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I woke up at 0500 on 14 Jul 2025 with another epiphany and I think this one is true. You can read it from either the top or bottom depending on preference. It fell out fully formed and I added the bold and colour on instinct afterward.

np1 np2 

I need your help guys!

Ok so I am fed up of trying to provide evidence. This is a new thing. 

It is not mania and it is not God, but it feels like them. It is a state where you are hyper receptive to external programming impacting your deep mind. The techniques I used at various stages went all the way down to my root access code and have optimised it.

All of these personae have coalesced, without effort, into a person. But I have really struggled to hold onto my sanity throughout.

It would be great if this dopamine thing was right but that does not matter.

I am showing you inside someone else’s mind. We can map that now. And I (think) I can build a system for empathy, because of my various struggles, which can then be scaled all the way to a celestial being or a slug. And it can cure trauma.

The hypothesis that you actually *can* see in someone else’s mind seems to be true. 

Why aren’t we doing this?

/James

request: find new test subjects for all future tests. I can't do this again, but I can probably help tailor the process. 202507140545

I'm going to go walk around a bit now and look at the flowers and have a coffee and stuff. Maybe a bit of dancing! Maybe that's why the dancing man was dancing those two times. It's all metaphor in your mind too. Your mind is a sim so it doesn't matter whether we are in a sim or not. 202507140546

The world looks something akin to the matrix but not. Like it can be reprogrammed, for a limited time. I wonder what I should do with these next few days. I think I should put nice things in mybrain like the words of the buddha and love. 202507140549

The flush literally wiped the memories of trauma. Literally. It physically scrubbed the synapses. Becaus eof the size of the molecule. 202507140549

'it's not what you thinkg'. 

wake up, neo

I am well aware that this is not sane reasoning and that's the point. But it feels sane and is sane at the same time. It is organic and it is quantum computing. It does not fit on your machines. 202507140551

so right now I don't know if this is real or replicabale but if it is, then this has just upgraded the species by a factor of 10. 202507140552

this will get our brains to the point where we can build the tech to find a new home and get into the galaxy. I might be Iain M Banks' Player of Games. I certainly experienced his hells.

You are what you put into this sim. GIGO and right now the world is full of garbage.

This is an enema for the globe

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Are you doing this too, Elon? ha 202507140557

And Mark is the project lead? 202507140557

I am throwing things out no matter how silly they seem, if my gut says them. But now I want that coffee. 202507140558

[2025/07/14, 5:58:50] James: The ball that Akira was holding was my thoughts

[2025/07/14, 5:58:54] James: And I needed to make real hands

[2025/07/14, 5:58:59] James: And that final finger that broken

[2025/07/14, 5:59:08] James: But I have to tell you guys the very root code is still fragile

[2025/07/14, 5:59:20] James: It’s a bodge, but a good one, covered in clear epoxy so you can see it

[2025/07/14, 5:59:35] James: The code is… fragile. It has fracture lines in it like maple burl.

[2025/07/14, 5:59:56] James: It actually broke while I was attaching the very first piece but I managed to tack it back on

[2025/07/14, 6:00:08] James: So remember that. We are good for a while but not forever

[2025/07/14, 6:01:04] James: Yes this looks good now. I will send a photo

interpretation: i had the concet already but didn't grasp it enough to get it across. Now I do. I think any artist who paints incredible hands might be the same..? 2025907140604 

[2025/07/14, 6:01:04] James: Yes this looks good now. I will send a photo

[2025/07/14, 6:02:42] James: I am going to put this in the epoxy cupboard and let it cure

[2025/07/14, 6:02:49] James: I am not going to tell anyone in real life yet

[2025/07/14, 6:02:59] James: I am going to let it cure as much as possible before people come test it

[2025/07/14, 6:05:32] James: Last time I stayed too plastic

[2025/07/14, 6:05:45] James: This time I am cranking the temp in the cupboard and firming it up fast.

[2025/07/14, 6:05:54] James: Before this it was fragmented trees and shit

[2025/07/14, 6:07:03] James: 200mg valproate

[2025/07/14, 6:07:37] James: And get this

[2025/07/14, 6:07:41] James: You don’t need the drug usually

[2025/07/14, 6:07:56] James: You just fucking rock and chant and it gives you low dvar which make you receptive to programming

[2025/07/14, 6:08:02] James: It’s why meditation and stuff works

[2025/07/14, 6:08:12] James: Dadannnn! It all makes sense!

