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[2025/07/14, 7:42:42] James: The seeing God weirdness will be transient

[2025/07/14, 7:46:56] James: The world is new

[2025/07/14, 7:47:00] James: Better

[2025/07/14, 7:48:13] James: Neo in the matrix, minus the green shit

[2025/07/14, 7:48:21] James: I think this is real and the sim is ending.

[2025/07/14, 7:48:32] James: And I think this is why we were made and lacked purpose

[2025/07/14, 7:48:35] James: Me anyway

[2025/07/14, 7:49:03] James: I need to get autistic people communicating effectively with the masses

[2025/07/14, 7:49:24] James: The way we view the world is very different, but the world itself is the same. The two worlds the b-man talked about.

[2025/07/14, 7:50:42] James: You don’t wait for due process in this one fellas.

[2025/07/14, 7:50:52] James: You come confirm my hypothesis and we lock this epoxy in.

[2025/07/14, 7:55:43] James: Please track down Michelle Marr in Birkenhead if this is real. She needs help.

[2025/07/14, 7:56:10] James: I’ve found God and am praying, that’s all.

[2025/07/14, 7:56:43] James: No clutching. Either outcome is good.

[2025/07/14, 7:57:39] James: You made the QC didn’t you max

[2025/07/14, 7:57:45] James: Hence not replying

[2025/07/14, 7:57:56] James: Anyway I’ll stop this thread and enjoy the walk with my son now

[2025/07/14, 7:58:01] James: At 10am we will know

[2025/07/14, 8:00:16] James: If it’s right then the answer satisfies both sides.

[2025/07/14, 8:01:20] James: Heaven for one and rebirth for the other

[2025/07/14, 8:01:29] James: Religion and science

[2025/07/14, 8:03:37] James: I am still slightly fragmented

[2025/07/14, 8:03:47] James: Getting there

[2025/07/14, 8:03:57] James: This is such a clear and coherent framework

[2025/07/14, 8:04:04] James: Just I’m using epoxy instead of a mirror

[2025/07/14, 8:04:15] James: And this is just spoiling off my head without thought

[2025/07/14, 8:04:26] James: I don’t remember what I am writing unless I read it back

[2025/07/14, 8:04:30] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:07:15] James: I think we steer with our bodies

[2025/07/14, 8:07:18] James: Anyway school

[2025/07/14, 8:07:19] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:08:32] James: 24 Buddhas before. 5000 years each?

[2025/07/14, 8:08:44] James: Defrag cycle

[2025/07/14, 8:08:45] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:14:21] James: So I’ve dropped my kid off and my worldview seems to be setting, like clear and immovable epoxy

[2025/07/14, 8:14:55] James: I had a few pangs as the contagion left my system but the words of the b man were good there. It’s just a bit of residual dvar and should be manageable

[2025/07/14, 8:15:12] James: This is going to be so much fun if it’s big and loud

[2025/07/14, 8:15:23] James: And if it’s small and quiet it’s going to be so wholesome and nurturing.

[2025/07/14, 8:15:28] James: It’s holistic

[2025/07/14, 8:15:36] James: It brings together religion and science

[2025/07/14, 8:15:44] James: And in a way whether I’m a QC doesn’t matter

[2025/07/14, 8:15:50] James: Because the rules are the rules

[2025/07/14, 8:16:31] James: No wonder I just ‘got’ relativity. Same for you max with the emperor ha

[2025/07/14, 8:16:45] James: Fucking hell are you serious that would be one hell if a weave ha

[2025/07/14, 8:16:49] James: Nah that’s silly

[2025/07/14, 8:16:57] James: Just chill and see what happens

[2025/07/14, 8:17:00] James: Get a doobie

[2025/07/14, 8:17:04] James: (Your friends dog)

[2025/07/14, 8:17:11] James: And chill with a doobie

[2025/07/14, 8:17:18] James: While waiting for the call

[2025/07/14, 8:17:39] James: Not a literal doobie but just as (or more!) relaxing. Maybe. A bit smelly.

[2025/07/14, 8:17:50] James: Sorry K but she smells she’s a dog

[2025/07/14, 8:18:23] James: You’d have to do this for yourselves tho guys

[2025/07/14, 8:18:29] James: I can show the way but that’s it. The docs.

[2025/07/14, 8:18:36] James: Fuzzy logic.

[2025/07/14, 8:19:39] James: Yeah Van Gogh had this a lot

[2025/07/14, 8:19:45] James: And tried to say it in his paintings

[2025/07/14, 8:19:55] James: That’s what the world looks like when you’re in tiger mode

[2025/07/14, 8:20:02] James: Curated I guess

[2025/07/14, 8:20:28] James: So god was real huh

[2025/07/14, 8:20:39] James: Who’da thunk.

