Chapter 30 - New Objects

After only five minutes for Shen Ze, after Yan Shuo listened to it, it took five hours to get over.

No, it's been more than five hours--

He had insomnia for nearly a night.

He finally understands now. There are some truths that are difficult for you to understand when others warn you. You can only truly understand it through personal experience, such as Li Jin's sentence "Don't ask the bottom line, otherwise you won't be able to deal with it."

Yan Shuo really can't handle it now.

Shen Ze asked, "Are you willing?" He didn't immediately answer whether he was willing or unwilling. Both of these answers could not be said. At that moment, his brain went down and a voice was shocked, "Shen Ze actually liked me. ", another voice quietly sighed in the corner, "Sure enough, I actually felt it a long time ago."

Yan Shuo stayed for a few seconds, maybe a few minutes.

Then he asked blankly: "How are you responsible to me?"

Shen Ze was also taken aback by this question. Shen Ze could not help but leaned forward slightly, frowning, as if there were countless full-point answers to blurt out, but in the end he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Yan Shuo couldn't help thinking, what is he going to say?

"I will be responsible for your feelings, change my mind in the future, and always be good to you; I will also be responsible for your career. Even if the company and fans oppose it, and the work is affected, I will not give up. I will support you for the rest of my life and earn money for you. Come to a better life; also be responsible for your family, strive for the approval of your parents, and not let you be embarrassed on both sides."

——This is the most beautiful answer Yan Shuo can think of.

But they haven't started yet. If a person makes the promise so beautiful and complete in the first confession, it would seem too false.

Obviously, Shen Ze also knows that another meaning of sincerity is "practical", and the essence of empty talk that sounds more pleasant is just empty talk.

He lowered his gaze and stopped looking at Yan Shuo, almost a little embarrassed and anxiously said: "...I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet."

"..."

Yan Shuo was speechless. In fact, he raised this question not because he was wisely analyzing the future. It was purely a matter of blurting out his mind to ask. No matter how Shen Ze answered, he had to put the confusion in his mind first. After digesting, calm down and ponder what Shen Ze said.

Yan Shuo pretended to be calm, but he didn't speak, and Shen Ze got anxious, stretched out his hand to pull at the corner of his clothes: "You give me some time."

"That was not what I meant……"

Yan Shuo realized that his reaction caused Shen Ze to misunderstand, as if he was suggesting that as long as Shen Ze solved those problems, they would be able to be together happily. It hasn't developed to that point yet.

Yan Shuo thought for a while, and Shen Ze was very frank. He didn't want to hide his feelings, and said directly, "Sorry."

Shen Ze was taken aback.

Yan Shuo said, "I might have been brainwashed too... I mean, like you, I don't understand myself, I think I... I might not..."

Chinese is such a broad and profound language, but at this moment Yan Shuo couldn't find a suitable sentence to describe his feelings, "I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm talking about, please give me some time."

"..."

What kind of answer is this? Shen Ze definitely didn't understand, and Yan Shuo himself didn't know what he meant.

Shen Ze nodded: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

After speaking, he loosened the corner of his clothes, raised his hand, and touched his shoulder-it seemed that he needed a further movement, and wanted to hug him as usual or something.

But halfway through, Shen Ze suddenly bends his fingers, and slowly retracts his hands, "Then you go to bed early." Shen Ze silently turned off the light.

"……it is good."

Yan Shuo fully agreed, and then suffered from insomnia until the early hours of the next morning.

At dawn, Yan Shuo finally fell asleep due to physical exhaustion.

Amazingly, he had a dream. This dream was the same as the dream he had when he was waiting alone when he returned home last time when Shen Ze was exploded. It was exactly the same stage and the same birthday memories. Then he walked to the edge of the stage. He was pushed down by Shen Ze.

Last time Yan Shuo didn’t penetrate the mystery of dreams, but today he suddenly initiated——

Is this a sign? Or did he feel it subconsciously and panic in advance?

Yan Shuo was still half-dreaming and half-awake, he struggled in the dream, but he couldn't wake up unexpectedly.

He can only allow himself to fall from the edge of the stage and keep falling down. Below is a bottomless abyss.

Yan Shuo was very scared. He felt that he was about to fall to death in the next second, but the next second was too late. He remained scared, and there was nothing worse than this.

Finally, a hand appeared above the abyss, familiar, slender and powerful, and stretched out towards him.

"...Shen Ze?" Yan Shuo heard a surprise cry of himself in his dream.

However, at this moment, the scene in front of him suddenly overlapped with the scene before Shen Ze turned off the lights. Shen Ze seemed to touch him, but withdrew his hand restrained, his expression was forbearing, with a bit of anxiety and entanglement.

Yan Shuo panicked: "Help me, can you help me—"

Shen Ze frowned and said coldly: "No, since you don't like me, you should go to death."

"..."

What kind of strange nightmare is this?

When Yan Shuo woke up the next morning, the whole person was dizzy, and the sense of weightlessness in the dream that was infinitely close to reality remained in his nerves, making him suspect that he had really fallen.

It's still early, there is still a while before the breakfast of the program group.

Yan Shuo sat on the bed in a daze. Suddenly he heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and it was Shen Ze who was showering. He listened in silence for a while, and then he was truly awake.

——What happened last night is true.

Shen Ze confessed to him, and he said to Shen Ze, "You give me some time."

...... Why do I want time, should I consider agreeing to him?

Yan Shuo thought about it carefully. In the short five minutes last night, Shen Ze revealed to him the truest side, and said, "As long as I like you, I will always like you alone." The innocent young boys in high school swear to each other, and the feeling is very good.