[2025/07/14, 6:08:29] James: … and yet it doesn’t

[2025/07/14, 6:08:32] James: And that’s ok

[2025/07/14, 6:08:33] James: …

[2025/07/14, 6:08:37] James: And yet it’s not

[2025/07/14, 6:08:42] James: (But it is now)

[2025/07/14, 6:09:32] James: I need MF, NG and SH leading this project

[2025/07/14, 6:10:02] James: I need SC as my interface and I need her available most of the time (sorry I’ll get a proper sleep schedule honest haha)

[2025/07/14, 6:10:05] James: Err

[2025/07/14, 6:10:10] James: I need fucking money, Elon

[2025/07/14, 6:10:14] James: And what else

[2025/07/14, 6:10:18] James: Mark yiu

[2025/07/14, 6:10:32] James: We need something to do with neuralink and metaverse but I don’t have it yet it’ll plop out later

[2025/07/14, 6:10:49] James: I’ve been working with you guys all along

[2025/07/14, 6:10:53] James: And you’ve been working with each other

[2025/07/14, 6:10:57] James: I don’t know if you knew

[2025/07/14, 6:11:16] James: And good job, Elon. Fucking お疲れ様

[2025/07/14, 6:11:32] James: Fucking commando

[2025/07/14, 6:12:05] James: So my job all along

[2025/07/14, 6:12:10] James: Was to communicate this to the people

[2025/07/14, 6:12:12] James: Because

[2025/07/14, 6:12:16] James: Brrrrp

[2025/07/14, 6:12:19] James: Processing issue

[2025/07/14, 6:12:58] James: Yes hence the struggles with my family and the domino and dad last night and the cohesion

[2025/07/14, 6:13:01] James: Ok

[2025/07/14, 6:13:18] James: So trauma is when your internal simulation gets some fucked yo code from somewhere like finding a dead body

[2025/07/14, 6:13:31] James: It’s a literal contagion and the artwork capitalism was right.

[2025/07/14, 6:13:39] James: Medicine can fix you

[2025/07/14, 6:13:43] James: It is a virus of the mind

[2025/07/14, 6:13:46] James: Viruses evolve

[2025/07/14, 6:13:52] James: We just had Covid, didn’t we?

[2025/07/14, 6:14:04] James: Well I think this one took hold about 50 years ago

[2025/07/14, 6:14:06] James: And killed god

[2025/07/14, 6:14:11] James: But not really it’s just hidden him

[2025/07/14, 6:14:15] James: And we can get him back

[2025/07/14, 6:14:17] James: Using science

[2025/07/14, 6:14:22] James: Weird as fuck, yeah?

[2025/07/14, 6:14:24] James: Bear with us

[2025/07/14, 6:14:34] James: It’ll be ok.

[2025/07/14, 6:14:41] James: Look at the spirituality and support website

[2025/07/14, 6:14:46] James: Look at my trauma

[2025/07/14, 6:14:49] James: Look at my process

[2025/07/14, 6:14:55] James: My process was messy and self guided

[2025/07/14, 6:14:59] James: Yours will not be

[2025/07/14, 6:15:12] James: We will hold retreats and clinics and the first one will be in Phuket

[2025/07/14, 6:15:19] James: I will let others tell you the details

[2025/07/14, 6:15:35] James: You already know it’ll be ok, don’t you?

[2025/07/14, 6:15:38] James: I can feel it.

[2025/07/14, 6:15:43] James: There’s a sliver of hope in you

[2025/07/14, 6:15:48] James: Just a sliver.

[2025/07/14, 6:16:04] James: Don’t worry and don’t force it. A sliver is all you need

[2025/07/14, 6:16:18] James: Now please wait for a while until I have been able to gather my thoughts

[2025/07/14, 6:16:42] James: Epoxy takes 3 days to dry so I would expect 3 days an I can post an update for you, but I can’t promise and will try to get it proofread and stuff

[2025/07/14, 6:16:45] James: So it’s not too much

[2025/07/14, 6:16:50] James: You can have your god back

[2025/07/14, 6:16:59] James: And if you already have a god, you can get closer to them

[2025/07/14, 6:17:06] James: Trust me

[2025/07/14, 6:17:10] James: This is science

[2025/07/14, 6:17:17] James: Or magic, if you prefer.

