The Rollercoaster Ride
Sally Fell
I steady myself for the roller coaster ride …
we are already on. Its safety is
less than assured. A different kind of
forced amusement … caused by inaction
and neglect … seems to have installed
real peril … as we brace ourselves
for ups and downs, higher and lower
and more frequent than ever before.
I grip the bar in front of me,
amazed, in horror, for what, in turn,
our current track now takes us through – droughts,
extending months; inextinguishable, intense fires;
record-breaking storms with hurricane-force winds; floods
that sweep away cars, homes, even towns, devastating lives.
I start to feel dizzy, disoriented, want to get off. But
there is no getting off, no getting away from the fact
that our current track takes us through real terror … posing
an existential threat. Gripped by a jolting sense, I clench the
bar in front of me, meant to secure me in place, as
the track takes us slowly up, … nearly straight up, it feels, till
barely inching forward, we are reaching some sort of summit,
or peak. I glimpse down horrified
by how far we have come, and where the track is about to plunge –
straight down, into a free fall. For one prolonged pause …
remembering the beauty, and welcome acceptance Nature had always extended – eying the peril already experienced, long-predicted – I think, it did not have to be this way. Repairs could have been installed long ago, but denial, neglect, obfuscation,
even short-sightedness and corruption, misguidedly gauging “profitability,”
impacted the track we are on … that truly threatens the existence of life
on Earth. Will we wait until it is too late to act? What will be
the cost? … Will we worry about “affordability” when the consequences of our inaction promise to be catastrophic? … I
would like to get off, see children have the same opportunities as I … to
run, play, ride bikes, jump into piles of leaves, raked, swing on swings, and be
joyful, feel a sense of exuberance and love of Nature, of Life. … Unless we act very swiftly, boldly, to alter the track we are on, I consider – feeling the protective bar
loosening … as we are about to plunge, free fall, into descent – children, already
borne into this once-in-a-lifetime experience … may not live that life, may not survive … what now seems as far from an amusement
as we can get. This ride of a lifetime … now taking us through
earth-shattering, record temperatures, and catastrophic
climate disasters, threatens everything we value – our families,
our health, our freedom, our democracy – everything we hold treasured,
cherished. Before the bar gives way, before descent into a free fall down
this path, it is time to invest our everything toward a Cause so Great
it will test our ability to believe
in each other enough to come together, and apply all our knowledge,
skill, and strength to preserve our planet’s
Life-promoting Nature … and our own.
Earning a BA in Piano Performance from Oberlin College, and MS in Human Services-Counseling at National-Louis University, has given me insight into the inner music of our hearts and minds. Today we face a crisis in their regard: The ordered harmony in Nature, our own inner nature, included, is now imperiled. The climate we all face – of intensifying extremes in politics and the weather – presents an existential threat to democracy and life, as we know it. Our response must affirm both.