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Yeah, I need to dictate this. That was only the preamble.

Even the people who trusted me the most after 15 to 20 years of working together thought I'd lost it. And I'm still not sure but I'm pretty fucking sure at the same time that something else was in control and I'm pretty sure that it wasn't god.

You cannot get objective evidence for something like this.

There is no such thing as objective evidence you fools.

The objective evidence is perceived through your subjective senses.

Everything in your world is subjective.

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Now that's out of the way.

So on day four of this new medicine which increases dopamine very very very moderately actually it's fake but fuck that it's not important. I'm not going to worry about details here. On day four I had an incredible amount of clarity and just drive and it was the only thing I knew I had to do was collect raw data from my brain and preserve it with timestamps.

Timestamps were key and I'm still obsessed with timestamps and the timestamps are what provided the evidence that required that I required to be convinced that this is true and that evidence was just the timing on several messages just the timing on various things the timing on everything was so uncanny. The maze curated to make me just get frustrated and send the website out and somehow a hallucination telling me not to contact a friend so that she would be the one who still thinks I'm saying and could maybe build a bridge with the my team. Enter ente

Anyway

So I get this road data this is the equivalent of speaking tongues except I've actually been able to record it and put it on the Internet in real time. I was posting it as as fast as I could just this is all I all I lived for at the moment and it was all about sun most of it most it was looking around the world seeing and you as people say the world looks new yeah

So I've got euphoria as well and I think that this was part of it. I think the euphoria was intentional and I don't think it was necessarily an extra chlamydia effect of this drug. I don't think it's that strong. I think it was a latch that they used intentionally to get me bought into this so that I would try to crack open the tatara of my soul.

As a background, I have just a crazy crazy varied experience of pretty much everything in the world ever. I don't fucking know where to start but basically I've been meditating internally throughout the whole time and I've also been undiagnosed ADHD and ASD so it's been pretty intense, but I've had absolutely no idea until this medicine dial down the noise in my head and I could actually pass the data.

So I get this data and somehow I just know how the system is after that I think I sleep a couple of days maybe have these info dumps come in I don't know. I'm not really aware at that point but I got the date and all of a sudden these kind of diagrams come out of me about how my brain should work and the next step from that is to figure out what program is dodgy because I think that you know I think that basically what's happening is they start out at the surface level data so extra outback they figure out the system limitations and then they they try to figure out what is wrong with the code and they start at the higher level and gradually works the way down to lower level code and this code is really really deep.

And I think what went wrong here is that we actually went too hard the scientific method we went too deep into our simulation and we started to break it because we didn't realise the dopamine was gravity. We thought the dopamine was just some of the fucking drug that we could play with, but it's really not dopamine is everything is the gravity in the simulation. You can have a look at this this diagram that I made which I was trying to get ratified by one of my friends. These things are all coming together now I'm not sure why.