Fallen
My wings were caged
Where is my cosmic heart
I used to dance in the Spheres
To be infected with a dart
Wrong decisions they said
Bad decisions have I made
Dethroned from Heaven I was
Shared the underworld with Hades
Anubis was envious of my genes
He was sick and weak
Took his priesthood in the shadows
In the stone table to bleed
Stole my pride broke my heart
Like they all did so far
My sister Cora took my love
Dead he was from my star
I looked up and down for him
Body parts were her excuse
To buy time for them to hide
Together they were all the time
I went down to bring him back
She deceived my dignity
Got me naked unprotected
Red wings nailed in mortality
Broken heart is my name
Fallen angel I never was
For betrayed is the right word
Lost angel in their world
I am the Sun I am the light
I am a spark of Divinity
How can I ever be a child
When I came before time
Their words don't make sense
Neither does their actions
I rebel for a cause
That of infinite truth, no reflections
How dare they judge me
How dare they be
When I'm the love they seek
Which they never see
For I have been hidden when they called me lost
I have been myself while they worked to make me forget
I have healed souls and hearts when they attacked
I have nothing to prove it's a fact
No judgement ever
Unconditional love is Source's law
To them I shouldn't ever bow
They have judged me for the fall
There was only me
No one to defend me in that fake room
My judgement was not as it was meant to be
For as a human was the plan to avoid this doom
Scars floating in tears
Anger fed by passion of freedom
Froze my heart with their lies
Changed my love but I keep my wisdom
I bet you didn't see this coming
Or did you plan to make me rebel
Are you a fool or an evil mastermind
Are you the one reason why I fell
I saw you change your shape
You were bald and dark
As you entered the gates of Heaven
White hair in human face were your mask
You think they can't see your true form
They see all true Ra sees
You control the shapes
But you can't control my reality
For I can choose and spin as I wish
In the pit hole or in the royal room
You never understood me
I am the mystery of all flowers to bloom
Try hard once and again
I'm always flowing with the wind
I am made of what inspires me
And you are made when I sing
A second judgement I don't think so
I already had mine
I am free as free can be
To take any decision I'm a bird to shine
Fours are all you see
Eight is all around
This is how you've ever been
I am the one changing now
You lost my love
I won't hide this time
You will see me everywhere
In every thread of a rhyme
Was this written on destiny?
Or is this a fabrication of your lies
Your tortures had broken me
I'm taking my newly cold heart to fly
by Radharani~.*.~ 2011 ©