What am I saying?
By Star Henwood '25
I want to write but don’t know how,
the music ebbs and flows,
I’d dance on stage and give a bow,
I’d sing and play at shows.
I want to write but Can’t seem to rhyme,
The words escape my grasp,
I think and think to take my time,
the stress causing relapse.
I want to write but I won’t,
and maybe that’s my fault,
the words are there but still I don’t,
they have less worth than salt.
Photo credit: David Schratz '25
Venti Chai with Cold Foam
By Star Henwood '25
I went to Starbucks this morning,
it makes me sick with regret,
now my morals I am mourning,
And I hate the drink I get.
I want to be more punk,
Minimalist and spikes adorning,
so I ditched all my stuff,
but still get Starbucks, how boring.
I rant and I rave about how I hate the 1%
I say lower taxes and drop the inflation,
But I still get the chai with milk 2% .
Falling Suns
By Star Henwood '25
You’d think it’d be pretty,
To see a falling sun,
Yet here in the city,
It seems much less fun.
There’s nowhere to hide,
From the heat and the fire,
No oceans to find,
Only jobs looking to hire.
Yet the pay is atrocious,
And everyone is depressed,
The manager has halitosis,
And there’s civil unrest.
Justice is dead,
The courts have All said as such,
Maybe I should go to bed,
But we can't do that much.
By Ava Humphrey '28
I feel the weight of my body drop
My breath quickens
My eyes begin to blur the line between truth and lies
The fear in my heart feels like a shadow engulfing the sun
It threatens the light I hold so dear
I fear the dark will destroy my light
I fear there is no hope
Then I hear a soft melody
To my defense comes a symphony of words
It tames the dark beast within my soul
It frees the dear light
I feel my breath slow
again I see reality
By Marrissa Heath '28
A hoodie shields me from the bitter air
its warmth protects me from the world outside.
Through storm and chill, it stays beyond compare
Within its fold, my soul finds rest inside.
It's fabric soft, a shield against the cold
A quiet place where I can just be me.
It keeps me safe when life feels harsh and bold.
A place to breathe, to rest, to simply be
No hate can reach me when I pull it close.
No pain can break the wall it builds so high.
It holds my heart, the thing I need the most
And keeps my warmth beneath the clouded sky.
Within its seams my heart remains concealed
From all the wounds the world has yet to yield.
Photo credit: Kayla Black '26
By Sophia Ranalli '28
We've depended on animals
relied on them
needed them
befriended them
But do we thank them?
Cages
Hunting
making them into decorations
They were here first
This is their home too
So why do we treat them this way
when they welcomed us?
Invited us
Befriended us
Depended on us
Like it or not we need them
and they need us
So why are we making it impossible
For us to coexist?
By Gabby Carvens '28
I believe that family is chosen, not only given. Blood does not define who you call your family, nor how much you love them.
Growing up, I was a very outgoing and social kid. Over time, I developed a strong bond with a girl from my school. We did almost everything together, and it even got to the point where if one of us were absent, people would ask the other person where we were. We got so close that we started to tell people we were distant cousins as a joke. Even though everyone knew we weren’t truly related, they all went along with it. That was the first time I considered someone outside of my blood family as my family. Although I moved schools and no longer talk to her, she is still someone who I would consider “chosen family”. Even now, I wonder how she is doing, and pray that she is safe and healthy.
This year, coming into Saint Joe’s, I thought I would never find a bond like that. I felt like I knew nobody, and in a totally new environment, I was too shy and scared at first to try and make friends. At freshman orientation, I recognized a girl who I played volleyball against in the past, so I went over to say hi. My former teammate and all of the people she was with were really nice. They all made me feel welcome. I got really close with one of the girls who was in that group, and we became best friends. Now, I hang out with that girl in school a lot, and text her everyday. My mom loves her, and her mom loves me. The bond is a bond I wouldn’t trade for the world. I care for and love her like a sister.
Sometimes, you need chosen family to feel like you belong and that you are loved, and that’s okay.