“No Alarms for Tomorrow” by Dhrithi Rao
Life.
What a blessing.
What a journey.
What a hell.
And upon reflecting,
there’s so much I would have done differently
had I been able to do it all again.
I’d smile a little wider,
wear my hair messier,
with less of a care.
I’d put less weight into my steps
just to float around the clouds —
wild and free,
liberated and untamed,
with a sense of calm that envelopes me
and provides security.
I’d never live a week ahead of myself,
thinking of all that is left to be done,
but think of all I have done
to be in this moment.
I’d soak up the essence of each moment —
with a breath so airy
and eyes wide open.
I’d let go of grudges that never served me.
I’d let go of all that weighed me down.
I’d let go of terrorizing myself
with piercing thoughts,
poking and prodding at my head,
shackling my heart.
I’d accept love without a looming cynicism.
I’d make more mistakes next time.
I’d truly let go
and live the life that was destined for me.
I’d wish on more dandelions,
and I’d get more sand in between my toes.
For once,
I’d live
with no strings attached
and no alarms
for tomorrow.