I stood resting my back on the door just closed;
She rose in haste form the bed, I witnessed.
A trembling flame in the flicker of the oil lamp
That stirred dancing waves of light and shades,
All moving in whirls baffled and excited.
She stood there, her head was not raised;
I put my left arm around her waist.
A push by finger gently below her rounded chin,
Her face was lifted, her eyes were half-closed,
The wicker of the brass lamp burned
Not very bright but all in gold.
It had refracted the spectrum quick
Of rainbow on her glazy cheeks
Her virgin lips were full and ruddy
Like the blooming petals of rose in the morn;
I saw them slightly parted suppressing a smile.
The wolf within woke up and howled inside;
And the sound whistled through my ears.
I was exhilarated, let the howl continue,
I kissed her, those lips were cold and unmoving;
Soon I felt them warming up and moving.
No more wolf nor howls – all died out;
My hear beat violently and it pumped out
Blood hot, in measured beat, that flowed;
Through the million channels of my veins
With a subtle rear and surging in waves
The rhythm merged with that of hers;
I was raised to an unknown ecstasy.
Through trampled under the feet of time
The wolf howls still inside me
Sometimes gasping, less violent and infrequent
I hungrily listen wishing for the howls
Be louder, forceful and continuous
But whenever I press my lips on hers,
Those now fading, shrunk and pale,
No more wolf nor howls I hear;
I will then be lifted high and be drifted
In the rhythm in waves of ecstasy.