I'm sorry you are in a bad situation.
However, in the end, everyone will be judged (both the rich and the poor). The rich will be judged for how they treated the poor. The poor will be judged also for what they do on earth.
Because everyone has sinned against God, everyone is guilty of sins. But if you believe in Jesus and follow Him, He will provide for your needs and give you eternal life.
If you don't believe in Jesus or follow Him, you will be judged based on your deeds on earth. It is not true that the poor can do anything they want without consequences.
Even Jesus was very poor. He came to earth, being born among animals in a manger. Jesus said, "The foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man [Jesus] has nowhere to lay His head" (Luke 9:58). This means He had nowhere to sleep at night.
Jesus did not come to earth to make people rich on earth, but He came so that people can be saved from sins and have eternal hope.
Jesus also told His disciples: "Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things [all that you need] will be added to you" (Matthew 6:33).
I hope you find the God who loves you, can provide for your needs, and died for you. I pray you will not blame God for your situation but learn to do what's right.