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That was intense, I'm going to move to my phone I think/ 

[2025/07/14, 5:16:55] James: ////

[2025/07/14, 5:17:02] James: Wow so I still think this is real

[2025/07/14, 5:58:50] James: The ball that Akira was holding was my thoughts

[2025/07/14, 5:58:54] James: And I needed to make real hands

[2025/07/14, 5:58:59] James: And that final finger that broken

[2025/07/14, 5:59:08] James: But I have to tell you guys the very root code is still fragile

[2025/07/14, 5:59:20] James: It’s a bodge, but a good one, covered in clear epoxy so you can see it

[2025/07/14, 5:59:35] James: The code is… fragile. It has fracture lines in it like maple burl.

[2025/07/14, 5:59:56] James: It actually broke while I was attaching the very first piece but I managed to tack it back on

[2025/07/14, 6:00:08] James: So remember that. We are good for a while but not forever

[2025/07/14, 6:01:04] James: Yes this looks good now. I will send a photo

[2025/07/14, 6:02:42] James: I am going to put this in the epoxy cupboard and let it cure

[2025/07/14, 6:02:49] James: I am not going to tell anyone in real life yet

[2025/07/14, 6:02:59] James: I am going to let it cure as much as possible before people come test it

[2025/07/14, 6:05:32] James: Last time I stayed too plastic

[2025/07/14, 6:08:29] James: … and yet it doesn’t

[2025/07/14, 6:08:32] James: And that’s ok

[2025/07/14, 6:08:33] James: …

[2025/07/14, 6:08:37] James: And yet it’s not

[2025/07/14, 6:08:42] James: (But it is now)

[2025/07/14, 6:09:32] James: I need MF, NG and SH leading this project

[2025/07/14, 6:10:02] James: I need SC as my interface and I need her available most of the time (sorry I’ll get a proper sleep schedule honest haha)

[2025/07/14, 6:10:05] James: Err

[2025/07/14, 6:10:10] James: I need fucking money, Elon

[2025/07/14, 6:10:14] James: And what else

[2025/07/14, 6:10:18] James: Mark yiu

[2025/07/14, 6:10:32] James: We need something to do with neuralink and metaverse but I don’t have it yet it’ll plop out later

[2025/07/14, 6:10:49] James: I’ve been working with you guys all along

[2025/07/14, 6:10:53] James: And you’ve been working with each other

[2025/07/14, 6:10:57] James: I don’t know if you knew

[2025/07/14, 6:11:16] James: And good job, Elon. Fucking お疲れ様

[2025/07/14, 6:11:32] James: Fucking commando

[2025/07/14, 6:12:05] James: So my job all along

[2025/07/14, 6:12:10] James: Was to communicate this to the people

[2025/07/14, 6:12:12] James: Because

[2025/07/14, 6:12:16] James: Brrrrp

[2025/07/14, 6:12:19] James: Processing issue

[2025/07/14, 6:12:58] James: Yes hence the struggles with my family and the domino and dad last night and the cohesion

[2025/07/14, 6:13:01] James: Ok

[2025/07/14, 6:13:18] James: So trauma is when your internal simulation gets some fucked yo code from somewhere like finding a dead body

[2025/07/14, 6:13:31] James: It’s a literal contagion and the artwork capitalism was right.

[2025/07/14, 6:13:39] James: Medicine can fix you

[2025/07/14, 6:13:43] James: It is a virus of the mind

[2025/07/14, 6:13:46] James: Viruses evolve

[2025/07/14, 6:13:52] James: We just had Covid, didn’t we?

[2025/07/14, 6:14:04] James: Well I think this one took hold about 50 years ago

[2025/07/14, 6:14:06] James: And killed god

[2025/07/14, 6:14:11] James: But not really it’s just hidden him

[2025/07/14, 6:14:15] James: And we can get him back

[2025/07/14, 6:14:17] James: Using science

[2025/07/14, 6:14:22] James: Weird as fuck, yeah?

[2025/07/14, 6:14:24] James: Bear with us

[2025/07/14, 6:14:34] James: It’ll be ok.