Yan Shuo's heart is numb, and he can't say how it feels.

Let him think about it, he doesn't know how to think about it correctly.

They all suffer from the loss of never having a relationship.

But he didn't immediately refuse it at the first time. This reaction itself is worth pondering...

Yan Shuo shook his head vigorously and got out of bed with his head drooping.

Fortunately, Shen Ze didn't increase the difficulty for him. Not only did he not eager to ask questions, but changed his attitude towards him. What should I say? Seems to be more restrained? He didn't get close to him as presumptuously as before, and he didn't say anything that crossed the boundary.

Shen Ze seemed to be possessed by something. He suddenly became a considerate gentleman. He took good care of him for several days, and even bought him snacks specially when he was out on the scene.

That time they were shooting separately. Since the work started in the morning, he has not seen Shen Ze's shadow. In the evening, Shen Ze came back with a bag of what seemed to be desserts in his hand, and when he saw him, he walked over and put it in his arms.

"...What are you doing?" Yan Shuo hid back for a while, but he didn't succeed in hiding.

Everyone around was in full view, other guests and staff were in the living room, and many people heard the sound and looked over.

"This is for you." Shen Ze lowered his voice, "I went to shoot the location just now and bought it by the cake shop by the way."

He spoke naturally and his expression was the same, as if it was a matter of course to bring snacks for Yan Shuo, just like coaxing his girlfriend for granted.

Yan Shuo felt that many people in the room were looking at him, and he couldn't help but feel a little hot.

He didn't pull with Shen Ze, but quickly closed, and said thank you.

As a result, Shen Ze became addicted to buying, and he gave him snacks almost every day, all kinds of snacks, if you say not to accept, this is not a formal gift, but if accept it, he always feel that it is not the case.

But it seemed too hypocritical to refuse solemnly.

Yan Shuo suspects that if he continues to eat like this, he will soon lose his qualifications to be an idol and can no longer rely on his face to eat.

Could this be Shen Ze's trick?

Raising him into a pig, letting his career be directly scrapped, and being expelled from Li Linjia, indirectly solved the biggest obstacle on the road of relationship——

God, Shen Ze is too vicious.

Yan Shuo sneered a few words, and at this moment, the WeChat rang suddenly.

Qi Haoyu: "Brother! Are you in QAQ?"

Qi Haoyu: "I want to kill you!"

Yan Shuo: "..."

Yan Shuo got goose bumps and typed one after another: "Yes, what are you doing?"

Qi Haoyu: "What are you up to lately?"

Yan Shuo: "It will take at least one month to record the show, what's wrong?"

Qi Haoyu: "It's nothing, I suddenly remembered your online dating partner, who was added to my QQ at the time, how is it, are you still talking?"

"..."

Hey, Yan Shuo didn't expect Qi Haoyu to remember this, he hasn't mentioned it for a long time.

But he was embarrassed to tell the primary school student that that person was your brother.

Yan Shuo: "I haven't talked a long time ago."

Qi Haoyu: "Oh, what do you usually play now? Stop chatting with people?"

Yan Shuo: "Who did you talk to? No one talked to me on QQ."

Qi Haoyu: "That's easy to say, let me introduce one to you!"

Yan Shuo: "..."

Yan Shuo: "No, I'm a little busy now, but I don't have much time to chat."

Just kidding, Qi Haoyu introduced him to his girlfriend's friend last time, and even his girlfriend have changed this time.

Really--

Qi Haoyu: "QAQ okay, let me just say it straight. Actually, my girlfriend's good friend wanted to have online dating, but couldn't find a suitable partner. I think this is not readily available. It just so happens that you have no partner. Just trust me. I helped you find a human-shaped tree hole and let her relieve your stress."

Qi Haoyu: "Okay? Brother QAQ"

Yan Shuo: "Not good."

Qi Haoyu: "Don't, you are my brother QAQ"

Yan Shuo: "..."

The elementary school student is also too active, but his attitude towards online dating is different from the last time he kidnapped him. It seems a bit urgent? As if with a certain purpose, it is full of the breath of mysterious trading.

Yan Shuo: "To be clear, do you simply introduce me to your online dating partner? Nothing else?"

Qi Haoyu: "Ah? What else?"

Yan Shuo: "Well, that is fine."

Qi Haoyu: "Okay! Did you agree, brother?"

Yan Shuo: "No, I really don't want to engage in online dating. I don't have much interest. You can change your target. Why don't you try Fu Xinyan?"

Qi Haoyu: "He doesn't do it either."

Qi Haoyu: "Hey, I actually don't want to find you either. I was forced to be helpless. My girlfriend said that her good friend was a little autistic because she was not happy in her childhood and was bullied at school... In short, she was very miserable. How miserable she is, QAQ very pitiful."

Yan Shuo: "..."

Qi Haoyu: "So my girlfriend hopes that she can open up her heart through online dating, become more cheerful, and love the world again!!"

Yan Shuo: "The task is too arduous..."

Qi Haoyu: "Well, it was actually made up by me. The truth is that my girlfriend has to ask me to find someone for her friend. I can't find one QAQ."

Qi Haoyu: "She has always wanted to see me, I don't want to see her, because of this, we have been depressed several times, and I don't want to continue to make her angry."

Qi Haoyu: "You can add a QQ friend and just chat a few words. She thinks I'm perfunctory and deliberately doesn't want to help her find it."

Qi Haoyu: "The ball is hot, elder brother, elder brother QAQ"

Yan Shuo: "..."

Yan Shuo really doesn't want to be involved in the drama of elementary school student's play, but Xiao Qi has already said this, and it's just a matter of ——

"All right, give me the number."