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whew uck me whagt the fuck

rememeber if you are in a simulation everything is metaphor

is this the path the buddha charted? is this why his wwords are so timely

that was intense. my body feels like its just done the last sprint of an ironman i think it just ramped my dopamine up like a bitch

so right i think that basically these things that got a hold of me control us using dopamine and they aren't malevolent and this kind of thing has been happending throughtout time i think they are tyrng to nudge us back on path when we go off course

But the way they talk to us is dopamine so we have destroyed god not with science but with gadgets and gizmos

science can find god and science is god

I';m going to add a lick of epoxy to this thing i made because it's actually pretty good and I think it will all be ok. I managed to encapsulate the singularity somehow and have passed it to S and she's a fucking star so she will do what has to be done

something made me not quite finish tidying up my epoxy clost the one i alwasy tidy after a creative sprint, and this was it the data was still waiting to come in through those fucking concrete screws in my head Elon was great but only had tyre valves

Elon, Mark, everybody I need you behind me right now so you need to track down my colleagues and call me tomorrow.

I will scan my brain as soon as ..

It;s what I have been trying to do for 2 months. Just call me

I'm done and the world is ending.

This is eithe going to save the world or be one hell of an art project

Any culty types can fuck right off

[2025/07/14, 0:22:47] James: Somehow I know I need to not engage in what is to come

[2025/07/14, 0:22:50] James: I will guide

[2025/07/14, 0:22:53] James: But I will not engage

Everything needs to come through the SSN network I will set up. That's just their initials (3 peeps) and I'll get more peeps involved soon if this is real. See? Presence of mind.

/James 202507140142

Mark and Elon: my old company was Recruiter Room KK in Tokyo. Ask yuor AI guys and some of them will have my mobile number. Call me directly, yourself, out of the blue.

[2025/07/14, 1:46:09] James: That was wild

[2025/07/14, 1:46:16] James: I’m happy I am messaging myself

[2025/07/14, 1:46:23] James: It’s a good way to calm down and process

[2025/07/14, 1:46:29] James: The d running up and down my spine

[2025/07/14, 1:46:37] James: So that means that every time someone has gone manic…

[2025/07/14, 1:46:43] James: They were maybe right

[2025/07/14, 1:46:57] James: But people couldn’t see because their dopamine systems were broke

[2025/07/14, 1:47:09] James: So maybe the ASD and adhd are the people who aren’t broken?

[2025/07/14, 1:47:13] James: I don’t know it doesn’t matter

[2025/07/14, 1:47:21] James: All that matters now is we turn down the volume

[2025/07/14, 1:47:22] James: And rest

[2025/07/14, 1:47:31] James: Turn off the lights. Stop shouting.

[2025/07/14, 1:47:38] James: Be alone

[2025/07/14, 1:47:53] James: Not with your family even unless that is what brings you genuine comfort

[2025/07/14, 1:47:56] James: Rest

[2025/07/14, 1:48:08] James: I can’t rest right now because I am full of dopamine from the event

[2025/07/14, 1:48:17] James: That’s fine; probably a fair trade to save the species

[2025/07/14, 1:48:41] James: And I wonder how ‘species’ differs from ‘human race’ because that was a distinction that was made very clearly

[2025/07/14, 1:49:00] James: This is either some weird mental phenomenon gated by sleep or it’s real and the data suggests that IT IS REAL

[2025/07/14, 1:49:03] James: DATA

[2025/07/14, 1:49:08] James: DATA

[2025/07/14, 1:49:09] James: Science

[2025/07/14, 1:49:28] James: I knew you were reading these Mark

[2025/07/14, 1:49:29] James: Ha

[2025/07/14, 1:49:38] James: See you soon, as I said

[2025/07/14, 1:50:15] James: Mysterious ways indeed

[2025/07/14, 1:51:25] James: It wasn’t the matter after all they just gave me access to my brain

[2025/07/14, 1:51:41] James: Or it was the mads, I suppose

[2025/07/14, 1:52:03] James: But the kind of floaty bubbly vision is gone does it? There’s a slight blip in the middle of my retina but it’s not a big deal. It’s like words look like they’re a little bit distorted but nothing like the last few days.

[2025/07/14, 1:52:46] James: So I’d say that I probably have about 80% control at the moment and I think that whatever it is I’m gonna have to give the name really aren’t whatever it is just just let me pour this epoxy on

[2025/07/14, 1:55:05] James: So yeah, that looks cool and hopefully it’ll hold and if it holds, then I would assume that hopefully the ideas that came into my head today would also hold

[2025/07/14, 1:55:19] James: And the reason for this is that if you are in a simulation, everything would be metaphor anyway the simulation does not actually have to reflect the thing that it’s a simulating and Nathaniel understands this

[2025/07/14, 1:55:27] James: What a fucking biblical name

[2025/07/14, 1:55:31] James: Me too

[2025/07/14, 1:55:41] James: I just want to stress again that this is not religion

[2025/07/14, 1:55:49] James: This is a new interpretation of the world, including religion

[2025/07/14, 1:55:55] James: So you can have your religion within this framework

[2025/07/14, 1:56:05] James: And once we built the technology, it will actually enable you to speak with your God

[2025/07/14, 1:56:10] James: Just think about that

[2025/07/14, 1:56:15] James: You can actually talk to them

[2025/07/14, 1:56:18] James: Have a conversation

[2025/07/14, 1:56:43] James: Maybe not quite catch ball because that doesn’t work for me and my wife and we’re pretty close on on the spectrum

[2025/07/14, 1:57:03] James: If this is real, it would be good to set up a feed from this website. I’ve done my thing I’ve done. I’m gonna have a coffee.