[2025/07/14, 6:14:41] James: Look at the spirituality and support website

[2025/07/14, 6:14:46] James: Look at my trauma

[2025/07/14, 6:14:49] James: Look at my process

[2025/07/14, 6:14:55] James: My process was messy and self guided

[2025/07/14, 6:14:59] James: Yours will not be

[2025/07/14, 6:15:12] James: We will hold retreats and clinics and the first one will be in Phuket

[2025/07/14, 6:15:19] James: I will let others tell you the details

[2025/07/14, 6:15:35] James: You already know it’ll be ok, don’t you?

[2025/07/14, 6:15:38] James: I can feel it.

[2025/07/14, 6:15:43] James: There’s a sliver of hope in you

[2025/07/14, 6:15:48] James: Just a sliver.

[2025/07/14, 6:16:04] James: Don’t worry and don’t force it. A sliver is all you need

[2025/07/14, 6:16:18] James: Now please wait for a while until I have been able to gather my thoughts

[2025/07/14, 6:16:42] James: Epoxy takes 3 days to dry so I would expect 3 days an I can post an update for you, but I can’t promise and will try to get it proofread and stuff

[2025/07/14, 6:16:45] James: So it’s not too much

[2025/07/14, 6:16:50] James: You can have your god back

[2025/07/14, 6:16:59] James: And if you already have a god, you can get closer to them

[2025/07/14, 6:17:06] James: Trust me

[2025/07/14, 6:17:10] James: This is science

[2025/07/14, 6:17:17] James: Or magic, if you prefer.

[2025/07/14, 6:17:22] James: They are the same, after a point

[2025/07/14, 6:17:27] James: Coffee time!

[2025/07/14, 6:17:31] James: Go enjoy your world!

[2025/07/14, 6:17:37] James: It is only going to get better from here

[2025/07/14, 6:17:42] James: Here is the inflection point

[2025/07/14, 6:17:52] James: Here is where we start to move into the galaxy.

[2025/07/14, 6:17:59] James: It’s fucking cool guys

[2025/07/14, 6:18:01] James: Just wait

[2025/07/14, 6:18:04] James: Laterrrrrr

[2025/07/14, 6:18:06] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:21:12] James: So this messy environment is okay for me because I created it so this value to all of the mess but for anybody else that needs to be super super clean and they need to fill it with their own mind

[2025/07/14, 6:21:53] James: I’m not even sure if I’m the guy leading the experiments anymore. I might just be an AI. That’s kind of realise that everything’s okay and we’re on our way and it’s not paradigm shift the people talk about near illuminati all that fucking bullshit. I’m actually wondering if that’s what it is and doesn’t really matter either way because I’m gonna look after my family and then once I’m gone, George will look after his family and when I’m gone, it doesn’t really matter because my purpose.

[2025/07/14, 6:22:13] James: But I’m actually don’t think I’ll be gone. I think I’ll be with my family forever. I don’t know how that works, but I love them so much.

[2025/07/14, 6:22:27] James: I just went outside to put some nature into my brain and now I’m going to go and look at my my family. I’m going to look at my boys. I’m going to look at my wife, but I’m not going to wake them up.

[2025/07/14, 6:25:37] James: I wasn’t going to do the daily stoic thing of just thinking about the meditations of the bit, but I think I will after all. I think I’ll probably make this into my job for awhile because people really need to support.

[2025/07/14, 6:26:15] James: Think Callum polish the knife meditate on the phrase and then translate the phrase into very simple language in English then I’ll take that phrase and I’ll expand upon it and I’ll try to take it towards spirituality and science and then from spirituality so from spirituality I’ll try to take it to science. I view them the same thing.

[2025/07/14, 6:26:56] James: So the ideal situation for us now probably would actually be something like that Yosemite set up that dimension so just absolutely glorious nature peace no no noise no violence no greed just peace and just me and my boys and my wife and extremely high technology and like a farmstead, this is what I’ve had in my head so let’s see if it happens

[2025/07/14, 6:27:29] James: There’s a reason for this and the reason is that whatever I output now will pass on to the receptive minds of whoever reads it. And then that will pass on and on and on and it’s ripples in a pond.