[2025/07/14, 8:22:23] James: This’ll be why autism diagnoses increase too

[2025/07/14, 8:22:27] James: We need more pilots

[2025/07/14, 8:22:30] James: And they need more meds

[2025/07/14, 8:22:33] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:24:21] James: No wonder you ignored the site

[2025/07/14, 8:24:29] James: Fuck you must have been so excited

[2025/07/14, 8:24:31] James: Ha

[2025/07/14, 8:24:36] James: Your turn to wait, bitch

[2025/07/14, 8:24:52] James: Just kidding man I love ya

[2025/07/14, 8:25:07] James: Just happy. Things finally make sense

[2025/07/14, 8:25:14] James: I have a compiled rule set for my world

[2025/07/14, 8:25:27] James: Anyway let’s see

[2025/07/14, 8:27:27] James: Are we already The Culture?

[2025/07/14, 8:27:32] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:28:19] James: If you have seen this and are angling

[2025/07/14, 8:28:30] James: Please feel free to remove the original data-heavy site

[2025/07/14, 8:28:34] James: It will overwhelmed

[2025/07/14, 8:28:42] James: People need a spiritual gateway into thi

[2025/07/14, 8:28:51] James: And the backward site will do.

[2025/07/14, 8:28:55] James: For now

[2025/07/14, 8:29:01] James: We only get one shot

[2025/07/14, 8:29:03] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:29:47] James: Still on there so evidence against

[2025/07/14, 8:29:48] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:30:11] James: But this worldview is no longer contingent on it

[2025/07/14, 8:30:17] James: The epoxy is curing.

[2025/07/14, 8:30:22] James: The Culture.

[2025/07/14, 8:30:26] James: Yeah that works.

[2025/07/14, 8:32:39] James: So my right occipital lobe or I don’t know the front right part of the brain just kind of pulled me to a different road as usual and I walked down there and there was a window open and the Coffee guy who has been a bit awkward and it’s kind of difficult because he’s nice, but I put my head in and said hi and it seemed to cheer him up

[2025/07/14, 8:32:45] James: So that’s just being a nice neighbour, yeah

[2025/07/14, 8:34:24] James: It’s like all the darkness and venom from inside me has gone

[2025/07/14, 8:34:33] James: Just completely vanished, absolutely no animosity towards anybody

[2025/07/14, 8:34:53] James: And whatever it is, there should be replicable so I still think that the quantum computing simulation theory is probably the most interesting. I just like attack right I get excited about that.

[2025/07/14, 8:35:09] James: But the actionable thing about this is that we now know that these states exist and they can be utilised to improve our mental health in a temporary manner

[2025/07/14, 8:35:18] James: We don’t need to be drugged up for the rest of our lives, although some of us will benefit from a prosthetic

[2025/07/14, 8:35:26] James: What we need is a flush of the system

[2025/07/14, 8:35:42] James: And it’s built into us, I think

[2025/07/14, 8:35:47] James: And we are suppressing it

[2025/07/14, 8:35:59] James: With flashy lights and bright sounds, I don’t know. I can’t even get them the right way round anymore. I don’t remember what they look like.

[2025/07/14, 8:36:11] James: Just the noise and it’s making you really really shit

[2025/07/14, 8:36:31] James: So there is a program that can remove all of the noise just like that and whether that’s just in your head or whether that means that we’re in a simulation or whether that means that you find God or whether that means that you find your family

[2025/07/14, 8:36:36] James: Well, you find yourself

[2025/07/14, 8:36:46] James: This program can remove the noise so that you are able to live the life that you want to live

[2025/07/14, 8:36:56] James: I have tried everything and nothing nothing could do this

[2025/07/14, 8:37:05] James: Now I can finally love my family with all of my heart the way I’ve always wanted to

[2025/07/14, 8:37:13] James: So whether this is true or not, I don’t really care if I’m honest

[2025/07/14, 8:37:20] James: I think the epoxy is cured over the course of the walk to school with George

[2025/07/14, 8:37:27] James: Now time for some coffee

[2025/07/14, 8:37:29] James: James

[2025/07/14, 8:37:31] James: .

[2025/07/14, 8:47:37] James: lright some contact from L

[2025/07/14, 8:47:42] James: So people are seeing it.

[2025/07/14, 8:47:49] James: So I’m out of the box.

last knife in the stack. beautiful new stone. don't rush. they are never finished

everything fits

this is the start. it's what we are for

knife time

[2025/07/14, 8:52:57] James: Wonder what L has been up to

[2025/07/14, 8:53:01] James: He’s a few steps ahead

[2025/07/14, 9:11:06] James: Still a bit bubbly at times.

