Chapter 23 - Confrontation

Yan Shuo said "it's over", then pushed Shen Ze aside, turned his back to plug in the earphones, and lay down pretending to be deaf.

About a minute or two later, before he finished listening to a song, the headphone cord was suddenly taken off.

"No." Shen Ze said behind him, "Did you forget what the second clause of the contract is?"

"..."

The second? "Either party has no right to unilaterally propose a termination, it needs to be negotiated and decided?" …

The children are just playing house, who wants to take this kind of thing seriously.

"Just treat me as a breach of contract." Yan Shuo said softly, "I'm going to sleep, don't call me again."

He stretched out his hand to turn off the light, and in the darkness, Shen Ze really stopped calling him, and his back was extremely quiet.

Yan Shuo could feel it, and Shen Ze maintained the same position before lying down.

He seems to be looking at him.

"..." Yan Shuo was a little depressed.

But he didn't want to wonder why he was depressed. In fact, he knew that this matter should not be blamed on Shen Ze. He originally said it was just to help each other, not a serious relationship. Shen Ze can think whatever he thinks, without asking.

But theory is theory, feelings are feelings. Of course he doesn't want to continue when he is upset. The most important thing to be a human being is to be happy. As Shen Ze said, "satisfaction" is the goal.

Yan Shuo put on the headphones again, but after a few words in the lyrics, the headphone cord was pulled off again.

"What are you doing?" There was a fire in his heart, and he turned his head and stared at Shen Ze, "I asked you to please me in everything before. I don't want it anymore. Can't it work? You figure it out, I am a man, not a woman ."

"..."

Shen Ze was silent for a while, the look in the darkness made people look unreal.

Yan Shuo said: "I don't want to fight with you, can you please stop bothering me?"

"I'm sorry." Shen Ze said suddenly, "I didn't mean to take you for grant and I didn't expect a girl like you to appear-there is no way, no one will be exactly like another person."

"Oh." Yan Shuo was expressionless, turned off the music altogether, and threw the phone and earphones over the pillow.

Shen Ze said: "I haven't finished explaining."

Yan Shuo: "?"

Shen Ze held his shoulders and turned him over: "So why are we over? Are you dissatisfied? Isn't it good to continue to help each other as before, or to say...I did not do well enough to let you enjoy it?"

Yan Shuo: "..."

"No." Yan Shuo said, "It's not important. I said that if I don't continue, I won't continue. The stamped contract can still be breached. Why can't we end it? There are so many reasons."

He tried to push Shen Ze away, but Shen Ze slammed up and pressed him firmly on the bed.

"No." Shen Ze said forcefully, "You can't go back, you can't go back suddenly if you promised me, there is no reason, what do you take me for?"

"..."

What do I take you for? Should I say this line?

Yan Shuo was annoyed. He don't know if he was angry or pressed too hard. He had difficulty in breathing, and only after earning a profit, he said, "I just said, I want you to please me in everything, but now I don't want it anymore. What do I want to do? I don’t want to do what I don’t want to do. Is this reason enough?"

Shen Ze didn't say a word, staring at him at close range.

Yan Shuo thought it was over, but Shen Ze suddenly said: "Because I said I don't like you, are you upset?"

"I didn't." Yan Shuo stared back unwillingly.

Shen Ze said: "You are."

"No!"

“Yes."

"I--mmm!" Repeated excuses were blocked, and Shen Ze bowed his head and kissed him.

Like every time before, the kiss was deep and hot, and Yan Shuo tried to resist, but was forced to hold his jaw firmly, and was forced to open his mouth for others to taste.

Shen Ze was not only tasting, but also oppressing.

The blue veins on Yan Shuo's forehead jumped straight, and he stretched out his hand to push it down. But Shen Ze was obviously prepared for a while, instead of pushing, he was restrained by his hands.

Yan Shuo desperately sucked a wisp of air in the suffocation of the kissing, "...Shen Ze!" He bit Shen Ze, "Don't be too much! Are you disregarding my wishes to satisfy yourself? I don't want to be satisfied at all. You, you order an inflatable doll if you need it!"

"..."

Yan Shuo said angrily, Shen Ze was taken aback then let go of him, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that."

