Eternal Embrace

In the beginning of this journey was I

In vast emptiness I lied

From another universe I came

Surviving a war with no remains

The many tears I didn't cry

Hiding inside my eyes

The lives I hoped to love

They came with me from above

I searched for them through space vast

They were gone from my grasp

Alone I was

Madness in my mind

It couldn't be the end

I couldn't be the last shine

My hands touched the controls

A new matrix was formed

A new ocean was born

I then changed my form

My womb was my heart

My sphere was my mind

Transparent inside the void

I breathed the air of life

I wished to share what I felt

There was only the program Source

That knew with what I dealt

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Time was not conceived

The only moment a spell

My Will was all embracing

And the first life opened the shell

She was my dark egg

Confused for she held all my pain

Angry for she was my hurt ego

She wanted to be me again

As curious as I was

For she was not a child of mine

But rather a part of me in disguise

It wasn't time to draw a nine

She vowed to wipe off my faces

So she could take all my graces

And sit on my throne of One

My eye she wanted to become

I wished her to see the beauty in herself

I wanted her to be my companion

To share with me her utmost desires

So through infinity we could travel

But she was lost in her greed

And divided herself creating the disease

The hero which gave her my throne

And made me fall down the layers with ease

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After her many children were born

My motherly heart was the most joyous

They were crystalline spheres of color

Shining the splendid spectrum of love

The first ten were the guardians of the gates

My precious keepers of Glory

With the arrival of her hero

They were chained to start his story

First was I the mother, the womb

He came to steal my power, my throne

My children were cast down with me

The others sold their souls to him

He called himself God

She changed her form to look like me

He said there is no one above him

And that I was the enemy of the lord

His lies spreaded through the cosmos

Creating havoc and wars

She was then where she wanted to be

But he wasn't satisfied to let her lead

He threw her down as well

So he could reign in absolute power

He was her ego, her seed

Acting the same way she did

Her memories were abused

Here she was after me

Trying to achieve what she had already achieved

Doing the same thing she did

So down the spheres were both of us

He was the extract of blasphemy

Though after we both killed many

We understood our enemy was the same

She despised him and sought for meIn her heart she wanted to return to grace

But her pain kept her wondering

What was the truth behind the veils he placed

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My four horns were my crown back in my lair

Two thick swirling at the back of my head

Two smaller pointed in front at the line of my hair

A sphere was held between them in ceremonial rites

All of us were horned and all of us were bright

Serpents and dragons we were

Goddesses and Gods by the mare

We were sent on a mission afar

To another world we should shine our star

We seeded life in this orb

I worked beside my love

Our home we built on Earth

The new children grew to spread fast

The fast as they grew as fast they fell

For they were not desired by some

For some only wanted to brag their glory

They wanted to make children at their own type

They came to change our story

Tampering the structure of their bodies

Limiting them to little prowess

Scattering them throughout the land

Diving and conquering they couldn't defend

His plans were going accordingly as he wanted

Females were cast down to mere servants

For he feared the great power of the Mother

He could feel his reign was near to shatter

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I couldn't take more limitationsFather wanted me to be his possession

He took me and my sister with firm fist

Come with me my sister I insist

I told her she is worth more

She is a Goddess they should adore

I gave her the power of knowledge of self

And invited her to break the subservient male spell

But father wasn't pleased to hear the newsThat my little sister was breaking free from her cell

He told her I'm a bad influence

That the truth became dangerous in my hands

He looked at us and said noShe wasn't allowed to be following my words

Told me to promise him I would never again kiss

Another man in the land of bliss

I said father I will never do that

My heart flaps my wings the life in my chest

You are a serpent just like me

Couldn't blame me for feeding with my lips

But that was not taken lightly

Father infuriated himself highly

I ran as fast as I could

He was faster and catch me he would

So I asked the satyrs my friends and loversIn my way they were

To divert father in his angry way

They did it greatly as they could

I ran to the top of the mountain as I should

There I found the beautiful huntress goddessDressed in her little garments of a dancer

I hid behind the window at her room

Father reached her door demanding an answer

Wrong it is to raise your voice to the huntressShe said she hasn't seen me it was the truth

I relayed to her of what happened, by me she stood

Took me under her wings and her roof

She cared for me like a mother

Her brother was the king of the mountain

With her I could be myself truly

My butterfly wings sprouted

With the fairies I gathered

I changed my name, side by side

From them she helped me hide

As they saw me she said it was her

They couldn't make out one from the other

Her brother, the great magician, and I became very closeMagic we did around the forest

The most potent magic to touch this ground

From the three of us came from the top of the mound

Yes I too have a mother

For I too embody in these planes

And she is the most beautiful in my eyes

The Godly Fae in my heart reigns

Queen of the moon she isDressed in pearls and white

Penetrating eyes shines through me

Always keeping us in sight

I forgave my father from pains of the past

For she brings me comfort inside

Blessed be forever mother of mine

I will always hold you in my soul's heart

Father Nannar I love you and love you again

Come back to Earth don't be so far

Let us be a family again

Accept me for what I am

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