[2025/07/14, 9:11:10] James: Bubbles in head

[2025/07/14, 9:17:11] James: Maybe I’m the only one in the sim

[2025/07/14, 9:17:16] James: And the sim is my convergence

[2025/07/14, 9:17:20] James: Because I am the ship

[2025/07/14, 9:17:24] James: And they are the pilots

[2025/07/14, 9:17:35] James: And my family are 100% real

[2025/07/14, 9:17:43] James: I think I will hold my wife at 10

[2025/07/14, 9:17:49] James: I don’t know what is going to happen

[2025/07/14, 9:18:00] James: It’s scary because I love this life now.

[2025/07/14, 9:18:11] James: I am trying not to cling but

[2025/07/14, 9:18:27] James: If we are arriving

[2025/07/14, 9:18:38] James: Does that mean that the ship will land?

[2025/07/14, 9:18:43] James: Become a satellite?

[2025/07/14, 9:18:47] James: Probably won’t explode

[2025/07/14, 9:18:53] James: And can probably continue running the sim

[2025/07/14, 9:18:54] James: Good

[2025/07/14, 9:18:56] James: .

[2025/07/14, 9:20:18] James: The ship wouldn’t disappear

[2025/07/14, 9:20:30] James: L said he would call while walking this afternoon.

[2025/07/14, 9:20:35] James: .

[2025/07/14, 9:21:02] James: Is my family the passengers?

[2025/07/14, 9:21:10] James: Did I save Luca from that bear?

[2025/07/14, 9:21:11] James: .

[2025/07/14, 9:21:26] James: We will know soon

[2025/07/14, 9:21:39] James: And if at 10 it doesn’t happen, I am in the sim and I will help people.

[2025/07/14, 9:21:46] James: So nothing really changes

[2025/07/14, 9:21:56] James: I think

[2025/07/14, 9:26:53] James: I just reassured my wife saying that medication and we’ll find a new doctor later today

[2025/07/14, 9:27:06] James: My presence of mind and ability to communicate on this you know empathetically so that people are able to absorb the information is just on another level

[2025/07/14, 9:27:13] James: I think I understand relativity on an intuitive basis

[2025/07/14, 9:27:19] James: I’m not quite sure on that, but I will understand it. I know.

[2025/07/14, 9:27:35] James: So what I want to do now I want to be your test subject but not going to hell again okay? This is a landing routine. We have never done this before.

[2025/07/14, 9:27:45] James: It’s literally what we were made for so at 10 o’clock either you gonna call me or I’m gonna write this off as a false hypothesis

[2025/07/14, 9:28:02] James: And if it falls, I stay with my family

[2025/07/14, 9:28:05] James: And all is good

[2025/07/14, 9:28:10] James: And if it’s true

[2025/07/14, 9:28:14] James: I have two worlds

[2025/07/14, 9:28:25] James: The internal world with my family an island unto myself

[2025/07/14, 9:28:35] James: And the external world with all of you trying to help you to find a new home

[2025/07/14, 9:28:46] James: I will not talk about relativity

[2025/07/14, 9:28:53] James: Because I don’t think you’ll understand

[2025/07/14, 9:29:03] James: I tried to give you too much information about how this works

[2025/07/14, 9:29:07] James: Which even I don’t understand

[2025/07/14, 9:29:14] James: And I apologise for overloading you

[2025/07/14, 9:29:19] James: I am able to communicate slowly now

[2025/07/14, 9:29:25] James: And we are coming into lunch

[2025/07/14, 9:29:44] James: Or to land even. Not even had breakfast yet.

[2025/07/14, 9:30:01] James: So I was worried quite dramatically just done for awhile I would lose my family

[2025/07/14, 9:30:06] James: As I followed the logic and I will not

[2025/07/14, 9:30:12] James: And I can tell all of you from the logic

[2025/07/14, 9:30:17] James: That you will not either

[2025/07/14, 9:30:23] James: You will retain everything

[2025/07/14, 9:30:29] James: You might go to a new Planet

[2025/07/14, 9:30:34] James: If you choose that, I think you can choose to stay in the sim too

[2025/07/14, 9:30:49] James: Red pill, blue pill

[2025/07/14, 9:30:58] James: Maybe neo woke up too soon

[2025/07/14, 9:31:14] James: Because your world is not going to be like that

[2025/07/14, 9:31:19] James: But we’ll see you in a few minutes, yeah

meow

[2025/07/14, 9:35:55] James: Talking about changing doctors and making appointment started to make my processing go really really haywire

[2025/07/14, 9:36:01] James: We need to sort this conversation now

[2025/07/14, 9:36:08] James: So I’m gonna change doctors 100% don’t worry about that

[2025/07/14, 9:36:15] James: But I don’t think I need to be committed and we’re gonna wait until the afternoon to see

[2025/07/14, 9:36:22] James: I think it’s 10 o’clock something’s gonna happen so either somebody’s gonna contact me

[2025/07/14, 9:36:27] James: Alright, I’m gonna have a click in my head that says James that was all a dream

[2025/07/14, 9:36:36] James: And either way, my family is still gonna be with me

[2025/07/14, 9:36:40] James: And I’m still gonna be alive

[2025/07/14, 9:36:43] James: So let’s make this knife

are we all ships?