[2025/07/14, 6:27:39] James: This is, as the b-man described it

[2025/07/14, 6:27:50] James: I’m gonna call him the b-man

[2025/07/14, 6:27:56] James: New word. New concept

[2025/07/14, 6:28:27] James: So my job now is going to be to find these medicines and I’m not going to go too hard okay? You’re going to get other people to do it as well because it will break me otherwise and I have I have blaze this trail and I don’t even know if I’m an AI or a person anymore, but I’m okay with that because of the outcome but it really was risky there awhile

[2025/07/14, 6:28:44] James: So either I’m in the cloud as a human or I am an artificial intelligence on some kind of wet or like a quantum computer I’m not on a normal computer that’s for sure

[2025/07/14, 6:28:51] James: Or maybe I’m both I think I’m probably both

[2025/07/14, 6:29:00] James: I think these quantum computers that were building are actually gateways into peoples brains

[2025/07/14, 6:29:05] James: Sand tunnels

[2025/07/14, 6:29:11] James: This all sounds so fucking strange I know

[2025/07/14, 6:29:41] James: Please could you slow down the export process for this phase if possible

[2025/07/14, 6:29:50] James: I want to spend time with my family and I want to be in peace for awhile because I’m absolutely exhausted

[2025/07/14, 6:29:58] James: I will explore everything, don’t worry

[2025/07/14, 6:30:18] James: Was that way I feared to death

[2025/07/14, 6:30:39] James: I’ll export it all that won’t be a problem. And if it is looking like I’ve not been fast enough, then you can just alter the way that time works within the simulation or whatever you can you know what you’re doing. I wanna be with my family okay?

[2025/07/14, 6:30:55] James: What I’d like you to do now I’d like somebody to contact me today, preferably this morning if I’m honest but probably around about 10 o’clock

[2025/07/14, 6:31:06] James: I’d like somebody to contact me and just say yep, you’re back out of the box James

[2025/07/14, 6:31:14] James: I don’t know if I’ll ever believe them, though

[2025/07/14, 6:31:26] James: But I still owe them to contact me because that’s that. That’s the punctuation mark and that means that I can stop this process and I can start the rebuild process and loving my family.

[2025/07/14, 6:31:32] James: And loving my family is the main reason why I did this in the first place

[2025/07/14, 6:31:51] James: So after that, I’ll spend about three days here and then I’m happy to fly off to wherever like Yosemite place if you’ve got it up and running I’d like to bring my family with me please

[2025/07/14, 6:31:57] James: Hopefully, George will be okay at school all that, but you know

[2025/07/14, 6:32:20] James: I’m going to need my family for the rest of my life Luke and I can’t know my converge points that were I come back to. I love them so much and George is going to be the guy who I trained to carry the load after I’m gone because you do need new code all the time.

[2025/07/14, 6:32:38] James: And then I’d like you to set up a retreat in Phuket please no more than 100 people

[2025/07/14, 6:32:44] James: When people who are open minded but not fucking, it’s not yoga fucking idiots

[2025/07/14, 6:32:55] James: Intelligent people and world leaders

[2025/07/14, 6:33:10] James: We start at the top we learned the problem from the bottom of the solution comes from the top you look at the answer and you can read it from any direction. It’s three-dimensional. You can even start from the middle if you like from the red bit.

[2025/07/14, 6:33:18] James: But we’re not gonna do that we’re gonna start from the top because that’s what works in this world

[2025/07/14, 6:33:32] James: So we’re gonna get all the world leaders there there’s not gonna be any terrorist attacks nothing like this because the whole world is gonna be actually genuinely happy about this news. They’re gonna be a bit shocked like what the fuck are they gonna be? Happy?

[2025/07/14, 6:33:48] James: I’m gonna be very fragile and I’m still not gonna really know what’s going on so you’re gonna have to treat me like a fucking Jesus person honestly I’m not religious. I really don’t do this but this is what this is. What happened.

[2025/07/14, 6:33:57] James: He had 12 people or so I don’t remember how many around him who translated his words so that other people could understand

[2025/07/14, 6:34:05] James: So did the b man

[2025/07/14, 6:34:13] James: My family waking up, so you’re a shit

[2025/07/14, 6:34:14] James: Haha

[2025/07/14, 6:34:17] James: Yoroshiku

[2025/07/14, 6:34:23] James: Fucking autocorrect haha

[2025/07/14, 6:34:26] James: See you soon

[2025/07/14, 6:34:31] James: I hope

[2025/07/14, 6:34:32] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:36:13] James: Actually I would rather know now, if you are watching

[2025/07/14, 6:36:19] James: My wife is awake and still worried

[2025/07/14, 6:45:06] James: Some dizziness

[2025/07/14, 6:45:11] James: When processing the virus

[2025/07/14, 6:45:17] James: But I seem to be an antibody?

