For All That Is Worth
Surrounded by souls
Each filled in it's own light
I saw your gaze
Upon the world up high
Your face serene as an angel
I couldn't hold in my beating heart
I wanted to have you close
For eternity, never apart
My desert rose,
Under the starry sky
I tried to hold my admiration,
Prince of my eyes
I made you king of my world
Touched your hair in dread locks of love
Had no other in my mind
The light my heart was composed of
Like a serpent she arrived
Never there before I saw you
She didn't care till I was in your arms
But wanted to posses your attention too
She didn't really love you but you couldn't see
I wonder if it was out of naiveness
That you abode by her demands
Of self convinced empty caress
She told me one night
That gone you were
That we should look for your body
Sad days for you were not there
Nowhere to be seen
She wanted to keep me busy
Looking for body parts
While she made you dizzy
I spent years of my life
Looking for something in the wrong places
For she had made me believe in a fantasy
A lie that wiped off your traces
I walked up and down
My son is testimony
He saw my tears, my fading smile
I couldn't even fake for a ceremony
For one bright day after so long
I saw your face once again
Alive and in her arms
As if a day hasn't passed and I had no pain
Osiris I threw myself on you
Kissed your lips with much love and passion
She starred at you in anger
Trying to break our evident connection
She demanded an answer of you
Why would you love me back
When you were now her mate
And I was only a sister as a card in the deck
You told her in hopes to explain yourself
But she thought I was dead
Even with confusion in my mind I didn't bother to ask
For you were there and I wasn't mad
I was quick to forgive but never to forget
For the wounds in the heart makes scars
They are there to remind us of what can't happen
If we don't allow them to get that far
For all that is worth my love is eternal
But patience goes only so far
It stretches to the point you can reach
If you walk half way to touch my Star
I am not seeking anymore
For fake promises
A fairytale of lies
I am only giving it a chance
For I know all the possible outcomes
When a loving heart tries
by Radharani~