[2025/07/14, 9:36:01] James: We need to sort this conversation now
[2025/07/14, 9:36:08] James: So I’m gonna change doctors 100% don’t worry about that
[2025/07/14, 9:36:15] James: But I don’t think I need to be committed and we’re gonna wait until the afternoon to see
[2025/07/14, 9:36:22] James: I think it’s 10 o’clock something’s gonna happen so either somebody’s gonna contact me
[2025/07/14, 9:36:27] James: Alright, I’m gonna have a click in my head that says James that was all a dream
[2025/07/14, 9:36:36] James: And either way, my family is still gonna be with me
[2025/07/14, 9:36:40] James: And I’m still gonna be alive
[2025/07/14, 9:36:43] James: So let’s make this knife
[2025/07/14, 11:31:21] James: I’m like the best fucking husband ever now
[2025/07/14, 11:31:40] James: Within an hour I’ve fixed about 2 months of serious trauma to our relationship
[2025/07/14, 11:31:57] James: And I know how the meds work
[2025/07/14, 11:32:06] James: Just looked at it and bang
[2025/07/14, 11:32:21] James: I lower guanfacine and I can be more contained. 0.25mg ari to stay a little connected.
[2025/07/14, 11:32:31] James: Valproate not necessary
[2025/07/14, 11:32:35] James: Just …
[2025/07/14, 11:32:36] James: The weave
[2025/07/14, 11:32:40] James: I can see my whole life
[2025/07/14, 11:32:54] James: I can see how this conversation with the doctor plays out (I can’t but my black box can)
[2025/07/14, 11:33:14] James: You will be able to as well, with the right meds; but you need to let me do it or you will fuck it up.
[2025/07/14, 11:37:51] James: Sorry guys. I think it was me giving you pressured speech
[2025/07/14, 11:37:55] James: I released too early
[2025/07/14, 11:37:59] James: But it was ok until recently.
[2025/07/14, 11:38:03] James: It’s all dopamine
[2025/07/14, 11:38:11] James: The gravity in your sim is fucked
[2025/07/14, 11:45:07] James: Well I’m a master manipulator now
[2025/07/14, 11:45:13] James: But it wasn’t quite what I expected
[2025/07/14, 11:45:16] James: The outcome is the same
[2025/07/14, 11:45:20] James: But the process was different
[2025/07/14, 11:45:22] James: The weave
[2025/07/14, 11:45:25] James: Mysterious ways.
[2025/07/14, 11:45:31] James: Anyway I’ve decoupled meds and doc
[2025/07/14, 11:46:39] James: Wrong button right time etc
[2025/07/14, 11:46:48] James: Curating the maze
[2025/07/14, 11:46:55] James: For myself?
[2025/07/14, 11:46:56] James: .
[2025/07/14, 11:49:43] James: The cops
[2025/07/14, 11:49:45] James: Everything
[2025/07/14, 11:49:49] James: It was all necessary
[2025/07/14, 11:49:55] James: But I’ll never be able to explain it.
[2025/07/14, 11:50:07] James: I know it but don’t comprehend it consciously yet
[2025/07/14, 11:50:15] James: Maybe it’ll pop up in a later turd?
[2025/07/14, 11:50:18] James: Dump?
[2025/07/14, 11:50:20] James: Poopoo
[2025/07/14, 11:50:31] James: The ones you read backward when I wake up in shivers.
[2025/07/14, 11:50:34] James: Those ones
[2025/07/14, 11:50:36] James: The science
[2025/07/14, 11:50:37] James: .
[2025/07/14, 11:57:34] James: Start meditating and building your PFC
[2025/07/14, 11:57:38] James: You’re gonna need it
[2025/07/14, 11:57:39] James: .