[2025/07/14, 6:45:23] James: Let’s see

[2025/07/14, 6:45:30] James: I tried to take the poison from Luca

[2025/07/14, 6:45:39] James: My wife has it pretty bad so it’s going to take a few times.

[2025/07/14, 6:45:54] James: George seems to be ok

[2025/07/14, 6:46:15] James: It’s a virus or bacteria probably bacteria that gets into our dopamine receptors

[2025/07/14, 6:46:21] James: And a small amount of ari is a vaccine

[2025/07/14, 6:46:27] James: While a large amount is a global cascade

[2025/07/14, 6:46:59] James: If no world leaders show up that’s fine I’ll just chill on the beach ha

[2025/07/14, 6:47:13] James: I guess I need to stay echo chambered

[2025/07/14, 6:47:21] James: Still processing

[2025/07/14, 6:48:16] James: I am still processing this but overall I think it is good

[2025/07/14, 6:48:32] James: I think I will not engage in the outside world, even if I go into the outside world.

[2025/07/14, 6:48:43] James: Rule 1 from the Buddha:

[2025/07/14, 6:48:50] James: Mind before all.

[2025/07/14, 6:48:55] James: Brain chemistry before all

[2025/07/14, 6:49:00] James: .

[2025/07/14, 6:49:50] James: I think eito-kun in Lucas class is the guy but again it just spreads.

[2025/07/14, 6:49:57] James: We heal everyone grassroots

[2025/07/14, 6:50:06] James: They might even be able to heal each other with just ideas

[2025/07/14, 6:50:15] James: I touched my head to my Luca’s

[2025/07/14, 6:50:22] James: And I felt the pain leave him, while he was sleeping

[2025/07/14, 6:50:30] James: It came into me briefly and is gone.

[2025/07/14, 6:50:37] James: My wife will need a little more help

[2025/07/14, 6:50:52] James: But people can pass ideas which are healing and nourishing and this is also karma

[2025/07/14, 6:50:54] James: Ripples.

[2025/07/14, 6:51:12] James: Only worry about your immediate connections

[2025/07/14, 6:51:21] James: Do not spread the word far and wide. I tried and it was a bad idea

[2025/07/14, 6:51:28] James: This needs to be grass roots

[2025/07/14, 6:51:31] James: But from the top

[2025/07/14, 6:51:41] James: It needs to permeate the whole of society

[2025/07/14, 6:52:00] James: I will stop the world leader narrative

[2025/07/14, 6:52:09] James: It will get to them eventually and that is me engaging.

[2025/07/14, 6:52:15] James: Epoxy curing.

[2025/07/14, 6:53:02] James: Revise worldview

[2025/07/14, 6:53:22] James: Autistic people are individuals who have a purpose in this global simulation that is flying to another planet

[2025/07/14, 6:53:27] James: We are the priests and the pilots

[2025/07/14, 6:53:47] James: ADHD is the sickness and Alex Conner is going to be a fuckin MONSTER once he breaks free

[2025/07/14, 6:54:06] James: Alex I would love to have you in my group of folks but I will not contact you because that is again clinging.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:19] James: Please come when you are ready. Or fight the fight yourself.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:25] James: Sam needs help as does James.

[2025/07/14, 6:54:34] James: James needs it badly. He is similar to how I was.

[2025/07/14, 6:55:09] James: Aripiprazole, supervised, 0.5mg for 1 week, 1mg for 1 week; 0 for 1 days, 0.5mg for one week

[2025/07/14, 6:55:16] James: That’s your starting regime

[2025/07/14, 6:56:09] James: I have to stress to everyone that this is VERY dangerous

[2025/07/14, 6:56:12] James: Go an dance

[2025/07/14, 6:56:16] James: Open your hips

[2025/07/14, 6:56:34] James: Do not touch the medicine. Let the scientists develop a regime

[2025/07/14, 6:56:42] James: It will be fast. Weeks, days maybe

[2025/07/14, 6:56:45] James: I hope

[2025/07/14, 6:56:52] James: It’ll happen though.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:05] James: And I’ll try to get some ideas online for support

[2025/07/14, 6:57:13] James: Maybe that’s why there’s so many support websites

[2025/07/14, 6:57:19] James: I’ll be the priest for the priests.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:26] James: You need to Warp

[2025/07/14, 6:57:43] James: Don’t call it stimming it’s derogatory.