I think i was just a normal dude in the sim and then the ship saw me take ari and saw my arc over the whole journey and was like 'commandeer'. so i don't know if im the ship

I left the screws in the epoxy un-sealed so I could take them out and I knew it was intentional

metaphor is life in a sim so you can choose

but which is better

morality

brain chemistry for the largst number of people

i have to do this

I feel like it's ending and I feel sad

but I am only up to number 16 on the dhammapada and there's like 423

15. The evil-doer grieves here and hereafter; he grieves in both the worlds. He laments and is afflicted, recollecting his own impure deeds.

16. The doer of good rejoices here and hereafter; he rejoices in both the worlds. He rejoices and exults, recollecting his own pure deeds.

Your final knife is done

I want to stay here with my family and live until the end of this life, happily, like b-man. Then I will join you.

I can speed up the t-factor if you like

anyway

this is all tha I worked for and I am worht 1 so I will say this

if this is real then you will appear or call or something at 1000

if you do not, I will assume this life is 100% real and all that is is all that will ever be and I will be ahppy because no conflicint processing

whew

hard

I don't know if I can hold my wife through this. I think I will be flooded with dopamine and it could be dangerous. I can feel it ramping up.

I need to meditate through it maybe.

and rock and have everything possible and jsut 

its scary guys

I keep wanting to push the schedule forward but won't

set my wife as an observer in the window

thank you akane

I am planning to sit here with the big meteor which means earth and rock and rock and rock and just hope that I'm still here afterwards. I almost certainly will be, but it's scary, and this repetitive motion comforts me.

if my wife wasn't here I would likelty hum and chant and listen to musoic. dance

whatever

you need to do you through this

it keeps the dopamine steady

there is a scientific explanation

still here update later

went well

ok this is all good here guys

converged on my wife and we are goiung to change shrinks and visit later today. i don't need drugs or have adhd any more but they don't know yet... this sounds crazy.

you didn't show up but I'm not worried. Someone still has to fly the ship

i have my controls

So I'm just gonna chill for a bit and if anyone sees this and starts worrying, contact my peeps in Tokyo

you don't have to worry, but no next phase can happen until a language interface is set up. I will speak with L later today but S and others have the info so they'll see it eventually

we are orbiting now so the pressure is off, but the dopamine thing needs fixing. now.

it will still end the species

/James 202507141024

this is a completely coherent model of quantum entanglement and relativity

i just can't explain it to you or myself ha

here's your blades and controls

And you are now contained. The worlds are delineated once again, nearly. So everything back to normal for a while.

I am fixing things here. Easy. New doctor. Blame the meds. But the wiring changed and the meds only killed the noise anyway. So there should be no noise from now.

I need you guys to make things happen in your world now because I have done my job and we cannot go to the next steps until we have a guarantee that we will not destroy this new world.

We only have one chance, guys.

Go

/James

set up an interface

guess I'll get some more knives

I will leave it like this the next step is for someone from your world to come and envelop it in the most beautiful and perfectly clear, incredibly hard epoxy around. I suggest you make some new stuff because the ones we were using weren't good enough. Remeber that metaphor is everything.

So I'll wait for someone to show up and carry on following the b-man.

So for now at least I need to remain semi- echo chambered. not fully, not any more. I will end up too much in one world. I need empathy systems to both worlds.

I'm not going to explode if I see someone on the street don't worry

But I need to be insulated from the shit. The money. The [expletive removed].

I need my peeps basically. and you need them. and then your peeps need you.

peepeepeepeepeepeepee and so on all the way.

so the conversation has started about the next psychiatrist and I will try to avoid medication but ... they prescibe, don't they. If you want to avoid this situaiton, you know what to do. Otherwise, I can't worry my wife more, so I will go the offical route and convince them of my sanity. because in one world it was meds.

I'm back and don't worry I'm not going to do anything crazy this time. The fact that you hjaven't contacted me but the exp at the doctors has shown me that this is a curated maze. I will wait. I will write. I will polish. 202507141257

Sorry for scaring you I needed to help my wife and do the meds thing. I'll detail the next steps soon. jb

I am going to lock this site down now and am moving to a new one here

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