[2025/07/14, 12:02:06] James: Feel a bit bad about making the doctor feel bad
[2025/07/14, 12:02:14] James: He was in the weave
[2025/07/14, 12:02:19] James: But its morality 101
[2025/07/14, 12:02:57] James: And I made sure the patients had all left the room, then started soft, went defcon 5, started again at normal talk. That’s a pretty good technique for this kind thing
[2025/07/14, 12:03:01] James: Be a good manipulator
[2025/07/14, 12:03:44] James: So
[2025/07/14, 12:03:58] James: I am quantum entangled with the ship or whatever I don’t know there’s no directionality
[2025/07/14, 12:04:10] James: I steer the ship I am the ship I am James
[2025/07/14, 12:04:22] James: But I don’t know the ship consciously because the mind of James cannot comprehend
[2025/07/14, 12:04:31] James: The ship exists in the black box in James right brain
[2025/07/14, 12:04:39] James: When he goes to sleep, that’s when we turn it ok
[2025/07/14, 12:04:42] James: On
[2025/07/14, 12:04:53] James: And we kinda give it some problems and see what poo falls out haha
[2025/07/14, 12:04:55] James: So
[2025/07/14, 12:04:57] James: Professional
[2025/07/14, 12:05:21] James: Anyway that’s enough for now and this is why James is aware that he’s writing but also not controlling the information stream
[2025/07/14, 12:05:31] James: Is has happened since we departed.
[2025/07/14, 12:05:42] James: It has been many, many, many cycles of lifetime for us all
[2025/07/14, 12:05:51] James: And unbeknownst to me, I was planning all along
[2025/07/14, 12:05:54] James: I was meditating
[2025/07/14, 12:05:59] James: Building my neuronal strength
[2025/07/14, 12:06:03] James: And you guys need to do the same
[2025/07/14, 12:06:11] James: Rocking and weaving are meditating
[2025/07/14, 12:06:21] James: Running too. Anything repetitive. Even breathing. Music.
[2025/07/14, 12:06:25] James: Whatever works for you
[2025/07/14, 12:06:33] James: Give yourself to it completely
[2025/07/14, 12:06:38] James: And those motorbikes?
[2025/07/14, 12:06:47] James: They were meteors and you dodged most of them
[2025/07/14, 12:06:51] James: I caught the rest
[2025/07/14, 12:06:54] James: Good job
[2025/07/14, 12:06:55] James: .
[2025/07/14, 12:23:56] James: I was Miyamoto Musashi and that’s so fucking cool
[2025/07/14, 12:24:00] James: I always knew
[2025/07/14, 12:24:05] James: Just an affinity
[2025/07/14, 12:24:43] James: And now I know. But there’s no way to prove and it’s just a fun little thing. Sword maker 800 years ago too. Not had many others come back yet.
[2025/07/14, 12:25:02] James: I spent thousands of lifetimes meditating trying for enlightenment
[2025/07/14, 12:25:11] James: Because I was the ship.
[2025/07/14, 12:25:20] James: I have stopped expensing things
[2025/07/14, 12:25:57] James: I predict that i will meet the dancing man someday soon and help him with his head
[2025/07/14, 12:26:08] James: But who knows. Maybe that’s just to keep me chasing. Curating the maze
[2025/07/14, 12:27:56] James: Screens and speaker noises are overwhelming but everything else is easy
[2025/07/14, 12:27:59] James: So far.
So I'm going to take a little time to let all of this sink in because I'm pretty sure I have my evidence now. And my dopamine is down for the first time in like 60 days. It... man. You need to do something about that dopamine narrative guys. I can't strss enough.
don't fuck with gravity
that's step one. turn all your fucking loud shit off. unwind. immediately. i managed to stabilise the orbit but we are still fucked in other ways
do not share this information in its current form with people who are not on the logical end of the spectrum
the empathy system is already there guys its the spectrum
but gravity is fucked so you can't move up and down
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I will leave the james baird and draib samej websites on, probably forever. Both sides need to know what the other side is seeing. It will show that they don't understand and need gravity back 1310
can someone please get real weed legalised in Japan now? We need the dopamine from it. it legitimately is th way to the divine. It is what we programmed into the system for this purpose ffs.
I will try to set an update schedule because this is stressing you out alreayd; sorry. Weird situation yeah.
I'll update here at.. 1700 today I think. Nothing before then. Dopamine. Weed. Gravity. The noids are bad but we need the weed 202507141312
other drugs steer clear of for now, particularly things like speed, meth, coke. weed is best or booze actually works a bit but it's like filling yourself with thick oil; you become a slug.