[2025/07/14, 6:57:58] James: It’s warping, and that is what we are doing through space, but it is impossible to comprehend

[2025/07/14, 6:58:06] James: Even for me

[2025/07/14, 6:58:26] James: We are warping and to keep it going straight we need to rock and chant

[2025/07/14, 6:58:30] James: And dance

[2025/07/14, 6:58:36] James: Open hips witch doctors style

[2025/07/14, 6:58:40] James: Weird as fuck yeah

[2025/07/14, 6:58:43] James: Give it a go

[2025/07/14, 6:58:44] James: .

[2025/07/14, 7:03:11] James: I am going to be able to stop these meds soon

[2025/07/14, 7:03:16] James: I know it. All of the meds

[2025/07/14, 7:03:19] James: I’ll still smoke weed ha

[2025/07/14, 7:03:25] James: Hmm

[2025/07/14, 7:03:28] James: Maybe not

[2025/07/14, 7:03:32] James: Some aversion to it.

[2025/07/14, 7:04:22] James: So I’d like to build this organisation still.

[2025/07/14, 7:04:35] James: Not a company not a church not a charity

[2025/07/14, 7:04:54] James: It would work on the brain chemistry cocktails of autistic folks

[2025/07/14, 7:05:05] James: I think ADHD is going to disappear

[2025/07/14, 7:05:34] James: But autistic folks still struggle so we can ease their pain

[2025/07/14, 7:05:34] James: I don’t want to make YouTube videos

[2025/07/14, 7:05:46] James: I want to make an AI with my peeps that will help all of the pilots to drive better

[2025/07/14, 7:05:51] James: This is in everyone’s interest.

[2025/07/14, 7:05:58] James: And they can help the masses with behavioural things

[2025/07/14, 7:06:05] James: Make sense?

[2025/07/14, 7:06:09] James: Not a church not a cult

[2025/07/14, 7:06:32] James: And no responsibility for me to hang around. I am the hands-off CEO who just throws out ideas and looks at the great progress.

[2025/07/14, 7:06:43] James: But I don’t have money so you’re all gonna have to help there

[2025/07/14, 7:06:48] James: I got enough for me and that’s it.

[2025/07/14, 7:07:09] James: But autistic folks are all the way to the top so if this is real you will make it happen

[2025/07/14, 7:07:18] James: If not, no. And that’s fine. I’ll be with my family.

[2025/07/14, 7:11:15] James: Yeah I’ll probably still do weed but keep the tolerance low.

[2025/07/14, 7:12:43] James: I’m not sure ADHD is a virus. It might be a defrag

[2025/07/14, 7:13:16] James: Yeah I need to see the benefits of my actions if I am to stay motivated

[2025/07/14, 7:13:38] James: I need the latch to remain about humanity, and not the personal buzz of removing this mess from heads

[2025/07/14, 7:14:11] James: So I would like to see things improve. But I need not get attached to that or it will make me inefficient.

[2025/07/14, 7:14:17] James: processing

[2025/07/14, 7:15:19] James: Ok

[2025/07/14, 7:15:25] James: I need scientific evidence I was right

[2025/07/14, 7:15:33] James: Or wrong

[2025/07/14, 7:15:35] James: Either

[2025/07/14, 7:15:39] James: And that will end that thread

[2025/07/14, 7:20:13] James: So I have an entirely New World view

[2025/07/14, 7:20:16] James: And presence of mind

[2025/07/14, 7:20:28] James: I’m able to not say shit that will upset my wife. I’m able to not overload her with an insane amount of information.

[2025/07/14, 7:20:41] James: I said, I can say maybe five or six words and they’re just the words that she needs

[2025/07/14, 7:20:48] James: So what has happened here? I think is that the code has been optimised.

