calm the soul,

Silent prayers from desperate longing,

Time is trapped and cannot move.

Compassion fills the hearts around us,

Sharing stories, spreading prayers,

Humbled by this hidden blessing,

Honored as a Victim’s Soul.

You Give Me Strength

I thank You, Lord.
I sing Your praise.
When I am weak,
You give me strength.

You give me strength.
You give me strength.

And when I pray
in still of night
I hear Your voice
It gives me strength.

You give me strength.
You give me strength.

I walk alone,
But You are there.
When I am scared,
You give me strength.

You give me strength.
You give me strength.

When illness comes,
And I cannot stand
You lift me up
With Your great strength.

You give me strength.
You give me strength.

I share Your love
with those in need.
It gives them hope.
I feel Your strength.

You give me strength.
You give me strength. 

A Heavy Rain

A heavy rain surrounds us,
our hearts sink low from pain,
a fire that once burned hotly,
now overwhelmed by rain.

Muddied by the water,
the ground beneath us fails,
unsure of its direction,
our steps leave holes of rain.

I bow my head in anguish,
as rain pours down my face
I lift my eyes toward Heaven,
and search the sky in vain.

No answers come from rain clouds,
No shelter comes from blame,
Whatever once we wished for,
now drowned by all that rain.

Even through the sorrow,
the past is washed away,
the rain beats down upon us,
and time will start again.

The Songbird's Cries

I hear the songbird's cries,
sending out his call of love,
hoping it lands on open ears,
longing to be with her.

I feel the pain in his voice,
separated by open space,
wanting to touch,
and hold, and comfort.

Singing from his new found perch,
he is hidden from the world,
but he reaches his love,
through his bold song.

Others do not see him,
they are blinded by earth's pull,
but she who looks to Heaven,
is surrounded by him always.

Peace

I reach out to you
and suddenly
my eyes are opened
to an invisible energy.

It flows from me to you,
then back again,
right through me,
before it washes over like a wave.

Down the street it rides,
rippling away
and disappears,
as quickly as it came.

I blow you a kiss
because my spirit is dancing,
pulled by a force,
a moment of Peace.

The Void

I have entered the void.
I can’t see what’s in front of me.
I can’t see what’s behind me.
There is only darkness.

There is a heaviness,
weighing me down,
holding me back,
trapping me here.

Time is lost.
How long have I been here?
How much longer will I be here?
Time has no meaning.

I am under water,
floating in stillness,
drowning in space,
empty inside.

but then, I hear singing.
Sound can reach the darkest corner,
it beams like a light,
pulling me out of the void

Prayers for you in Heaven

I can’t stop the rainfall.
I can’t see the sun.
Crying in the darkness.
Away from everyone.

Footsteps in the hallway,
Echo in my mind.
Fading into memory,
Leaving me behind.

Kisses by my bedside,
Your hand holding mine,
Dreams of laughs together,
Souls so intertwined. 

How I miss your comfort,
How I miss your hugs.
Going on without you
is the hardest thing I’ve done. 

Prayers for you in Heaven,
Prayers received on Earth,
Join us both together,
Giving life new birth. 

Singing in the shower
Sadness, joy and love,
Pouring out emotion,
Prayers of heartfelt faith. 

I feel the Angels praying,
I hear God’s words for us,
Prayers for you in Heaven,
and prayers for me on Earth.

I Dream

I dream of bright colors,

a brilliance of white,
and a hill top of green.
I dream of you.

A feeling engulfs me.
A peace surrounds me.
serenity amplified.
I dream of you.

I wake with a wonder,
Like I have touched heaven.
A dream made real.
Lord it is You! 

Birth of an Angel

Gently He comes,
surrounding you with love,
filling you with spirit.

Glory follows Him,
lifting your soul toward Heaven
to where there is no end.

Floating effortlessly,
on hidden wings,
painless and strong.

The light within set free,
Brilliantly radiating,
with peace and joy.

Another of God’s Angels
born from the faithful,
to serve the risen Lord.

I talk to you softly

I talk to you softly, when no one’s around,
Past a quiet lake, near the old oak trees.

I tell you my thoughts, that no one else knows.
I tell you my feelings, that I never let show.

I tell you my joys, so you won’t worry about me.
I tell you my sorrows, because you comfort me.

I tell you ordinary things that happen each day,
so you won’t miss out while you’ve been away.

I tell you my worries, my dreams and my fears,
and I give you myself, as I have always done.

You fill me with peace; You fill me with grace,
as I talk to you softly, and pray that you hear me.

My Candle Prayer

Lord,
Keep him safely by your side
so he feels your love.
Fill him with the light
of your everlasting spirit.
Teach him to be
an angel in your service,
sharing your peace
with those he touches.

You Walk With Angels

You walk with Angels
where I can’t go,
but I hear you singing,
and it brings me joy.

The Angels love you,
they always have,
and I can feel your laughter,
and it makes me smile.

The gifts they bring me
like your perfume
are a love surrounding
that comforts me.

I carry you with me
wherever I go
and the angels guide me
with memories from you.

You will never leave me
even though
you walk with Angels
where I can’t go.

Heaven Keeps Me

Heaven keeps me now....
but the sun is my hug;
my warmth touching you,
and the light is my smile,
bright and glowing around you,
and the breeze is my whisper,
surrounding you in prayers.
The clouds hold my tears,
dripping down on you.

And while Heaven keeps me....
The moon is my heart,
waning and waxing over you,
and the stars are my memories,
shinning distantly for you.
The night holds my thoughts
of how I have loved you.

Though Heaven keeps me....
When you dream, I am with you,
lying there beside you,
two worlds merging into one.
for You are my love,
holding me safe inside you,
til this earth sets us free,
and Heaven keeps us both.

Have Faith

Faith can’t be given, it must be discovered.
Faith waits patiently for you to find it.
Faith is a journey, not a destination - no beginning, no ending.
Faith is always with you, so you are never lost.

Faith is not to be hidden, for it grows stronger when it is shared.
Faith is trusting in something greater than yourself.
Faith is knowing that you can let go because it will catch you.
Faith asks you to surrender, before it can give you strength.

Faith knows your faults, your weaknesses yet it never abandons you.
Faith erases fear and bathes you in harmony.
Faith eases your pain, repairs your soul, and believes in you.
Faith doesn’t give you what you think you want, only what you truly need.

Faith forgives you, so you can forgive others.
Faith is the spirit that ties souls forever to each other.
Faith is the one thing that no one can take from you.
Faith is hard to define, but it defines who you are.

Have Faith

Angels in the Garden

Angels near you, all the time.
Angels in the Garden.

Turtle, Turtle with a tree,

an Angel in the leaves you’ll see.

Look upon the turtle shell,

an Angel’s hiding there as well.

In the tile, I’m shining bright.

Look for me; I’m on the right.

Have a seat and sit with me.

I’ll be beside you, at your knee.

Along the path where you might walk,

I’m standing near and hear you talk.

You’ll find me swimming in the stream.

A rock or pebble, I will seem.

When you look up, I’m singing loud,

high above upon a cloud.

Always there, I’m at your side

Angels in the Garden.