Chapter 14 - So Embarrassed

"Let's talk."


Shen Ze came out of the bathroom, put his phone on the table, and made a soft bang.


Yan Shuo's eyelids twitched, what are we going to talk about, are we going to start counting last night's account?


Don't do this, he said he didn't remember, Shen Ze really couldn't hold his breath, do you have to make him responsible for the kiss last night?


Yan Shuo leaned back, preparing to act on the occasion, waiting for the other party to speak first.


However, Shen Ze's opening remarks were different from what he thought.


"Yan Shuo, have we known each other for a long time?" The name and surname made people's back cool, and Shen Ze stood by the bed, looking down at him, "It's been more than two years, almost three years? Although these two years many of us didn’t interact deeply, but we lived together all the time and we knew each other well, right?"


"Yes, what's the matter?"


Yan Shuo fiddled with the phone unconsciously, and Shen Ze said: "So we shouldn't be too polite between us. I'll just say some things."


"Ah, good." Yan Shuo smiled awkwardly, "What do you want to say?"


Shen Ze said, "Speak straight", but he turned around another incomprehensible bend, and said, "My favorite is making music."


Yan Shuo was dumbfounded: "Huh?"


Shen Ze paused: "I mean, I am focusing on my career for the time being, and I have no plans to fall in love. Our profession is not suitable for premature dating."


Yan Shuo: "..."


Oh, so he didn't want to confess, I didn't hold him responsible.


What are you talking about then? Do they have anything else to talk about besides this?


Yan Shuo gave Shen Ze a puzzled look.


Just now, Shen Ze said that they knew each other well. In fact, Yan Shuo didn’t think it was at all. His understanding of Shen Ze was limited to knowing that Shen Ze was very cold, didn’t like to talk, and didn’t like to take the initiative to communicate with others.


As for the more in-depth, Shen Ze's true thoughts, inner preferences, or plans and desires about career and life, he don't know a bit.


It stands to reason that Shen Ze's performance today is very abnormal- so patiently speaking to him so much, it is almost like the sun coming out from the west, not like Shen Ze himself at all.


But if you have a crush on someone, it's normal to be abnormal in front of the other person. In contrast, Yan Shuo doesn't understand what Shen Zhe wants to say.


"There is no plan to fall in love for the time being"


——What does this sentence mean?


It should not be an ordinary literal meaning, otherwise, why should Shen Ze talk to him so solemnly.


So what does Shen Ze want to imply? Don't fall in love for now, talk about it later? ... Yan Shuo had no emotional experience of his own, so he had to rack his brains to find out all the dog-blood love plots he had ever seen, trying to find the experience for reference.


He thought for a while, wouldn't it be that kind of routine...


It is the classic male second. After being rejected by the heroine, he still does not give up, "I will not give up", "I will wait for you", "Even if you won't be with me now, I am willing to guard you behind my back, until the day you accept me", and then silently solve all kinds of problems for the heroine, playing silently...


Oh my god.


Yan Shuo was filled with thunder by his own brain. This style didn't match the style of Shen Ze's royal heir.


But it is undeniable that there are many such people. Although in reality, those who wait silently and infatuatedly will not be as bloody and full of sensational lines as in TV dramas, but the heart of pursuing love is the same, they are all stubborn.


So, what is their current situation?


——Shen Ze had a crush on him. His series of actions after drunk gave Shen Ze hope. The next day he woke up and said that he did not remember anything. Shen Ze was lost. After the loss, he quickly figured it out. Come to him to imply:


"It doesn't matter if you can't accept me now. I'm not in a hurry to fall in love. Our profession is not suitable for dating, so you had better not talk about it. Let's take it slow."


"..."


No way?


Yan Shuo felt that the plot he understood was too ridiculous, but at the same time he felt that it was very real. Otherwise, is there any other explanation? Shen Ze is not a person who likes to talk nonsense. Since he talked to him, there must be some purpose.


Yan Shuo slowly turned his phone two times, and his guilt suddenly escalated and turned into uneasy conscience.


He thought that he should not continue to pretend to be foolish and evade. Although it would be embarrassing to speak clearly, and it may affect the love of group colleagues between them, but to make it clear can he be responsible for Shen Ze, and let Shen Ze not continue to waste energy on him as a straight man.


Yan Shuo's expression was unpredictable, stabilized his emotions, and pondered in his heart.


How should he refusr? If he can be tactful, he still doesn't want to hurt him.


But "euphemism" is basically equivalent to ambiguous. Some words can't be euphemistic, so they should be clear and straightforward.


When Yan Shuo hesitated, Shen Ze spoke again.


"Do you know what I mean?" Shen Ze said suddenly, "Actually, falling in love is really troublesome. Look at Li Jin, and I'm still happy every day, but I'm tired for him. So I... at least I don’t plan to talk about it during the year. Unless I meet someone I really like, I will consider pursuing her. Fortunately, I haven’t met her now, so don’t be embarrassed."