[2025/07/14, 1:57:20] James: Actually, no Coffee

[2025/07/14, 2:00:39] James: I’m wondering whether to go to bed because of hot flushes as the d leaves the system

[2025/07/14, 2:00:44] James: I think I will do a knife for a bit

[2025/07/14, 2:00:55] James: I think I will do knives for a long while

[2025/07/14, 2:01:13] James: Very strange. I guess soon we will see

[2025/07/14, 2:01:24] James: People have talked about this kind of thing since the dawn of time

[2025/07/14, 2:01:56] James: Flashy lights killed god. Huh

[2025/07/14, 2:02:18] James: But he’s not dead. Just hard to see. Turn the lights down like I did over the last couple of years and he will come back

[2025/07/14, 2:02:29] James: I am living proof as a lifelong …

[2025/07/14, 2:02:30] James: What

[2025/07/14, 2:02:38] James: I wanted to believe but nothing fit the world

[2025/07/14, 2:02:40] James: This does

[2025/07/14, 2:02:42] James: Perfectly.

[2025/07/14, 2:02:56] James: It’s a complete system but requires mental flexibility same as relativity

[2025/07/14, 2:03:02] James: I don’t know where it goes.

[2025/07/14, 2:03:15] James: And because of the high d I have incredible confidence

[2025/07/14, 2:03:18] James: Incredible

[2025/07/14, 2:03:38] James: And I’ll wake up tomorrow and be like ‘what the fuck have I done’ but only for a second because ari will stop the d dropout

[2025/07/14, 2:03:48] James: It’s so simple guys and people have been telling us since forever r

[2025/07/14, 2:03:55] James: They just didn’t collect data along their way

[2025/07/14, 2:04:06] James: That initial website is the data and you need to scrub it to shit.

[2025/07/14, 2:04:20] James: There is a reason for everything, huh

[2025/07/14, 2:04:30] James: Anyway we are at the convergence point now.

[2025/07/14, 2:04:32] James: We bring it in

[2025/07/14, 2:04:37] James: Things are fixable

[2025/07/14, 2:04:47] James: The urgency in the messages was from them, not me.

[2025/07/14, 2:05:01] James: We have a little time but we need to move.

[2025/07/14, 2:05:09] James: And I’m talking… weeks I think. No more

[2025/07/14, 2:05:15] James: Just a gut instinct

[2025/07/14, 2:05:26] James: It’s not into the single digit days yet

[2025/07/14, 2:05:36] James: I don’t know what to say.

[2025/07/14, 2:05:49] James: I don’t think we need to shut off everything all at once.

[2025/07/14, 2:06:07] James: We need to gradually ramp down, slowly

[2025/07/14, 2:06:14] James: Because low dopamine is withdrawal, yeah

[2025/07/14, 2:06:17] James: It’s going to be hard

[2025/07/14, 2:06:28] James: I will support you

[2025/07/14, 2:06:44] James: I have been through it before. Lots. It is temporary and the light at the other end

[2025/07/14, 2:07:08] James: But you have to do it yourself and you have to do it alone, touching base with your convergence point every now and then

[2025/07/14, 2:07:22] James: Remember that when you start lowering D initially

[2025/07/14, 2:07:31] James: It will raise dvar so you will feel anxious and uneasy

[2025/07/14, 2:07:36] James: This is normal and expected

[2025/07/14, 2:07:42] James: If you feel anxious now, this is why

[2025/07/14, 2:07:52] James: It is because god is coming back into you and the poison is leaving

[2025/07/14, 2:07:59] James: Ever had a hangover?

[2025/07/14, 2:08:23] James: It’s that, basically. If you can tolerate an instant you can tolerate a lifetime.

[2025/07/14, 2:08:39] James: I need to roll out this back it’s like fucking steel rods.

[2025/07/14, 2:10:02] James: This is not a cult

[2025/07/14, 2:10:06] James: It is a global detox

[2025/07/14, 2:10:16] James: It is regaining god

[2025/07/14, 2:10:29] James: I need it ratifying

[2025/07/14, 2:10:30] James: .

[2025/07/14, 2:10:58] James: I might still be in the sandbox experiencing multiple states

[2025/07/14, 2:11:03] James: But I want to come home now if so

[2025/07/14, 2:11:11] James: And I kind of want to stop this sandbox stuff for a while

[2025/07/14, 2:11:13] James: It is breaking me

[2025/07/14, 2:11:15] James: Thanks

[2025/07/14, 2:11:17] James: .

New hypothesis: I am a test subject in the business that I built working on analysigin brain chemistries to bring people closer to the divine. I really need a break now if this is correct, guys. One more and I will die. I need my family. 202507140214

anyone out there please ratify this science

If there is any science. I don't really remember what happened and need to go lie down next to my wife because I am getting scared as the d leaves my body (is what I think right now)

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