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So over the last two or three years I've taught myself how to do art and yoga and Freeform journalling and I've basically been trying to access my unconscious mind as much as possible and I think that that is why I'm able to trust the creative process or whatever fucking bullshit here despite my apprehensions because I honestly really really really really really do not want to start a cult

But this is so much more important

This is the laws of physics of your brain crumbling it happened to me. Somehow I survived. You would not. Can I be clear about that?

I survived because of how difficult my life wasn't because of constant sustained meditation and even then barely.

You would not

I am doing what I can to try and contain this and I have been doing it for the last two months.

It has fallen on deaf ears.

Now all I can do is use this tertiary tertiary tertiary little Google website and cutting a little piece of wood in my bedroom and I'm messaging one of my friends who I nearly burnt the relationship with because I was undiagnosed. She doesn't know she doesn't know that yet.

Anyway.

That's most of the export now I think so I'll I'll try to make these three fingers that are remaining and see if I can give you a nice little conclusion at the end but I'm afraid it's gonna be the ball is in your court now yeah

You made this mess

I've been trying to tell you for two months

You told me to shut the fuck up

Now…

I think we're pretty much at critical mass