Fallen

My wings were caged

Where is my cosmic heart

I used to dance in the Spheres

To be infected with a dart

Wrong decisions they said

Bad decisions have I made

Dethroned from Heaven I was

Shared the underworld with Hades

Anubis was envious of my genes

He was sick and weak

Took his priesthood in the shadows

In the stone table to bleed

Stole my pride broke my heart

Like they all did so far

My sister Cora took my love

Dead he was from my star

I looked up and down for him

Body parts were her excuse

To buy time for them to hide

Together they were all the time

I went down to bring him back

She deceived my dignity 

Got me naked unprotected

Red wings nailed in mortality

Broken heart is my name

Fallen angel I never was

For betrayed is the right word

Lost angel in their world

I am the Sun I am the light

I am a spark of Divinity

How can I ever be a child

When I came before time

Their words don't make sense

Neither does their actions

I rebel for a cause

That of infinite truth, no reflections

How dare they judge me

How dare they be

When I'm the love they seek

Which they never see

For I have been hidden when they called me lost

I have been myself while they worked to make me forget

I have healed souls and hearts when they attacked

I have nothing to prove it's a fact

No judgement ever

Unconditional love is Source's law

To them I shouldn't ever bow

They have judged me for the fall

There was only me

No one to defend me in that fake room

My judgement was not as it was meant to be

For as a human was the plan to avoid this doom

Scars floating in tears

Anger fed by passion of freedom

Froze my heart with their lies

Changed my love but I keep my wisdom

I bet you didn't see this coming

Or did you plan to make me rebel

Are you a fool or an evil mastermind

Are you the one reason why I fell

I saw you change your shape

You were bald and dark

As you entered the gates of Heaven

White hair in human face were your mask

You think they can't see your true form

They see all true Ra sees

You control the shapes

But you can't control my reality

For I can choose and spin as I wish

In the pit hole or in the royal room

You never understood me

I am the mystery of all flowers to bloom

Try hard once and again

I'm always flowing with the wind

I am made of what inspires me

And you are made when I sing

A second judgement I don't think so

I already had mine

I am free as free can be

To take any decision I'm a bird to shine

Fours are all you see

Eight is all around

This is how you've ever been

I am the one changing now

You lost my love

I won't hide this time

You will see me everywhere

In every thread of a rhyme

Was this written on destiny?

Or is this a fabrication of your lies

Your tortures had broken me

I'm taking my newly cold heart to fly

by Radharani~.*.~ 2011 ©