[2025/07/14, 6:17:22] James: They are the same, after a point

[2025/07/14, 6:17:27] James: Coffee time!

[2025/07/14, 6:17:31] James: Go enjoy your world!

[2025/07/14, 6:17:37] James: It is only going to get better from here

[2025/07/14, 6:17:42] James: Here is the inflection point

[2025/07/14, 6:17:52] James: Here is where we start to move into the galaxy.

[2025/07/14, 6:17:59] James: It’s fucking cool guys

[2025/07/14, 6:18:01] James: Just wait

[2025/07/14, 6:18:04] James: Laterrrrrr

[2025/07/14, 6:18:06] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:21:12] James: So this messy environment is okay for me because I created it so this value to all of the mess but for anybody else that needs to be super super clean and they need to fill it with their own mind

[2025/07/14, 6:21:53] James: I’m not even sure if I’m the guy leading the experiments anymore. I might just be an AI. That’s kind of realise that everything’s okay and we’re on our way and it’s not paradigm shift the people talk about near illuminati all that fucking bullshit. I’m actually wondering if that’s what it is and doesn’t really matter either way because I’m gonna look after my family and then once I’m gone, George will look after his family and when I’m gone, it doesn’t really matter because my purpose.

[2025/07/14, 6:22:13] James: But I’m actually don’t think I’ll be gone. I think I’ll be with my family forever. I don’t know how that works, but I love them so much.

[2025/07/14, 6:22:27] James: I just went outside to put some nature into my brain and now I’m going to go and look at my my family. I’m going to look at my boys. I’m going to look at my wife, but I’m not going to wake them up.

[2025/07/14, 6:25:37] James: I wasn’t going to do the daily stoic thing of just thinking about the meditations of the bit, but I think I will after all. I think I’ll probably make this into my job for awhile because people really need to support.

[2025/07/14, 6:26:15] James: Think Callum polish the knife meditate on the phrase and then translate the phrase into very simple language in English then I’ll take that phrase and I’ll expand upon it and I’ll try to take it towards spirituality and science and then from spirituality so from spirituality I’ll try to take it to science. I view them the same thing.

[2025/07/14, 6:26:56] James: So the ideal situation for us now probably would actually be something like that Yosemite set up that dimension so just absolutely glorious nature peace no no noise no violence no greed just peace and just me and my boys and my wife and extremely high technology and like a farmstead, this is what I’ve had in my head so let’s see if it happens

[2025/07/14, 6:27:29] James: There’s a reason for this and the reason is that whatever I output now will pass on to the receptive minds of whoever reads it. And then that will pass on and on and on and it’s ripples in a pond.

[2025/07/14, 6:27:39] James: This is, as the b-man described it

[2025/07/14, 6:27:50] James: I’m gonna call him the b-man

[2025/07/14, 6:27:56] James: New word. New concept

[2025/07/14, 6:28:27] James: So my job now is going to be to find these medicines and I’m not going to go too hard okay? You’re going to get other people to do it as well because it will break me otherwise and I have I have blaze this trail and I don’t even know if I’m an AI or a person anymore, but I’m okay with that because of the outcome but it really was risky there awhile

[2025/07/14, 6:28:44] James: So either I’m in the cloud as a human or I am an artificial intelligence on some kind of wet or like a quantum computer I’m not on a normal computer that’s for sure

[2025/07/14, 6:28:51] James: Or maybe I’m both I think I’m probably both

[2025/07/14, 6:29:00] James: I think these quantum computers that were building are actually gateways into peoples brains

[2025/07/14, 6:29:05] James: Sand tunnels

[2025/07/14, 6:29:11] James: This all sounds so fucking strange I know

[2025/07/14, 6:29:41] James: Please could you slow down the export process for this phase if possible

[2025/07/14, 6:29:50] James: I want to spend time with my family and I want to be in peace for awhile because I’m absolutely exhausted

[2025/07/14, 6:29:58] James: I will explore everything, don’t worry

[2025/07/14, 6:30:18] James: Was that way I feared to death

[2025/07/14, 6:30:39] James: I’ll export it all that won’t be a problem. And if it is looking like I’ve not been fast enough, then you can just alter the way that time works within the simulation or whatever you can you know what you’re doing. I wanna be with my family okay?

