Springfield, Missouri (1910)
Almanzo’s oxen plow the cornfield
as I sit at the window
my fingers tap, tap, tapping
on the brand new typewriter
Ma gave me.
Pa’s fiddle rests on the mantle
with memories of sweet melodies
next to roaring fires
trying to keep warm in the long winter
as the howling wolves circled
our small cabin in the woods.
I take a bite of Ma’s cinnamon apple pie
thinking back to the hardtack
and bean soup on the prairie
as Pa hunted the vast landscape
for our next meal that never seemed to come.
I’m writing of the smallpox,
of the moving from house to house,
never really having a home,
of Mr. Edwards and his whiskey-soaked laugh,
of Mary’s beautiful blue eyes losing their glimmer,
of my baby boy’s blank gravestone—
my child taken by one of many fires
I survived.
Almanzo brings the oxen back to the barn
waving and smiling at me
as I plow on.
Campbell Jenkins