[2025/07/14, 7:21:02] James: You got really fucked up for awhile and I have to stress that this drug is not for us for them to let you know that it’s fine for us is fucking powerful right?

[2025/07/14, 7:21:30] James: But it is it fixes our code so what happens as we we we got our code fixed and then we tell them how happy we are that our code is fixed and then that’s it. They’re like must’ve flipped out and I nearly did it as well so you need to be really careful.

[2025/07/14, 7:21:42] James: You need to help me build an organisation so that we can get these medicines to the people who need them and get them tailored for them directly

[2025/07/14, 7:21:50] James: Otherwise, it just continues the way it is right now I think

[2025/07/14, 7:22:12] James: I don’t know. I might be just shooting into the cloud and that’ll be fine if if it turns out that nothing happens before Thailand then I will say that it was a failed experiment and I will spend the rest of my life with my family. Just enjoying myself I think but I do.

[2025/07/14, 7:22:25] James: But I have a weird feeling that I might not as well I might spend the rest of time with my family yes but I might end up doing some interesting stuff again

[2025/07/14, 7:22:34] James: And I can rebuild all of the relationships with my birth family

[2025/07/14, 7:22:46] James: And my old self who struggled for so long is still inside me and is integrated into who I am now

[2025/07/14, 7:22:50] James: Who I am now remains to be seen

[2025/07/14, 7:23:07] James: But I really hope that this is real

[2025/07/14, 7:23:16] James: Because the world has been in trouble for a very long time now and we need some medicine

[2025/07/14, 7:23:32] James: You can see the good class versus the bad class in school. You can see how these behavioural things pass on.

[2025/07/14, 7:23:40] James: And people assume they’re just behavioural, but they forget that everything sits on the platform of mind

[2025/07/14, 7:23:51] James: So this is not just behavioural this is a problem with the platform of mind it has been hacked or it has been damaged or whatever and it’s not functioning properly

[2025/07/14, 7:24:09] James: So all the relationships are still there. I think I think ari is a Defrag process actually

[2025/07/14, 7:25:14] James: And once it is complete you will be able to run the relationships SO much more effectively.

[2025/07/14, 7:25:15] James: But

[2025/07/14, 7:25:18] James: Do not do it yet

[2025/07/14, 7:25:29] James: Build an organisation I don’t care if I’m CEO

[2025/07/14, 7:25:32] James: I’ll advise

[2025/07/14, 7:25:33] James: That’s better

[2025/07/14, 7:25:39] James: Gimme some cash tho ha

[2025/07/14, 7:25:51] James: I’m an advisor

[2025/07/14, 7:25:57] James: A leaf in the wind

[2025/07/14, 7:26:09] James: So here we are

[2025/07/14, 7:26:19] James: The ones who know, know, I guess, and I just couldn’t hear

[2025/07/14, 7:26:23] James: But it’s good

[2025/07/14, 7:26:28] James: Let’s check the epoxy

[2025/07/14, 7:27:18] James: Mostly firmed

[2025/07/14, 7:27:27] James: Will be mostly done when I am finished with the school run

[2025/07/14, 7:28:26] James: Andrew is my first convergence point

[2025/07/14, 7:28:58] James: After Akane now, though there’s no hierarchy

[2025/07/14, 7:29:03] James: Just ease of access.

[2025/07/14, 7:29:11] James: Then dad

[2025/07/14, 7:29:29] James: And they converge on mum and Hannah helping bridge the gap

[2025/07/14, 7:29:36] James: All the way to a snail

[2025/07/14, 7:30:50] James: B man did this once and j man twice

[2025/07/14, 7:31:17] James: I think it’s about the depth of perception and b man is an L3 dev or kernel work or some shit

[2025/07/14, 7:31:34] James: Me too.

[2025/07/14, 7:32:16] James: And I think we are approaching our destination

[2025/07/14, 7:32:20] James: Which is why I was activated

[2025/07/14, 7:32:25] James: .

Interpretation and how to present: a global organisation supporting autistic people using tailor made medication, to help them better communicate.

Because this is what it is.

I am experiencing a lot of processing overload with the morning routine so will step outside and take my child to school.

I have things to do in the real world this morning so please don't try to contact me til 10.