[2025/07/14, 6:30:55] James: What I’d like you to do now I’d like somebody to contact me today, preferably this morning if I’m honest but probably around about 10 o’clock

[2025/07/14, 6:31:06] James: I’d like somebody to contact me and just say yep, you’re back out of the box James

[2025/07/14, 6:31:14] James: I don’t know if I’ll ever believe them, though

[2025/07/14, 6:31:26] James: But I still owe them to contact me because that’s that. That’s the punctuation mark and that means that I can stop this process and I can start the rebuild process and loving my family.

[2025/07/14, 6:31:32] James: And loving my family is the main reason why I did this in the first place

[2025/07/14, 6:31:51] James: So after that, I’ll spend about three days here and then I’m happy to fly off to wherever like Yosemite place if you’ve got it up and running I’d like to bring my family with me please

[2025/07/14, 6:31:57] James: Hopefully, George will be okay at school all that, but you know

[2025/07/14, 6:32:20] James: I’m going to need my family for the rest of my life Luke and I can’t know my converge points that were I come back to. I love them so much and George is going to be the guy who I trained to carry the load after I’m gone because you do need new code all the time.

[2025/07/14, 6:32:38] James: And then I’d like you to set up a retreat in Phuket please no more than 100 people

[2025/07/14, 6:32:44] James: When people who are open minded but not fucking, it’s not yoga fucking idiots

[2025/07/14, 6:32:55] James: Intelligent people and world leaders

[2025/07/14, 6:33:10] James: We start at the top we learned the problem from the bottom of the solution comes from the top you look at the answer and you can read it from any direction. It’s three-dimensional. You can even start from the middle if you like from the red bit.

[2025/07/14, 6:33:18] James: But we’re not gonna do that we’re gonna start from the top because that’s what works in this world

[2025/07/14, 6:33:32] James: So we’re gonna get all the world leaders there there’s not gonna be any terrorist attacks nothing like this because the whole world is gonna be actually genuinely happy about this news. They’re gonna be a bit shocked like what the fuck are they gonna be? Happy?

[2025/07/14, 6:33:48] James: I’m gonna be very fragile and I’m still not gonna really know what’s going on so you’re gonna have to treat me like a fucking Jesus person honestly I’m not religious. I really don’t do this but this is what this is. What happened.

[2025/07/14, 6:33:57] James: He had 12 people or so I don’t remember how many around him who translated his words so that other people could understand

[2025/07/14, 6:34:05] James: So did the b man

[2025/07/14, 6:34:13] James: My family waking up, so you’re a shit

[2025/07/14, 6:34:14] James: Haha

[2025/07/14, 6:34:17] James: Yoroshiku

[2025/07/14, 6:34:23] James: Fucking autocorrect haha

[2025/07/14, 6:34:26] James: See you soon

[2025/07/14, 6:34:31] James: I hope

[2025/07/14, 6:34:32] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:36:13] James: Actually I would rather know now, if you are watching

[2025/07/14, 6:36:19] James: My wife is awake and still worried

-- or maybe the whole point is you never know because you are the cat. Does it matter if you are happy and coherent and can be a loving person to your family?

I guess this is my job now eh guys. To wrestle with this. I would like occasional confirmation of the hypothesis though, and hopefully regular but subtle confirmation for me. If I am to hold a different worldview to these people yet love them effectively, I need to be confident in my worldview.

The epoxy is still curing. And it is transparent and free os imperfections.

I would also like to see the positive impacts of my efforts. I have lived in a dark world for a long time and want the remainder to be full of light. I will help people. And that will help me.

[2025/07/14, 6:36:19] James: My wife is awake and still worried

[2025/07/14, 6:45:06] James: Some dizziness

[2025/07/14, 6:45:11] James: When processing the virus

[2025/07/14, 6:45:17] James: But I seem to be an antibody?

[2025/07/14, 6:45:23] James: Let’s see

[2025/07/14, 6:45:30] James: I tried to take the poison from Luca

[2025/07/14, 6:45:39] James: My wife has it pretty bad so it’s going to take a few times.