"Then what do you mean!"

The atmosphere froze again, and Yan Shuo sorted out his messed up pajamas.

Shen Ze was silent for a while: "I thought we were two-way, I like to be close to you, and you also like to be kissed by me, don't you?... So you misunderstood, you are upset, not at all feel enjoyment."

When he said these words, Shen Ze rarely lowered his momentum, his tone was almost soft, and there was a subtle emotion of disappointment or pain. Yan Shuo suddenly suffered a heart attack, and the next accusatory choked back in his throat without saying it.

...... The problem of being too soft can’t be cured.

Yan Shuo sighed, quarreling is really a technical job, and he has no experience. He don't know how to handle this situation.

Especially when Shen Ze just looked at him like this, he suddenly turned off, but couldn't hold his face to speak nicely.

Why did it become like this?

In the past, he and Shen Ze were a colleagues who didn’t offend the each other. At the beginning, he complained about all the other three teammates, but Shen Ze was slightly pleasing to his eyes, because Shen Ze didn’t bother him and didn’t make trouble. The only shortcoming was right. He loves to ignore him, but he will not take the initiative to get under Shen Ze's nose, so they ignores each other, which can be called harmonious.

Why are we arguing now? Why did he quarrel with Shen Ze? Will there be any results after the quarrel? It's not just being a colleagues as usual, the same as before.

So why bother to make it so embarrassing? Be direct and polite, save some face for each other, just continue to indifferent, don't worry about so much, besides, it is not a big problem at first.

Yan Shuo suddenly figured it out. He found that this is the way between people. The closer the relationship, the more demanding of each other, and it is easy to get angry.

But even so, his heart is still a bit inexplicable.

Yan Shuo moved the corners of his mouth and held up a smirk: "It was two-way before. I really feel good." He said, "But falling in love can change my heart. I don't want to help each other with a straight guy. I'm afraid after I got used to getting close to men, I accidentally fell into the ditch, which is very bad... Is this reason understandable? It doesn't mean it against you."

Shen Ze didn't reason but he should be understood.

When he was talking about "planting" just now, Shen Ze moved his eyes, probably because he was touched by this sentence-originally, it is nothing to help each other, it is not good to bend each other's sexuality from sex.

Yan Shuo breathed a sigh of relief. He thought he had finally convinced Shen Ze that he could sleep well.

Go back to the right track in the future and don't have to worry about this matter anymore.

Unexpectedly, Shen Ze suddenly said: "Are you afraid that I will bend you? Is it because we are too sticky together, then we can change it, don't do that often, and keep a little distance."

Yan Shuo: "..."

Keeping distance means lowering the frequency? This logic is really...

Yan Shuo didn't want to speak anymore, pushed Shen Ze away, and turned his back again.

Shen Ze was dissatisfied by his repeated refusal and pulled him out of the bed: "Okay, you want to breach the contract, you can, but should you pay a penalty?"

"...What liquidated damages?" Yan Shuo convinced, "Is it money? I'll pass it to you."

"What do I want money for?"

Shen Ze's expression was blurred in the dark, and he was about to speak when the phone rang suddenly.

"Your phone." Yan Shuo pointed.

Shen Ze didn't even look at it, he just pushed off the phone, and continued: "I can't accept your reason. What is the real straight man afraid of being bent? You are not straight."

Yan Shuo said in air: "Yes, I'm not straight. I'm gay. I can't accept or give birth to men. My mother never let me play with boys. I will get pregnant. Is this reason acceptable?"

Shen Ze: "..."

They froze for a while, and the phone suddenly rang again, this time it was Yan Shuo.

Yan Shuo took a look, and it turned out to be Li Linjia.

Li Linjia doesn't sleep in the middle of the night, what is there to call him?

"Hello, sister Jia?"

"Let Shen Ze answer the phone."

"..."

Yan Shuo was taken aback, and keenly heard that her tone seemed wrong, as if she was too serious.

"She was looking for you." Yan Shuo handed the phone over, and Shen Ze answered it.

He pricked his ears and listened, and listened to Li Linjia saying to Shen Ze on the phone: "Look at the hot search.... Yeah, Shen Ze, you have never had an accident for three years. If something happens, you will make a big deal for me."