For All That Is Worth

Surrounded by souls

Each filled in it's own light

I saw your gaze

Upon the world up high

Your face serene as an angel

I couldn't hold in my beating heart

I wanted to have you close

For eternity, never apart

My desert rose, 

Under the starry sky

I tried to hold my admiration, 

Prince of my eyes

I made you king of my world

Touched your hair in dread locks of love

Had no other in my mind

The light my heart was composed of

Like a serpent she arrived

Never there before I saw you

She didn't care till I was in your arms

But wanted to posses your attention too

She didn't really love you but you couldn't see

I wonder if it was out of naiveness

That you abode by her demands

Of self convinced empty caress

She told me one night

That gone you were

That we should look for your body

Sad days for you were not there

Nowhere to be seen

She wanted to keep me busy

Looking for body parts

While she made you dizzy

I spent years of my life

Looking for something in the wrong places

For she had made me believe in a fantasy

A lie that wiped off your traces

I walked up and down

My son is testimony

He saw my tears, my fading smile

I couldn't even fake for a ceremony

For one bright day after so long

I saw your face once again

Alive and in her arms

As if a day hasn't passed and I had no pain

Osiris I threw myself on you

Kissed your lips with much love and passion

She starred at you in anger

Trying to break our evident connection

She demanded an answer of you

Why would you love me back

When you were now her mate

And I was only a sister as a card in the deck

You told her in hopes to explain yourself

But she thought I was dead

Even with confusion in my mind I didn't bother to ask

For you were there and I wasn't mad

I was quick to forgive but never to forget

For the wounds in the heart makes scars

They are there to remind us of what can't happen

If we don't allow them to get that far

For all that is worth my love is eternal

But patience goes only so far

It stretches to the point you can reach

If you walk half way to touch my Star

I am not seeking anymore

For fake promises

A fairytale of lies

I am only giving it a chance

For I know all the possible outcomes

When a loving heart tries

by Radharani~