"……what?"


Yan Shuo paused after turning the phone's finger, but didn't respond for a few seconds.


And Shen Ze's words seemed to be over.


——Done?


Yan Shuo recollected it afterwards: "You said you haven't met the person you really like--"


Shen Ze nodded.


Yan Shuo was taken aback: "So you want to talk to me just to talk about this?"


This time Shen Ze didn't speak, but looked at him quietly, acquiescing.


Yan Shuo: "..."


and so? ? ?


Yan Shuo took out his acting skills of one hundred and twenty minutes under the camera *personal time* so that he did not break his expression on the spot——


What the hell is this heading?


So he always thought that Shen Ze had a crush on himself, but was it a misunderstanding? Shen Ze didn't have it at all, it was all his own sentimental illusion?


And Shen Ze also discovered his self-love, otherwise why would he suddenly come to tell him this?


and many more……


How did Shen Ze discover it? "I found out that my colleague thought I had a crush on him." This requires super-powered mind reading skills!


"..."


Yan Shuo was confused for a few seconds, and suddenly he shook his head.


What was he doing just now? He was chatting with QQ netizen and told them his secrets. All over the world, apart from knowing him and knowing himself, only this netizen knows about him and Shen Ze.


Therefore, he guessed the identity of the netizen for a long time, but never guessed, it turned out that the distance is close to the horizon—


"..."


Help, no wonder it's such a coincidence.


Yan Shuo forgot even the embarrassment for a moment, and only a daze was left in his mind.


——The only friend in his QQ is Shen Ze.


In order to be in love with him online, he ignored the other's various loves and filled them with a bunch of diamonds and memberships.


He also fabricated a crappy secret love story, in front of Shen Ze himself, appealing to "Shen Ze" all kinds of heartfelt feelings.


Therefore, Shen Ze often looked at him with very wrong eyes. In fact, he did not like him, but was afraid of him pursuing himself.


There is also the one that Shen Ze once liked, "Suddenly I found out that my college roommate has a crush on me. We are good buddies. We are awkward now. What should I do?" Shen Ze was indeed embarrassed, but he thought that Shen Ze had a deep love for him.


Shen Ze personally advised him not to confess and be a colleague.


Shen Ze knows everything, but he doesn't know anything. Like a monkey, he said to others affectionately just now, "My colleague likes me, this time it is true", and the colleague himself——Shen Ze. Not far from him, he could not tell how to laugh at him.


What does Shen Ze think?


Is it fun to watch him play a monkey?


He even arranged for Shen Ze a person who is infatuated and waiting for the classic male second. He is really passionate to the extreme, is his brain kicked by a donkey?


Yan Shuo is going crazy.


What is public punishment? This is.


It is not only a public execution, but a concert in a 100,000 stadium and a live broadcast on the global network.


"..."


Yan Shuo's eyes reddened almost instantly, and he couldn't say whether it was embarrassment or anger. In short, he was very angry, so angry.


He threw away the phone, a little out of control, stepped forward and grabbed Shen Ze by the collar: "That QQ belongs to you?"


"……Correct."


Shen Ze didn't deny it, and Yan Shuo's last fantasy of being gentleman was also shattered.


Shen Ze was still looking at him, his eyes were as calm as ever, and he looked at him a little bit.


But the calmer Shen Ze, the more he made Yan Shuo look like a silly hat. Fortunately, he also prides himself on being smart, thinking that it’s okay to kill both men and women, and being crushed by his teammates is normal—


He was drunk and kissed Shen Ze last night. What did Shen Ze think of him at that time, and believed what he said on QQ, thinking he had a crush on him? So at that time, Shen Ze might think that he was deliberately pretending to be drunk and throwing his arms around.


...God, I really can't find anything more stupid than this, and there is no one more stupid than him.


Yan Shuo was so angry that he wanted to cry.


He grabbed Shen Ze by the collar and threw the man on the bed with all his might, and said angrily, "I'll kill you."


His eyes were red, his hands were shaking, and he didn't have much power.


But Shen Ze was pressed by him and did not resist.


Yan Shuo stared at Shen Ze, and Shen Ze actually stared at him calmly.


This person is really evil. In this case, even a few laughs are fine. Just joking to help him relieve his embarrassment, he laughed. But what is Shen Ze doing? Just look at him, don't know what is he thinking.


Yan Shuo got more and more angry, wishing to die on the spot and never fucking live again. It was really embarrassing.


He was so angry that he pressed Shen Ze's shoulder tightly and bit down nervously.


He didn't know what his goal was, and took a random bite, trying to kill Shen Ze.


Shen Ze hid for a while, restrained him with his backhand, suddenly turned up and down, and pressed him onto the bed.


"Crying?" Shen Ze took out a tissue from the table next to him, wiped his face, and said coldly, "...promising."