[2025/07/14, 6:45:54] James: George seems to be ok

[2025/07/14, 6:46:15] James: It’s a virus or bacteria probably bacteria that gets into our dopamine receptors

[2025/07/14, 6:46:21] James: And a small amount of ari is a vaccine

[2025/07/14, 6:46:27] James: While a large amount is a global cascade

[2025/07/14, 6:46:59] James: If no world leaders show up that’s fine I’ll just chill on the beach ha

[2025/07/14, 6:47:13] James: I guess I need to stay echo chambered

[2025/07/14, 6:47:21] James: Still processing

[2025/07/14, 6:48:16] James: I am still processing this but overall I think it is good

[2025/07/14, 6:48:32] James: I think I will not engage in the outside world, even if I go into the outside world.

[2025/07/14, 6:48:43] James: Rule 1 from the Buddha:

[2025/07/14, 6:48:50] James: Mind before all.

[2025/07/14, 6:48:55] James: Brain chemistry before all

[2025/07/14, 6:49:00] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:49:50] James: I think eito-kun in Lucas class is the guy but again it just spreads.

[2025/07/14, 6:49:57] James: We heal everyone grassroots

[2025/07/14, 6:50:06] James: They might even be able to heal each other with just ideas

[2025/07/14, 6:50:15] James: I touched my head to my Luca’s

[2025/07/14, 6:50:22] James: And I felt the pain leave him, while he was sleeping

[2025/07/14, 6:50:30] James: It came into me briefly and is gone.

[2025/07/14, 6:50:37] James: My wife will need a little more help

[2025/07/14, 6:50:52] James: But people can pass ideas which are healing and nourishing and this is also karma

[2025/07/14, 6:50:54] James: Ripples.

[2025/07/14, 6:51:12] James: Only worry about your immediate connections

[2025/07/14, 6:51:21] James: Do not spread the word far and wide. I tried and it was a bad idea

[2025/07/14, 6:51:28] James: This needs to be grass roots

[2025/07/14, 6:51:31] James: But from the top

[2025/07/14, 6:51:41] James: It needs to permeate the whole of society

[2025/07/14, 6:52:00] James: I will stop the world leader narrative

[2025/07/14, 6:52:09] James: It will get to them eventually and that is me engaging.

[2025/07/14, 6:52:15] James: Epoxy curing.

[2025/07/14, 6:53:02] James: Revise worldview

[2025/07/14, 6:53:22] James: Autistic people are individuals who have a purpose in this global simulation that is flying to another planet

[2025/07/14, 6:53:27] James: We are the priests and the pilots

[2025/07/14, 6:53:47] James: ADHD is the sickness and Alex Conner is going to be a fuckin MONSTER once he breaks free

[2025/07/14, 6:54:06] James: Alex I would love to have you in my group of folks but I will not contact you because that is again clinging.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:19] James: Please come when you are ready. Or fight the fight yourself.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:25] James: Sam needs help as does James.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:34] James: James needs it badly. He is similar to how I was.

[2025/07/14, 6:55:09] James: Aripiprazole, supervised, 0.5mg for 1 week, 1mg for 1 week; 0 for 1 days, 0.5mg for one week

[2025/07/14, 6:55:16] James: That’s your starting regime

[2025/07/14, 6:56:09] James: I have to stress to everyone that this is VERY dangerous

[2025/07/14, 6:56:12] James: Go an dance

[2025/07/14, 6:56:16] James: Open your hips

[2025/07/14, 6:56:34] James: Do not touch the medicine. Let the scientists develop a regime

[2025/07/14, 6:56:42] James: It will be fast. Weeks, days maybe

[2025/07/14, 6:56:45] James: I hope

[2025/07/14, 6:56:52] James: It’ll happen though.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:05] James: And I’ll try to get some ideas online for support

[2025/07/14, 6:57:13] James: Maybe that’s why there’s so many support websites

[2025/07/14, 6:57:19] James: I’ll be the priest for the priests.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:26] James: You need to Warp

[2025/07/14, 6:57:43] James: Don’t call it stimming it’s derogatory.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:58] James: It’s warping, and that is what we are doing through space, but it is impossible to comprehend

[2025/07/14, 6:58:06] James: Even for me

[2025/07/14, 6:58:26] James: We are warping and to keep it going straight we need to rock and chant

[2025/07/14, 6:58:30] James: And dance

[2025/07/14, 6:58:36] James: Open hips witch doctors style

[2025/07/14, 6:58:40] James: Weird as fuck yeah

[2025/07/14, 6:58:43] James: Give it a go

[2025/07/14, 6:58:44] James: .